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Niko

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About Me



I'm always writing. It's all in my head. It makes perfect sense when I don't try, but all goes to shit when I sit down at the keyboard. Except for now and then when English teachers don't believe I wrote that shit during the class period. "I told you this was supposed to be an in class essay!" But usually it hinders me, thus my belief in Bukowski's epitaph: Don't Try.

If I'm lucky, someday I'll be more well adjusted.

AIM- PoorJamesBond

My Interests



I'd like to meet:

The kid who had the guts to die. Bill Hicks.

This thing.

Oh wait... they're dead.

You, assuming you aren't an idiot.People who want to transcend the socially imposed roles that have been sewn into our very existence. Let's tear those fucking stitches out and live just to live. Live to love and to learn and to see people for what they teach you, not what they look like.

Not people who have to abbreviate three letter words or use acronyms and numbers in their typing.

I paradoxically believe that anyone who believes in anything is wrong.

NOT YOUR BAND. -This isn't written in stone.

Music:

A corner of what I listen to includes: Air, The Dandy Warhols, The Brian Jonestown Massacre, Pink Floyd, Arthur Lee/Love, Cat Stevens, Stars, Royksopp, Shpongle, Joy Division, Ben Folds/Ben Folds Five, Beatles, REM, Bob Marley plus The Wailers, Tenacious D, Placebo, David Bowie, Depeche Mode, Pixies, Thom Yorke, Velvet Underground, Bruce Springsteen, Merry Pranksters, Grateful Dead, Dave Matthews Band, Gorillaz, Black Rebel Motorcycle Club, The Velvet Teen, Nirvana, Elliott Smith, Pete Yorn, Damien Jurado, Counting Crows, Patti Smith, Neil Young, Crosby Stills and Nash, Jefferson Airplane, Bob Dylan, Ima Robot, Ween, Weezer, Logan Whitehurst and the Junior Science Club, They Might Be Giants, White Stripes, Dire Straits, XTC, Tom Waits, PMRC, The Magnetic Fields, TV on the Radio, The Raconteurs, Van Morrison, Hallucinogen, 1200 Micrograms, So much fucking more.

Television:

Aquateen, Space Ghost Coast to Coast!, Firefly, Fuckin' Star Trek: The Next Generation, Simpsons, Venture Brothers, I don't even have Television.

Books:

Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas, Fear and Loathing on the Campaign Trail: '72, The Curse of Lono, Screwjack, Hells Angels, Survivor, Fight Club, Youth in Revolt, Revolting Youth, One Flew Over the Cucoo's Nest, The Electric Kool-Aid Acid Test, You Can't Win, American Psycho, The Rules of Attraction, Artificial Paradises, The Hobbit, The Lord of the Rings Trilogy, A Scanner Darkly, Zombie, Slaughterhouse Five, Cats Cradle, Twelve, A Brief History of Time, Tropic of Cancer, South Of No North, some others that I'll get to later

Heroes:

Or, People I admire: Hunter S. Thompson, Jon Solo, Chuck Palahniuk, Ken Kesey, Tom Wolfe, Aldous Huxley, Oscar Zeta Acosta, Salvador Dali, Anton Newcombe, Peter Holmstrom, Owsley Stanley, Albert Hoffman, Che Guevara, Phillip K. Dick, Neal Cassady, Jack Kerouac, Alan Ginsburg, Charles Bukowski, William Burroughs, My mom, Not so much my dad. In no particular order.

My Blog

Ashtrays on Your Doorstep

You know itas wellas I do. My loveto youwas never morethan cigarettesat three AM. The first dragis the best. The second keeps you going. The last is just a joke. And thenI'm nothing morethan garbage. ...
Posted by Niko on Wed, 04 Jun 2008 02:14:00 PST

Invalid

I ride the high to the low to the middle I remember. You see itin the skin of the sky and the shinglesof her hair. All is fair, but he didn'tagree.I can't tell who's happierand I wouldn't knowif it is...
Posted by Niko on Wed, 28 May 2008 12:05:00 PST

That one night.

He told me I had gone too far and he didn't even say it. I knew that he knew that I knew that he understood. I just knew it. It was the strangest thing, though. I found a song on the way home. I ...
Posted by Niko on Fri, 23 May 2008 01:36:00 PST

Was it?

There was an old hard drive in my old computer filled with a massive library of music and films. I recently cracked open this machine and transferred the hard drive to my newer, shinier, slicker compu...
Posted by Niko on Thu, 22 May 2008 01:58:00 PST

The Conveyor Belt

I've been given too much slack, as many have failed to notice. But in all my stagnation and ass-bound sliding, nothing important has broken or been lost along the way. I'm grateful for this fact....
Posted by Niko on Tue, 20 May 2008 11:45:00 PST

Entoptic Phenomena

Ever since I was a small child, I've been able to see the very fabric of our visual perception. I'm able to see the pixels that make up everything we experience visually. Not to say my vision is blurr...
Posted by Niko on Fri, 16 May 2008 01:16:00 PST

Best friends.

Marc had been my best friend since high school. He's some kind of Zen Bhuddist. He's one of the kindest most intelligent men I've ever known.  I remember saying to him, last night, "There is noth...
Posted by Niko on Thu, 15 May 2008 01:06:00 PST

Over.

My how thecity girls darttheir eyes I'll tell you, I wasn'tbrought up for this. One more. That's right. You sure?I am. Ghosts walked past the bar and saidhello. Some of them embraced me and forced met...
Posted by Niko on Tue, 13 May 2008 01:15:00 PST

Size

There is always time for these things. In the past, whether or not we used it has been a choice that kills. Damned if you don't, yes. But I cannot say how damned one is if he does. I feel more damned ...
Posted by Niko on Mon, 12 May 2008 02:33:00 PST

Fade

I followed the sidewalkand prayedfor rain.I gave hats to the homelessand smokesto a barfly. I shot a lookof old timesto an old friendthat wouldn't have rememberedif I'd screamed it. The paint became ...
Posted by Niko on Fri, 09 May 2008 12:02:00 PST