About Me
My name is Kim - Im 21 - I'm very happy but people think I'm always mad - I'm a typical girl but I dont mind getting dirty - I stress out - A LOT - I get along better with guys - I am obsessed with polka dots, tanning, shopping, pedicures, drinking, driving around, mashed potatoes, music, redbull, laughing, the color black, wedges, my family and my friends. I get along with everyone at first but I get frustrated with people very easily - I can cut off people very quickly but sometimes I end up cutting off the good people and holding on to the wrong ones for too long - I am very social and I will talk to anyone - My feelings get hurt very easily and I cry a lot - I'm a very good friend - I don't always know the right thing to say but I'm very good at listening - I am afraid of being lonely, of having my heart broken, of not being appreciated, of people not knowing how much they mean to me - It takes a lot for me to love you, but once I do, I love you with all I have and I trust you completely - This has caused me a lot of pain in my life but it will never change - I do not like being told things just to make me happy - I would rather be told the truth and be hurt then be "protected" and happy - I think with my heart and not my head - I need to be shown things as opposed to just being told - I have changed a lot over the past year but I have come to realize that change is not always a bad thing - I can read people very easily - I feel like everyone has ulterior motives when they are good to me - I shouldn't feel that way but I've been burned - I believe in love - Real, true, passionate love - I have strong opinions and I always express them - I'm not good at biting my tongue and if you piss me off I'm gonna tell you about it - I don't think before I speak - I'm not perfect and I don't pretend to be - Some of the most beautiful things in my life have ended - but endings bring about strength and teach lessons that could never have been learned otherwise - And I can definitely appreciate that - I have learned that not everyone is going to like me and I don't try to please people - I am what I am - Take it or leave it
When I look in the mirror, I see a girl who's been through so much, and yet, still finds a way to smile at the past. She still loves with all her heart, or what's left of it. And when you see her walking in the room I can guarentee you she'll have her head up high faking a smile just one last time. And for all those people who try to break her, you never will...
"If you make a woman cry, remember that God counts her tears. The woman came out of a man's rib, not from his feet to be walked on, not from his head to be superior, but from the side to be equal, under the arm to be protected,and next to the heart to be loved."
Sometimes you have to forget what you feel and remember what you deserve
