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jessica

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About Me

I live in the armpit of the United States...New Jersey. I have always hated it here and I always will. I am a journalism major at Rutgers University and I have a son who's a year and a half. Once I graduate college I will be moving to the San Francsico Bay area. As I leave an atomic bomb will be dropped over this wasteland...which has never been a real home to me. I am a vegetarian, a single mother, a bi-sexual and a dork. I love books, writing, Tori Amos, Jack Kerouac and John Lennon. Most of my heroes are dead or out of reach. I love my best friend because she is the only person who has ever stood by me besides my grandmother. I hate racists, homophobics, Christian fanatics, pro-life fanatics (which usually goes hand in hand with early), Bush supporters, Eagles fans, child molesters, rapists, wife beaters, animal abusers, and anybody that gets their kicks out of hurting the underdog. I am a big believer in karma and I know that George Bush will eventually reach his judgement day with his so-called Christian God. Somehow I don't think it is going to go as well as he thinks. I am not here for relationships....so go away losers. I am simply here for friendly and intelligent minds that like to chat and have fun. That is all....California Bound....... "For a man can only turn his back around once in this world to be lost. It's not until we are lost that we truly begin to find ourselves." - Henry David Thoreau CLICK HERE TO GET A PRE-MADE LAYOUT Video code provided by HotCodez.com
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My Interests

Writing poetry, reading, hanging out with my other female half Melissa, Tori shows, bookstores, cafes, art museums, faeries, Pagan beliefs, Celtic culture, cats, Dali, Picasso, Georgia O'Keefe, psychology, women's studies, journalism, photography, yoga, drum circles, animal rights, vegetarian food and lifestyle, Ireland, California, gay rights, going to bars, thrift shopping, collecting records and antique bottles, taking pictures, bubble baths, corrupting females, candles, cats, nature, my computer, dreaming, traveling and spending time with my son. This profile was edited with MySpace Profile Editor MySpace Profile Editor

Music:

Tori Amos, The Beatles, Tool, A Perfect Circle, Led Zeppelin, Ani DiFranco, Etta James, Disturbed, Billie Holiday, Kate Bush, Coldplay, Otis Redding, Janis Joplin, The Doors, Jimi Hendrix, The Grateful Dead, Joni Mitchell, Nirvana, Nine Inch Nails, Pearl Jam, David Gray, Martin Sexton, Babes in Toyland, Fiona Apple, 7 Year Bitch, Lou Reed, PJ Harvey, Ray Charles, The Indigo Girls, Dar Williams, L7, (old) Madonna, Sting, Peter Gabriel, Red Hot Chili Peppers, Throwing Muses, Kristen Hersh......

Movies:

ACTORS I LIKE:................Edward Norton, Gwenyth Paldrow,Sean Penn, Christina Ricci, Drew Barrymore, Thora Birch, Gary Oldman, Winona Ryder, Juilette Lewis, Brad Pitt, Adam Sandler, Chris Farley, David Spade, Kevin Smith, Chris Rock, Will Farrell, Dana Carvey, Ethan Hawke, Julie Delpy, Angelina Jolie, Julia Stiles, Anna Paquin, Kate Hudson, Fairuza Balk, Robin Tunney, Daniel Day-Lewis, Selma Blair, Audrey Hepburn, Judy Garland, Matthew Broddrick, Alan Rickman, Kate Winslet, Janeane Garafalo, Merill Streep, Claire Danes, Nicole Kidman, Julilane Moore, Johnny Depp, John Candy, Geena Davis, Bette Davis, Cate Blanchett, Charlize Theron, Kevin Spacey, Kevin Bacon, Megan Mullany, Ellen Degeneras, Kate Becksindale, Christian Bale, Patrick Fugit, Helena Bonham Carter, River Phoenix....MOVIES I LIKE:....Fight Club, Ferris Bueller's Day Off, Dogma, Clerks, Reality Bites, Beetlejuice, Unfaithful, 12 Monkeys, Foxfire, Before Sunrise, Sweet November, Almost Famous, 100 Cigarettes, 50 First Dates, The Hours, American Beauty, Laurel Canyon, 10 Things I Hate About You, May, Kill Me Later, Sophie's Choice, Schinnler's List, American Psycho, One Flew Over the Cookoo's Nest, The Shinning, Monster, The Craft, Hackers, What's Eating Gilbert Grape?, Benny and Joon, Riding in Cars with Boys, Stand by Me, The Goonies, Seven, The Exorcist, Girl Interupted, Mad Love, Sid and Nancy, The Breakfast Club, High Art, Wonder Boys, Go, Boys Don't Cry, Gia, My Private Idaho, The Wizard of Oz, My Fair Lady, Breakfast at Tiffany's, Rebel Without a Cause, Panic in Needlestick Park, Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas, Orange County, Home Fries, Trainspotting, Nell, Silence of the Lambs, Pump up the Volume, Serendipity, Shakesphere In Love, Some Kind of Wonderful, Finding Nemo, The Wizard of Oz....

Television:

Television rots your brain.

Books:

AUTHORS I LIKE: Jack Kerouac, Allen Ginsburg, William S. Burroughs, Charles Bukowski, Marge Piercy, Rumi, Sylvia Plath, Anne Sexton, Emer Martin, Kate Moses, W.S. Merwin, Arthur Miller, Maya Angelou, Jane Hamilton, Janet Finch, Eric Schlosser, Elizabeth Wurtzel, Frank McCourt, and Augusten Burroughs.BOOKS I LIKE: On the Road by Jack Kerouac, Maggie Cassidy by Jack Kerouac, White Shroud by Allen Ginsburg, Sleeping With Cats by Marge Piercy, The Moon is Always Female by Marge Piercy, The Illuminated Rumi by Rumi, The Bell Jar by Sylvia Plath, Ariel by Sylvia Plath, The Colossis by Sylvia Plath, Love Poems by Anne Sexton, The Collected Works of Anne Sexton by Anne Sexton, Breakfast in Babyalon by Emer Martin, More Bread and I'll Appear by Emer Martin, Wintering by Kate Moses, The Rain Through the Trees by W.S. Merwin, I Know Why the Caged Bird Sings by Maya Angelou, Heart of a Woman by Maya Angelou, A Map Of the World by Jane Hamilton, White Olieander by Janet Finch, Fast Food Nation by Eric Schlosser, Prozac Nation by Elizabeth Wurtzel, Bitch by Elizabeth Wurtzel, More Now and Again by Elizabeth Wurtzel, The Secret of Life: Commonsense Advice for Uncommon Women by Elizabeth Wutzel, Angela's Ashes by Frank McCourt, 'Tis by Frank McCourt and Running with Scissors by Augusten Burroughs. CURRENTLY READING: DESOLATION ANGELS by JACK KEROUAC

Heroes:

John Lennon, Martin Luther King Jr., my grandmother and my son Patrick Most of my heroes have blown away with the autumn wind. I can only look look forward now to my son. Look forward yet never forget the wisdom my heroes have left for me. Namastae.

My Blog

Rutgers University...

I got into Rutgers University and the fall semister starts September 1st. I am finally heading in the right direction.
Posted by jessica on Wed, 17 Aug 2005 06:42:00 PST

23....

Well I am 23 now....hopefully this coming year will be full of promise.
Posted by jessica on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

A CAR!!!!

I got a car bitches!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Posted by jessica on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Someday.....

Someday Iam going to understand why it's easier for him to move on. Someday he's going to realize how much I loved him and the magnatude of what I felt for him. Someday he's going to realize how much ...
Posted by jessica on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

About me........

Name: Jessica Blair Age: 22 Birthday: July 17th Sign: Cancer.....and yes I am a crab. Occupation: coffee barista, student, mother, raving lunatic Location: Hell.....New Jersey Children: 1 boy Pa...
Posted by jessica on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Pissed and depressed

Yeah well.....I am pissed. My ex is moving on with his life. Getting a piece of ass. I am not sure why I am so angry.....I am actually more sad to tell you the truth. Why the fuck I still love him is ...
Posted by jessica on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

TORI......AUGUST 19th 7:30P.M. PNC BANK ARTS CENTER!!!!!!!

AUGUST 19th PNC BANK ARTS CENTER TORI AMOS 7:30 P.M. HOLMDEL, NJ!!!!!!!!!!!! I am seeing my girl in concert for the 4th time....with my bestfriend Melissa. I am so siked!!!!!...
Posted by jessica on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Being a single mom......ARRG!

For any single mom life can be difficult. Many of us had hopes that our lives would turn out differently. Even when the kids came along, we still hoped we'd have a support system. I am in a situat...
Posted by jessica on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Patrick's 1st steps!

Today my son Patrick took his first steps! I am so happy. He did it just for me too. He just celebrated his first birthday on the 6th and had his party on the 10th. He's been a busy little man.
Posted by jessica on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

tired of love

I am tired of wanting love from elsewhere. I am tired of missing a painful love. I am determined to find love within myself. I am determined to stand strong.
Posted by jessica on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST