Xavier

I'd like to meet:

People into raves, metal shows, sex, and alcohol!!!
P.S. Most of all Vampires and the Undead!!!
When you have insomnia, you're never really asleep, and you're never really awake. This is your life, and it's ending one minute at a time. If I could wake up in a different place, at a different time, could I wake up as a different person?One minute was enough, a person had to work hard for it, but a minute of perfection was worth the effort. A moment was the most you could ever expect from perfection.Then you're trapped in your lovely nest, and the things you used to own, now they own you.May I never be complete. May I never be content. May I never be perfect. Deliver me, from being perfect and complete. I just don't want to die without a few scars.You aren't alive anywhere like you're alive at a fight club. Fight clubs aren't about winning or losing fights. Fight clubs aren't about words. You see a guy come to fight club for the first time, and his ass is a loaf of white bread. You see this same guy here six months later, and he looks carved out of wood. This guy trusts himself to handle anything. There's grunting and noise at fight club like at the gym, but fight clubs aren't about looking good. There's hysterical shouting in tongues like at church, and when you wake up Sunday afternoon you feel saved.At the time, my life just seemed too complete, and maybe we have to break everything to make something better out of ourselves. Nothing was solved when the fight was over, but nothing mattered.It's only after you've lost everything, that you're free to do anything.I'm one of the all-sin, all-killing hero's of this world.By this time next week, each guy on the Assault Committee has to pick a fight where he won't come out a hero. And not in fight club. This is harder than it sounds. A man on the street will do anything not to fight. The idea is to take some Joe on the street who's never been in a fight and recruit him. Let him experience winning for the first time in his life. Get him to explode. Give him permission to beat the crap out of you. You can take it. If you win, you screwed up. What we have to do, people, is remind these guys what kind of power they still have.For thousands of years, human beings had screwed up and trashed and crapped on this planet, and now history expected me to clean up after everyone. I have to wash out and flatten my soup cans. And account for every drop of used motor oil. And I have to foot the bill for nuclear waste and buried gasoline tanks and landfilled toxic sludge dumped a generation before I was born.I want to blast the world free of history.... picture yourself planting radishes and seed potatoes on the fifteenth green of a forgotten golf course. You'll hunt elk through the damp canyon forests around the ruins of Rockefeller Center, and dig clams next to the skeleton of the Space Needle leaning at a forty-five degree angle. We'll paint the skyscrapers with huge totem faces and goblin tikis, and every evening what's left of mankind will retreat to empty zoos and lock itself in cages as protection against the bears and big cats and wolves that pace and watch us from outside the cage bars at night.Imagine stalking elk past department store windows and stinking racks of beautiful rotting dresses and tuxedos on hangers! You'll wear leather clothes that will last you the rest of your life, and you'll climb the wrist-thick kudzu vines that wrap the Sears Tower. Jack and the beanstalk, you'll climb up through the dripping forest canopy and the air will be so clean you'll see tiny figures pounding corn and laying strips of venison to dry in the empty car pool lane of an abandoned superhighway stretching eight-lanes-wide and August-hot for a thousand miles.

I'm starting a movie production company called Very Worst Nigthmare specializing in dark, weird, horror, exploitation, Lovecaftian, and Satanic themes. the first feature-length movie will start shooting January 2008 using my own money $10,000. between now and then, I hope to find people who want to contribute. Especially people with experience, equipment, enthusiasm, and contacts.
I have an English degree and enjoy creative writing. I took a video class in college. I've just started writing the script and look forward to adding my unique aesthetic to the movie that someone else will hopefully direct. i've also taken some acting classes and wouldn't mind taking on a small role myself.
My goal with Very Worst Nigthmare is to create a disturbing and cool movie that any film distribution company will pick up. I've seen it happen with tons of crappy, vision-less movies, so I think there's a good chance for this. If nothing else, it might pave the way for something great in the future.
So what will this first movie be like? Possibly Inland Empire meets Hostel or From Beyond meets Suspiria or I Spit On Your Grave meets Blood Sucking Freaks.
So contact me on Myspace, so if I want to talk to you, I will.
You're not how much money you've got in the bank.
You're not your job.
You're not your family.
You're not even who you tell yourself.
You're just another zombie just like everybody else!

My brother and sisters.
I have 172,302,629 more friends than Tom.

Music:

Nirvana

Psyclon Nine
Combichrist
Static X

System Of A Down

Stabbing Westward
Alice In Chains
69 EYES

David Bowie
Powerman 5000
Mudvayne

Chemlab
Linkin Park
SPINESHANK
KMFDM
Bile
Dope
Primus
Adema
Orgy
Motograter

Pantera

Hatebreed

Lucuna Coil
Chimaira

DOWN
Meshuggah

NIN
Columbine
Skinny Puppy
Rammstien
God Module
Velvet Acid Christ
Flaw
Suicide Commando
Type O Negative

Digitalgodd
Rob Zombie
White Zombie
Killswitch Engage
Stone Sour
Hinder
Staind
Cannibal Corpse
TOOL

STONE TEMPLE PILOTS

Deftones
Soulfly
Mushroomhead
Synapscape
Otep
Korn
Marilyn Manson
Trapt
as the blood runs black
Deadstar Assembly

Gym Class Heros
End of the Rope
Technophobia
3 days grace
ATREYU
As I Lay Dying
Scar Symmetry
Threat Signal
Boleskine House
American Head Charge
Kill Hannah
Necrophagia
ICP
Tech Nine
Twiztid
ABK
Dark Lotus
Kittie
Meat Shits
Dying Fetus
Waking The Cadaver

Slipknot

Movies:

Sin City, Natural Born Killers, Scary Movie 1234, All Chris Farley, Pulp Fiction, Murder Was The Case, Friday, How High, Waiting, Hostel, DONNIE DARKO

Myspace Editor

Television:

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Books:

PULL IT OUT NOW!!! I can't get pregnant! Then the little brother shouts out, "Hey, would you guys stop making sandwiches up there! You're getting mayonnaise all over my face!

Myspace Editor

Riders on the storm Riders on the storm Into this house we're born Into this world we're thrown Like a dog without a bone An actor out alone Riders on the stormThere's a killer on the road His brain is squirmin' like a toad Take a long holiday Let your children play If ya give this man a ride Sweet memory will die Killer on the road, yeahGirl ya gotta love your man Girl ya gotta love your man Take him by the hand Make him understand The world on you depends Our life will never end Gotta love your man, yeahWow!Riders on the storm Riders on the storm Into this house we're born Into this world we're thrown Like a dog without a bone An actor out alone Riders on the stormRiders on the storm Riders on the storm Riders on the storm Riders on the storm Riders on the storm

Heroes:

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