Mitch

Right...time for an updated version about me. Kinda pointless coz the people who know me already most likely wont read it and new people wont know its updated but still. I'd like to just say a couple things that most people dont see about me underneath the personality that i show. I like to show people that i am happy and love to joke, which for the most part is true. But what a lot of people dont know is that i have been through more pain in my own life than i would ever want to talk about. And have seen people close to me go through more than i'd wish upon anyone. The result of all that is that im not the same person that i was a couple years ago n ive probably matured way faster than i would have really wanted to. Would i change anything? Probably not. Ive made a difference to people's lives, one in particular, and no matter how much it hurt i wouldnt take that back for the world. I guess one of my strengths to others is a weakness to myself, i care more about other people than i do about me. I dont always show it but if some1 i care needs my help..they'll have it until the end. Not in an overbearing way tho, but..i dunno, kinda like a corner man in boxing. I'll be by their side n while i might not be in the ring i'm still feeling the punches, but im gunna get them through the fight. I like to speak my mind, i dont patronise or bullshit people. I can also comment on somebody with detached emotion, if i criticise somebody i dont mean it as a personal attack its just how i see things, not many people understand that so i get misunderstood alot. I just dont see the need to sugar coat things, i hate it if i dont get the truth from people, and im happy to hear anything no matter how negative, so how could i expect that if i wasnt going to do the same? Its not like its all negative either, i say way more positive things about people than anything else, im just honest, n wish more people would be. If i could give one bit of advice to everyone it would be not to take things for granted. No matter how bad ur life it is could be a lot worse. I have been as low as i could think possible, but nothing ever changed the peacefulness of a clear sky at night, or just the sound of nothing when ur in the open...without disappointment, u cant appreciate victory. Ive lost things that have meant more to me than life itself, so i know that u shouldnt ignore what u might deem 'little things' coz there could easily be a time that all u want is to see a star or feel the wind or see ur friends smile or whatever it is, and not be able to. Right, thats probably about enough from me, i was gunna just post this in a blog but figured no1 would read it. If u have read all of this then thanks, i guess i wrote it to put across a side of me that i want more people to know about, if u talk to me u'll get to know the laid back joking side of me, but u'll understand it better if u know this side too...I dont mind people judging me, i just want them to know all there is to judge. MySpace Layouts from PimpTags.com