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Aerafel

All that shimmers in this world is sure to fade.

About Me

I have a lot of different sides to "me". On one hand, I am a college graduate. I value education in all its forms. In the end, I will probably never stop going to school in one form or another. I have an associates degree for Massage Therapy. I'm thinking the next step will be an understudy for Chiropractic school. I have a lot of education goals, though. One day, I would love to attend culinary school. I just started taking Tae Kwon Do back in April '07. I'm now a 3R Blue Belt. I test again for 2 R or D Red Belt on April 19, '08 On February the 16th. By the way...here is my shameless plug for my Taekwondo school....go check out myspace pages for Jack Hauswirth, (the senior instructor and 6th degree black belt)or Tim Hauswirth, (the assistant instructor and 2nd degree Black Belt and Senior Weapons Instructor). If you are interested in taking a martial Art...give my instructors a call at...(901) 827-7601 (ok I did my part, Mr. Tim!!!)On the other hand, I guess alot of people would say I have redneck qualities,although I hide them well. I grew up in the country. As a result, I'm very much a tom boy... I love to hunt, fish, camp, hike, explore the woods, explore caves, climb trees, swim. I love the outdoors. I live in the city, now, so it's been a long time since I've been able to do any of that stuff, but I love it all the same.I'm a closet Goth. When I was younger...bear in mind that I am from Arkansas, I didn't even know what Gothic culture was. If someone said "goth" to me I automatically thought of Kurgan from Highlander...cool imagery, but....NO! I guess it all started with my tendency to wear black ALL THE TIME!!!! but it grew from there. then with the advent of movies like the Crow and Donnie Darko...I was introduced to more and more of the concept....Goth to me is a state of mind. You won't find any piercings on me...I have a few cool pieces of clothing, but you won't see me wearing them often unless by chance I get to go to MIG. I have a normal Vanilla job...and pretty much a normal Vanilla life...but there is something inside me that rises up every so often that is definitely NOT normal.I love to write. Mostly poetry and a short story or two. I don't write often anymore. Everyday life and the introduction of a few choice jerks in my life have nearly driven my muse from me...when I completely stop, that will mean that a big part of me has died. I don't know how to stop it. I feel it dying a little more each day.I love music. I love to play guitar, but like a lot of other things I love, I haven't done it in a while.I am sort of self taught...started when I was 7...I am seriously cosidering taking lessons, so that I can actually say that I really play...not just play at it.I have a tendency to shoot myself in the foot when it comes to romantic relationships. When I love someone, there is nothing I won't do for them. Sometimes that leaves me very vounerable. I am massichistic when it comes to hanging on to what I so desparately want. A lot of the time, that results in self inflicted misery. Couple that with the fact that I can write anything, but when it comes time to say what I feel, I feel an actual physical blockage... the words come to my throat and can go no further...Luckily, I am fortunate enough to have a fiance who knows me very well. He pays very close attention to me, and he seems to know what I am thinking before I do... My time with him is very precious to me. I've lost him twice before...I won't lose him again. I am due to be married in March of 2009... I haven't set the day, yet...but I'm SOOOOOOO happy!!!!!So,if you have made it through all this, I congratulate you. I'm also pretty sure you've learned more than you ever wanted to know about me. I do have a lighter side, I promise. Sometimes finding it is a bit difficult lately. Please bear in mind that this is a work in progress. I've just run out of time on another sleepless night. Hi ho, hi ho, it's off to work I go.The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Sixth Level of Hell - The City of Dis!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:

Level Score
Purgatory (Repenting Believers) Very Low
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers) Moderate
Level 2 (Lustful) Very High
Level 3 (Gluttonous) High
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious) High
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy) High
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics) Extreme
Level 7 (Violent) High
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers) Moderate
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous) Moderate
Take the Dante Inferno Hell Test
Greed: Medium
Gluttony: Medium
Wrath: Medium
Sloth: Medium
Envy: Low
Lust: High
Pride: Very Low
The Seven Deadly Sins Quiz on 4degreez.com

My Interests

I love all things Gothic. I love swords and daggers and actually all edged weapons. I am beginning to study Tae Kwon Do. I love music and I love to read. I write some poetry and song lyrics. I play "at" the guitar. Been playing since I was a little kid. .. width="425" height="355" ..

I'd like to meet:

I'm especially interested in people who are martial arts students...or want to be... I would love to meet other Vamps and Goths out here in the Bible Belt...Pagans, Wiccans, Druids...all should feel welcome here. Black Label Society- In This River

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Music:

Again my interests are varied... I love the Blues, Classic rock, Hairbands (a personal favorite) death metal Black Metal...New Age, Ethnic Music.. I HATE RAP!!!!!.. type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowScriptAccess="never" allowNetworking="internal" height="350" width="425" data="http://www.youtube.com/v/zhNsNkjoQvo"

Movies:

OK.. again a good variety here. The Wedding Singer, The Water Boy Happy Gilmore, Mr Deeds, Billie Madison, Interview with The Vampire, Blade 1, 2, and 3. The CROW This is my all time favorite. Fight Club, Natural Born Killers, Pulp fiction. Blood and Doughnuts, The Lost Boys.... you get the jist of it, right?

Television:

That 70's show...Friends, South Park (oh my god, They killed Kenny! You Bastards!!!!) Family Guy, The Simpsons, Futurerama, Buffy the Vampire Slayer...

Books:

Rather than name books I will name authors. I love Patricia Keneally Morrison, Steven King, Morgan Llewellen, Anne Rice...er Rampling...er, Rolaquaire....whatever the name i love her writing style. Clive Barker is one of my all time favorites. I really dig all the Frank Herbert books, too.http://facebook.frozenbear.com/r/?app=fbhomes&source =604999454_user

Heroes:

Alice Cooper.... LOL Okay... I was about 5 and I loved to watch the Muppet Show. He guest starred on it once and I was hooked. I've loved him ever since. He was one of the first to push the envelope Also Ozzy Osbourne before he became a pop culture tv show...

My Blog

MMA Class

Well, I'm really excited about the new class on friday nights. The taekwondo school I go to has started a mixed martial arts class. Master Hauswirth and Mister BJ both gave seminars last night on MMA ...
Posted by Aerafel on Fri, 30 Nov 2007 01:28:00 PST

A New Beginning.

I've decided to stop whining on this blog.... I whine and cry way too often about things and I'm not doing anything about them. I'm in the process of setting some goals for myself...when I get them fi...
Posted by Aerafel on Sat, 01 Sep 2007 01:38:00 PST

Meetings

A picture paints a thousand words...To begin would be to speak foreverof passionof angstof lustof beauty of loveThe more I see...The Darker my desires become.Passion's cup runneth overAll I have is a ...
Posted by Aerafel on Tue, 18 Apr 2006 05:47:00 PST

In The Dark

alone in the dark I wait for you.Powerless to oppose the hunger growing inside of me.as i take you, you call me Master...but truly I am slave to your vitae.
Posted by Aerafel on Tue, 18 Apr 2006 05:40:00 PST

Seducer

seducer...you entreat me with your eyes. You delve into my soul. you sear my flesh. you rend my heart.Your lips are venomous poison and yet i cannot taste them enough... my hunger will destroy me. ...
Posted by Aerafel on Tue, 18 Apr 2006 05:37:00 PST

The Warmth Lingers On.....

I opened mine eyes and there was a flameThe flame burned brightly, WARMLY...Yea, it buned into my very soul.An impression consuming meThe dream still vivid in my heartThe gossamer veil between the wor...
Posted by Aerafel on Tue, 18 Apr 2006 05:30:00 PST

Love

Life is a pheonix burned alive by love...both ended and ressurrected by emotion.
Posted by Aerafel on Fri, 31 Mar 2006 10:53:00 PST

Wolf

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Posted by Aerafel on Thu, 02 Mar 2006 04:58:00 PST

I thought this was cute!!!

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Posted by Aerafel on Wed, 01 Mar 2006 03:26:00 PST

Stupid Quizzes

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Posted by Aerafel on Fri, 24 Feb 2006 05:57:00 PST