Scott - Life In Shadow - NYDM - ILDM Chicago VP

About Me

I'm a carpenter by day, who plays guitar in a band called
LIFE IN SHADOW.
I am divorced(twice). I have three sons, Andy, James, and Steven, but only see them 8 weeks a year. I live with my girlfriend Tari. I've been a carpenter for 13 years, before that, a casino dealer, and a bunch of other joe jobs. I love to read, almost anything. I'm a whore for knowledge. Men in power in government are assholes, and all government and religion are inherently FALSE!!!!!!!! I believe in myself, my band, my family and my friends. My life has really sucked at times, but my music carried me through the darkest times, possibly kept me alive. My girlfriend supports me totally with my dreams, and that's why I think she'll be around for a long time. I'm not all that interested in getting,like 10,000 "friends" I'll never meet. I'd be happy with ten I can TRUST.
NAME SCOTT
BIRTHDAY JULY 8, 1973
EYE COLOR BLUE, STEEL-GREY WHEN PISSED
HAIR COLOR DARK BLONDE
PERFECT PIZZA A FREE ONE
PEPSI OR COKE PEPSI
MCDONALDS OR BURGERKING ARBY'S
SINGLE OR GROUP DATES DATES? WHO,ME?
CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA BUTTER PECAN
DO YOU SMOKE LIKE A CHIMNEY
DO YOU SWEAR LIKE A FUCKIN SAILOR
IN LOVE? IT FEELS REAL
ARE YOU GOING TO COLLEGE UNIVERSITY OF POVERTY
DO YOU PLAY AN INSTRUMENT GUITAR,DRUMS,BASS,A LITTLE BIT ON PIANO
ARE YOU IN A BAND YES, LIFE IN SHADOW
IN THE PAST MONTH HAVE YOU BEEN ON STAGE YOU BETCHA!
WHO'S YOUR FAVORITE BAND PANTERA
HOW MANY CD'S DO YOU OWN HUNDREDS
HOW MANY CONCERTS HAVE YOU BEEN TO A LOT
WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE MOVIE TOMBSTONE, W/KURT RUSSELL & VAL KILMER
WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE TV SHOW COUNTDOWN W/KIETH OLBERMANN
WHO'S YOU FAVOTITE ACTRESS JENNIFER GARNER
WHO'S YOUR FAVORITE ACTOR KURT RUSSELL
WHAT DO YOU WANT TO DO WHEN YOU GROW UP INDEPENDENTLY WEALTHY
HOW DO YOU WANT TO DIE REMEMBERED
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

My Interests

You are The Magician

Skill, wisdom, adaptation. Craft, cunning, depending on dignity.

Eleoquent and charismatic both verbally and in writing, you are clever, witty, inventive and persuasive.

The Magician is the male power of creation, creation by willpower and desire. In that ancient sense, it is the ability to make things so just by speaking them aloud. Reflecting this is the fact that the Magician is represented by Mercury. He represents the gift of tongues, a smooth talker, a salesman. Also clever with the slight of hand and a medicine man - either a real doctor or someone trying to sell you snake oil.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

Cannibal Corpse: Hammer Smashed Face

Dragonforce - through the fire and the flame
..

Your element is Fire. Like fire, you have a hot
temper and you can be warm and loving as well
and angry and wild. It all really comes down
to what you are feeling. You have a lot of
close friends who you are very protective
over, and with your temper probably some
enemies too. You are not Miss/Mr Popular in
school since you are your own person and
don't want to be forced into behaving this or
that way. You are the untamed wild horse, the
kind that everyone wants to catch. But you
don't want to be tied down for the moment and
just keep going with your little crushes.
Your will is strong and if you set your mind
to do something, you will most likely
succeed. But beware, your friends may not
always accept your mood-swinging behaviour.
Even if you don't mean to be mean, they can
still feel hurt. You just need to start
thinking some things through before you do
them, and not always jump in with so much
courage. One day you may be hurt because of
that, but then again, your element isn't fire
if you start to analyse situations before you
act. After all, your nature is to shoot first
and ask the questions later.

What is your element? [with pics + detailed answeres]
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I'd like to meet:

GOD.

Steve Vai -- "For the Love of God"
..

But before that,
Scott Ian,
James Hetfield,
Kirk Hammett,
John Petrucci,
Zakk Wylde,
Dave Mustaine,
Corey Taylor,
Alexi Laiho,
George Bush,
Ozzy,
Steve Yzerman,
Brendan Shanahan,
Wayne Gretzky.

After that,
DIMEBAG Darrell,
Randy Rhoads,
Cliff Burton,
James Marshall Hendrix

SHADOW ENTERTAINMENT ENTERPRISES

SHADOW ENTERTAINMENT TEXAS

SHADOW ENTERTAINMENT OREGON

SHADOW ENTERTAINMENT MICHIGAN

SHADOW ENTERTAINMENT LOUISIANA

SHADOW ENTERTAINMENT TENNESSEE

SHADOW ENTERTAINMENT ARIZONA

SHADOW ENTERTAINMENT CALIFORNIA

SHADOW ENTERTAINMENT OHIO

SHADOW ENTERTAINMENT COLORADO

SHADOW ENTERTAINMENT CHICAGO

SHADOW ENTERTAINMENT WEST VIRGINIA

SHADOW ENTERTAINMENT FLORIDA

SHADOW ENTERTAINMENT PEORIA
SHADOW ENTERTAINMENT MISSOURI

SHADOW ENTERTAINMENT INDIANA

MyGen Profile Generator

Music:

HEAVY FUCKING METAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SLAYER - ANGEL OF DEATH
..
ANTHRAX
BLACK LABEL SOCIETY
BLACK SABBATH
DAMAGEPLAN
DREAM THEATER
ERIC JOHNSON
METALLICA (OLD)
MEGADETH
PANTERA
OZZY
JOE SATRIANI
STEVE VAI
VAN HALEN
ERIC CLAPTON
ACE FREHLEY
JOE PERRY
TOO MANY TO NAME......

Movies:

Arch Enemy - We Will Rise
..

You are an Angel of Darkness!you live in the shadows, and no one knows who you
really are. You are a good fighter, and will
not hesitat to kill when threatened. But you
aren't all evil, you are beautiful, and have
a very good heart.color: black, and dark purple Song lyrics: "Fallen angels at my feet,
whispered voices at my ear, death before my
eyes, lyingnext to me i fear"

Which elemental fantasy creature are you? ~~AWESOME PICS~~
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Television:

LAMB OF GOD - Omerta!
..

Your soul is vengeful.
That is the driving feeling you have in your
life right now. Someone fooled/betrayed you
really bad and now you are after them to make
them pay. Your heart and mind has been
blackened by your hate for this person and
it's on the line obsession. You need to let
go, but that is something you just are
incapable of doing. Betrayal is something you
don't take very lightly and you can easily
make new enemies. People often see you as a
cold and harsh person who may be in need of
anger management, but they don't know what
you're going through and can't understand. On
the bright side; you don't give up that easy
when you've decided to do something.
Hopefully you will have your revenge, if it
is within reason, and get your honour and
dignity back.
How is your soul? [pics]
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Books:

Your connection with darkness is through your hate.
It's burning from the inside and you feel it
strongly everyday. All kinds of things make
you hate; the governmate, teachers/the boss,
students in school/work, family etc. Well,
you feel like the world and everyone in it
hates you, so you hate it and everyone back.
You probaly don't like changes since nothing
good ever comes out of them. Though your hate
is big, you can still have a soft spot in
your heart for someone. You're not numb or
anything, your problem lies in that you feel
too much. Life is too damn complicated, isn't
it?

What is your connection with darkness? [pics]
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MACHINE HEAD - Aesthetics Of Hate
..

Heroes:

STEVE YZERMAN. The guy played EVERY game of the 2002 Stanley Cup Finals on a destroyed left knee and WOULD NOT QUIT. THAT'S A WINNER. Detroit Red Wings Cup 2002
..

HETFIELD IN 1986. His band made me believe a scrawny, geeky kid could reach his goal of leading the biggest band in the world. AND I AM FUCKING DETERMINED. DOUBT ME. PLEASE.

PANTERA MOUTH FOR WAR
..

My Blog

an excerpt from Robert Heinlins "The Past Through Tomorrow"

"...I began to sense faintly that secrecy is the keystone to all tyranny.Not force, but secrecy....censorship.When ANY government, or any church for that matter, says to its subjects, 'This you may no...
Posted by Scott - Life In Shadow - NYDM - ILDM Chicago VP on Thu, 28 Feb 2008 08:38:00 PST

Things on my mind...or, why I aint sleeping much lately

As is usually the case, when I log on to my tardspace page, I go read through the last 25 pages of bulletins, check the inbox, and check out new blog posts by my friends, girlfriend and bands that I t...
Posted by Scott - Life In Shadow - NYDM - ILDM Chicago VP on Mon, 15 Oct 2007 09:12:00 PST

In case you don’t know.

I am a member of the Illinois Death Militia.I am a fan of death metal.Let me rephrase that.I LIVE THIS SHIT.I'm not old-schoolI'm not new schoolI'm Scott.I'm NOT a fan of the fucking scene-fag fall-ou...
Posted by Scott - Life In Shadow - NYDM - ILDM Chicago VP on Thu, 20 Sep 2007 08:56:00 PST

Something in a New Doom

"Something in a New Doom"What do YOU findwhen you look insideand every door leads to an empty room?Faces stare at you, less than human.Something in a new doom.When time went by andleft you with nothin...
Posted by Scott - Life In Shadow - NYDM - ILDM Chicago VP on Sun, 27 May 2007 07:38:00 PST

karate dentist

Once again, like a karate dentist,you kick me in the teethonce more, you stinking coward,you stab me in the back.I can't believe I believed in youI don't believe I cared.Couldn't see the lies spewing ...
Posted by Scott - Life In Shadow - NYDM - ILDM Chicago VP on Tue, 11 Sep 2007 05:19:00 PST

What if they could have SHOT BACK?

"I hear the gun control people, I hear the 2nd amendment supprters, I hear the bleeding heart politicians who use the tragedy as a vehicle to push a fucking agenda of lies and bullshit.I watch the tal...
Posted by Scott - Life In Shadow - NYDM - ILDM Chicago VP on Fri, 20 Apr 2007 07:02:00 PST

So, a friend told me they read my blogs to see what I'll rant about next.

FOR A FISTFUL OF DOLLARSFirst blog in a while...To say nothing of events and circumstances surrounding my career as a musician, it has been an interesting month, with a lot of ups and downs...roller-c...
Posted by Scott - Life In Shadow - NYDM - ILDM Chicago VP on Sat, 19 Aug 2006 12:47:00 PST

A LITERARY QUOTE.

From "The Man-Kzin Wars", a collaboration between Larry Niven,Poul Anderson and Dean Ing, each a Sci-fi legend in their own right.... "Markham leaned forward. His assurance had shrunk far enough t...
Posted by Scott - Life In Shadow - NYDM - ILDM Chicago VP on Tue, 27 Jun 2006 06:45:00 PST

A NEW VENTURE

SHADOW ENTERTAINMENTDate: Jun 13, 2006 10:48 AMLAST NIGHT, WE HAD A LITTLE GET TOGETHER AT MY HOUSE OUTSIDE AURORA ILLINOIS. MEMBERS OF THE AURORA METAL BAND CARDIAC ARREST WERE PRESENT AS WELL AS THE...
Posted by Scott - Life In Shadow - NYDM - ILDM Chicago VP on Tue, 13 Jun 2006 12:56:00 PST

TAG BLOG

THE RULES:* List ten things you want to say to people but know you never will.* Dont say who they are.* Use people only once.* If you are reading this, you must post one of your own!Here goes:1) I won...
Posted by Scott - Life In Shadow - NYDM - ILDM Chicago VP on Mon, 22 May 2006 07:14:00 PST