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I hate myself for hating you

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About Me

My names Teria Idella, I have a little girl named Idella J. She's the most important person in the world to me, I don't know what I'd do without her. I edited my profile with Thomas' Myspace Editor V4.4

My Interests

music, books, talking, movies, i'm kind of just a really boring person.

I'd like to meet:

awesome people!

Music:

alot of stuff, but i have to be in a certain mood to listen to certain things. but other than that i'm not too picky, sometimes i just don't like to make a desion at all. isn't it always easier that way?

Movies:

my favorite all time movie is girl,interupted.. i like the breakfast club, 16 candles, pretty in pink, national lampoon's senior trip, detriot rock city, better off dead, etc. alot of old movies actualy expecialy caddyshack that's a great one.. but mostly i watch what i wanna watch, or whatever's on the tv when i'm bored.

Television:

i don't watch tv alot only when i'm really bored and don't have anything else to do, i generaly watch movies but if i do watch tv it's daria, or sex in the city, or whatever's on comedy central.

Books:

i'll have to say that dean koontz is my all time favorite author, ever. except for his books that drag out forever and that make his charters perfect, i hate that. i love john grisham, but he should never write anything that doesn't have to do with law, a painted house was horriable. i love the book "the catcher in the rye" it's so odd, but it really makes you think. i am a critic when it comes to book and that's the perfect evening to me, a strawberry smoothie and a book. read the cather and the rye. it will deeply impact your view on life.

Heroes:

those who aren't reconized everyday, but just one day you look at them a relaize that if they weren't here life would be that much more unbearable.

My Blog

time is coming

i'm scared shitless.... this is  coming up so fast. i'm worried that i won't be able to do this. to take good care of her, to be a good mom. i'm afraid that i'll end up just like my mom and treat...
Posted by I hate myself for hating you on Tue, 05 Jun 2007 10:03:00 PST

life or something like it...

I don't know what happened, I was happy for once, I felt the way the I hadn't felt in so long for someone else that wasn't my first love. And then it turned to shit...he had other intrests other sight...
Posted by I hate myself for hating you on Thu, 09 Nov 2006 01:50:00 PST

I'm not a girl...

Do you wear shoes that are actually too small? no, I wear plenty that are too big though Do you get up at least an hour early to get ready each day? Nah. I usually wake up about five mintues before ...
Posted by I hate myself for hating you on Mon, 16 Oct 2006 08:01:00 PST

...

How Old Were You When You First...FELL IN LOVE - 17LOST SOMEONE CLOSE TO YOU - my gradma when i was 13DRANK ALCOHOL - I never haveSMOKED WEED - 15 or so GOT KISSED - when i was in the fourth grad...
Posted by I hate myself for hating you on Tue, 19 Sep 2006 06:28:00 PST

is this really a question?

after so long of doubting it. after so long of believing that it could never be again, it happened. I thought that i was done that he was the one for me and there would be no one else that touched me ...
Posted by I hate myself for hating you on Tue, 29 Aug 2006 12:15:00 PST

What the hell am I doing?

I'm confusing, manipulating, just all around a horriable person. I so wish that this cloud would go away, this constant headache. this hurt in my heart. I blame it on you, but it's not really you at a...
Posted by I hate myself for hating you on Mon, 03 Apr 2006 02:57:00 PST

how honestly bored can you get?

Who is on your mind?: Colby, i want him to text me back right now. What would you like to do to them: punch him in the face if he was dumb today Do you like to party: yes Whats your idea of a perf...
Posted by I hate myself for hating you on Tue, 28 Feb 2006 04:20:00 PST

something cool

X" what u have [x] a cell phone [x ] a straightener [x] your own computer [x] your own car [] good grades [] chanel sunglasses [] burberry purse [x] a boyfriend [] a curling iron [ ] every fall out b...
Posted by I hate myself for hating you on Sun, 19 Feb 2006 01:35:00 PST

i'm watching law and order.

1) I am... a minor (2) My ex-boyfriend was...  a douche (3) Maybe I should....  do my homework (4) I love....  tacos (5) I don't understand....  how boys heads work. (6) I los...
Posted by I hate myself for hating you on Tue, 07 Feb 2006 07:16:00 PST

i changed all the (fucks) to have sex with cause it sounded dirty.

1. Would you let me have sex with  you? 2. What positions would want to have sex  in? 3. Would u suck/LICK me ? 4. Would u want to have sex hard? 5. Would u have sex...
Posted by I hate myself for hating you on Mon, 30 Jan 2006 02:50:00 PST