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***I am impressed by those that make it evident they read the content of my profile & place value & emphasis on True & Real things that have Meaning & Matter!!!*************************************************** ********* THE FOLLOWING PORTION does NOT pertain to RECENT EVENTS but a Distant Past which WILL STAY ON MY PAGE,REMAINING UNCHANGED SINCE I HAVE BEEN CONTACTED SEVERAL TIMES SAYING IT MADE A SIGNIFICANT DIFFERENCE IN PREVENTING DAMAGE IN OTHER'S LIVES~Therefore Worth KEEPING here.....I have decided to dispense & turn all my energy into WORTHY CAUSES that have need of my abilities to impact these issues instead of allowing any distraction of so-called "love" in a past personal relationship to hinder & attempt to turn me inside out, only as an attempt to use my compassionate nature as ammunition against me just to inflict harm. I can't help another's insistence to be miserable while they remain blind to what they had & just how good they had it, broadcasting to everyone the truth about themselves but portraying those atrocities as mine. I don't have time or energy to waste on infantile games or the BS I won't tolerate & of course the name has been ommitted to protect the guilty of their own horrendousness, unlike the complete opposite & lies from thier end with the tables turned. Well I can't hold onto NOTHING anymore while they continue to go so far outta their way to make themselves an enemy & complete stranger to me. Keep trying to do as much unfounded malicious damage as possible, while showing the extent of the ugliness capable, CAN'T HURT ME ANYMORE since you wanna make yourself non-existent to me. Once DEAD TO ME there's NOTHING TO REMIND ME. Guess you gotta prove to yourself after such extensive damage where there's NO COMING BACK after the fact, just how wretchedly WRONG YoU are, resulting in your eventual regret of how dispicable you treated the ONE who TRULY loved you while giving you EVERY reason (& then some) to be happy & appreciate me. So continue to spew your putrid filth about yourself & call it mine. I could care less what the likes of you or people without a life, stupid enough to feed into or believe your trash think. It's already apparent how guilty the one is who feels it's necessary to go so far out of thier way, stooping to incredible lengths on a smear campaign to CONVINCE the small minded, but sh*t talking will always be JUST THAT = talking SH*T = Heresay without any basis of FACT...& TRASH NEVER MATTERS but the ones that DO are those who KNOW me LOVE ME, SEE ME & KNOW the TRUTH, so back on track to PRIORITIES...*********************************************** *** THERE IS MUCH TO BE DONE that those like me can band together in a unified effort to make a compounded difference from what it's become or IS presently. We desperately need CHANGE or at least serious modification of current existing systems. There should never be a tolerable time for apathy & one should not have to be directly affected to be passionate about these realities! There is a multitude of ways we as individuals can approach these topics whether it's using our voices to speak out, or through art, music, poetry, dance, performing arts, charity events, establishing contact with authorities, petitioning, creating & promoting further exposure, awareness & support, join & get involved, ACTION. Whatever outlet(s) posessed we can utilize all these variations to make a difference for the betterment of our community & the world. TIME FOR US TO OPEN OUR EYES, EARS & HEARTS & WAKE THE OTHERS AROUND US SLEEPING!!! The following is a partial summarized version of issues that are important to me but certainly not limited to just those mentioned herein (no particular order) I encourage anyone who is passionate, currently involved or wants to be, in implementing CHANGE, to add me & if you have any songs, material, links or creative expressions pertaining to any of the below referenced let me know and I will do my part to distribute & circulate it for this long overdue AWAKENING................................. .......................................................... **Survivors of 9-11~Katrina, tsunamis & similar catastrophic disasters**Animal Rights/Extinction* *Global Warming/Mother Earth/Atmosphere/Pollution/Recycling/Ozone/Alternative Fuel & Energy Conservation & Preservation* Human Trafficking* *Missing Persons* *Wrong/Falsely Persecuted* *Equal Rights for EVERY ONE & ALL LIVING THINGS* *Changing "Our" current Government (<--so much wrong)* *WAR & the entire scope of effects & suffrage that's entailed during & results of it's aftermath (I love honor respect admire & support our troops & servicemen/women but do NOT support ANY WAR)**Justice & appropriate support/treatment for victims of anything at perpetrator's hands**WorldHunger/Poverty/Homeless**Veterans/ developmentally &/or mentally disabled/Elderly/Terminally Ill**AIDS, Cancer & ANY other infectious disease or ailment with no known or made available cure & those effected by or with so-called treatable afflictions &/or addiction with no access to life saving treatments**Suicide Prevention & Depression**Any perverse exploitation which feeds into or promotes objectification & further jades those already sick enough to see, think, & treat those & others as sub-human or with no regard or sense of value as a result of self-induced overexposure/emphasis to such** TRUTH about cover ups, corruption & conspiracies within FDA/Pharmaceutical companies/Politics & Congress/Media/etc.etc.etc**Watch kids around water**R.A.I.N.N./ S.O.A.R.(Rape & Incest National Network/Speaking Out About Rape)**MADD/SADD/DADD** PEACE**..................................................... ....................................................... Where do YOU stand or will we all fall when it's accumulated beyond repair & it's too late because we failed to make the differences necessary NOW?........................................................ ............I live by Ultimate Enlightenment (perfect union of body, mind, spirit trinity) sharing my gifts/lessons & creative expressions by various mediums. Above any acclaim, consider my greatest contribution an existence of compassion/servitude to others...For a summarized view about me & my outlook in life you can view my homepage @ ------------------------------------------------------------ ---------------------------------http://hometown.aol.com/ang lhrtd1/myhomepage/index.html ------------------------------------------------------------ ---------------------------------------------- My b-day is incorrectly shown on my page but there is a story behind that. People often refer to me as "Angel" other than my name...countless stories for that too. I am NOT on here seeking validation, acceptance or ANYTHING, perhaps wanting to correspond with people who don't fall/fit into "typical societal conformity". I am very secure in who I am & what I do with my life. I am fiercely independent & my intelligence/intuition can scare those with much to hide, bad intentions, agendas & motives. My desire to do as much as I can almost to the point of exhaustion, can intimidate others as well as my higher applied thinking & ability to always rise above whatever circumstances my resilience perseveres, as an extremely well grounded entity who has her sh*t together & her head screwed on straight... no matter who may try to mess with it. I'm sure those rare few would love to try & make a bobble head outta me or just disassemble me somehow & not put me back together...but that is more a reflection of themselves they don't wanna see, that by just being "me" reminds them. I would like to associate with HONEST, AUTHENTIC, KIND, CONSIDERATE, POSITIVE DEMEANOR, MATURE, CARING, SANE, QUALITY individuals who posess INTEGRITY, UNDERSTANDING, SENSITIVITY ,COMPASSION, GOOD SPIRIT, SUBSTANCE, VALUES, ACCOUNTABILITY, CHARACTER, WELL MANNERED, GOOD COMMUNICATION & LISTENING SKILLS, a LIFE, a SPINE, a CONSCIENCE, & are not ALL about themselves (<-also known as TAKERS/users). I DON'T like game-players, liers, phoney moronies, cheaters, abusive in ANY way meanie-weenies, those who are reckless & ravage other's hearts with no regard for feelings while attempting to take advantage of caring natures/kindness, or sabotage what they were so fortunate to know, much less have. Completely desecrating something so PRICELESS, REAL & SACRED only shows dishonor, unappreciation, disrespect, how little it meant, that it was never deserved, & to linger where that's been advertised/known would be declaring a lack of love for one's self by being further subjected to it. To do unspeakably unjustified & completely unwarranted things/acts to others is bad enough...to go around trying to convince others that the wounded one harmed by such intention is to blame or @ fault for the cruelty THEY'VE done to them, is an even worse insult to injury like salt poured in the inflicted gash! The labels those people give themselves can false advertise like it belongs to someone else as their diversion tactic of self-denial, but the guilty culprit is the only one it sticks to. Scapegoat I am not, & a HEART OF GOLD should never be mistreated, taken for granted or used as ammunition against the person who was already wronged! I do NOT APOLOGIZE for having the guts to be who/what I am while constantly helping others, to better this world in the ways I can while sticking to principles when no one else will. "One who stands for nothing, will fall for anything." Am I supposed to be sorry for selflessly giving (often times too much) to others when most are apathetic to anything that does not directly affect them? I am the one that sees what needs to be done, finding a way to do what others around me refuse to. If that makes a few juvenile, lazy, shallow people uncomfortable, then don't compare yourself to me...it's not about you anyway, nor is it a contest. If you wanna make it 1 then I am game, as long as it helps a needy cause while giving some initiative other than to be self-serving. People like that just won't get it, but certainly MOST people I come into contact with are happy to be exposed to my enlightened views & creative expressions. I refuse to be a victim (that few make the mistake of thinking they can force upon me), rather I am a "survivor of circumstance" & will remove myself or put some serious distance between the unhealthy situation. Life is short, this world / society can be harshly cruel. Being a part or THE problem itself...well, there's an overabundance of that already which remains self~explanatory why things are in the shape they are now. I'd rather be a part or THE solution...I have a voice that must be heard & creativity that is impossible to contain. It's hard to be a giver in a world dominated by selfish takers, but being SELECTIVE & not tolerating someones BullSh*t is smart & imperative when you are like me with a heart for others. Too many vultures, thieves, & parasites to fend off. That's not being judgemental, it's being truthful about the REALITY on the basis of FACTS shown by the experience/history you have with those that ARE (even worse, they're this way by CHOICE ~ no matter how they play the unaccountable 'My Car Has No Driver' lack of mentality as a convenient cop-out "excuse" <- which never is...). KINDNESS & COMPASSION should NEVER mistaken for WEAKNESS nor be UNDERESTIMATED!!! I would rather have the support & encouragement of those who truly love & care for me/my welfare, or be completely ALONE! You never know when any moment may be your last & knowing how many times I nearly crossed that line, I don't want to have regrets that I put there which can't be undone or waste so much that you can't get back, on any lost cause. People always wait till it's TOO LATE to change or better a situation if it can be, then wonder why the aftermath ends up the effect of how they were/contributed to the cause. Actions are so much louder, speaking volumes far more than convenient words. Sorry becomes an unbelievably misused word to throw out since it's so easy to say, when most times a reason shouldn't exist to be such in the first place, much less having the audacity to repeat itself. Hence that life is not measured by the breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away or that of others. I certainly know how to make things fun, being the life of the party, but I also know when it's time to be serious, never losing sight of what's important, the priorities/responsibilities that give me a well lived balanced & fulfilling life while assiting others in reaching theirs. CARPE DIEM! I look forward to hearing from those that can relate on any level to this. MEANINGFUL CONNECTIONS are ALL THAT MATTER TO ME! The only males I will interact with are those who conduct themselves like gentleMEN. You may not be able to choose your family, but we have the free will to decide who our friends are...LOVE me or be the rare few who unjustifiably HATE me, the TRUTH & all I represent...it only speaks what's REAL about yourself.......