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About Me

hmm. i haven't updated this in forever, it's probably time for a change. maybe a bit more detail this time? let's try. . . i'm 22 years old, north eugene high grad. not very motivated, really - i just like hanging around and having a good time, keeping it mellow. i could probably be called a nerd. the ganja helps keep me sane in this crazy world, but i wouldn't call me a burn-out either. i am proud to say i'm a cynic, though - any human institution beyond personal relationships with friends is questionable until proven otherwise. government, church, the elks club, etc - keep 'em, i don't wish to participate. music and literature are my two twin joys - artistic expression of ideas is one of the saving graces of our species, and i will devour sci-fi novels, some spirited punkrock, horror fiction (especially with zombies), and electronic tunes with equal voracity. i sport the hammer and sickle sometimes, but a hard-line stalinist i am NOT (even though he was kind of a badass. c'mon, he kicked hitler's ass.) that said, the IDEALS of red october (not the actualities) hold more promise for the future of humanity than anything this country's come up with in the last 200 years. more than anything else i'm about being chill with people, and other people being chill with each other. my friends and family mean more to me than anything else in the world - for if you don't have people to care about and that care about you, are you really alive? 'peace' can be a cliche, it's true, but i'm all about having peace in my life. peace through the would would be nice too, but i'll take what i can get. so that's me in a nutshell, i guess. would you like to know more? (starship troopers reference? anybody?) well, that's what the myspace is for. . . peace outside.

My Interests

good tunes, good books, dank brews (by which i mean dark brews), smoking green (smoking the green and watching movies = doubleplus bonus pts,) computer games (i'm lame and haven't got any consoles,). . that about covers it. i'm probably leaving out specifics, but hey, it's the myspace, not auto-biography space, right?

I'd like to meet:

lucifer. julius caesar. johnny cash. joe strummer.
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Music:

is one of the joys of life, and the few things that separates us from the barbarians. i'll listen to pretty much anything at least once.

Movies:

Enemy at the Gates, The Warriors, The Family Guy movie, Dr. Strangelove, A Clockwork Orange, Fight Club, Taxi Driver, Lock Stock, Trainspotting, Apocalypse Now, The Filth & The Fury, anything with zombies in it (28 Days Later being the best,) war movies... that's all that comes to mind at this point.

Television:

is called 'programming' for a reason.

Books:

world war Z - the wheel of time series - anything by h.p. lovecraft (the horror at red hook is my favorite, i think, but it's not an easy decision to make) - starship troopers - on the beach - resurrection day - 1984 - trainspotting - the stranger - the lord of the rings trilogy - the stand - the price of glory - gates of fire - neverwhere - the rise and fall of the third reich -

Heroes:

International volunteers, Spain, 1930s. anti-fascist, anti-capitalist, anti-clerical - and willing to stand up and fight for it. what badasses.

My Blog

sunset

hanging low over the horizonsol, the firey sphereshines brighter than diamondsaglow with nuclear brilliance.crystalizing the very air itselfand the western sky is ablazea miasma of orange - orange.pur...
Posted by sweet dreams & an h-bomb on Tue, 19 Feb 2008 01:42:00 PST

1.21.

the haunting - the misfitswailing through my head a mantra.i stride throughthe simple perfect nightbelow the cold stars.the clunk of feet on pavementrising / fallingand a singular wind blows.the steri...
Posted by sweet dreams & an h-bomb on Mon, 11 Feb 2008 05:54:00 PST

the last 12 hours

have been eight kinds of goddamned amazing. if i didn't have material evidence i'd think i'd have dreamnt it all (yeah i prolly misspelled that. what?) sometimes it dosn't gotta be so bad. &nb...
Posted by sweet dreams & an h-bomb on Mon, 04 Feb 2008 05:44:00 PST

thoughts while walking through the best buy parking lot

i feel the pressure of the heat like the beating of mighty wings. the sun rules just as cruelly here as in the very depths of the sahara. this is a desert made by men, not the gods. the wastes stretch...
Posted by sweet dreams & an h-bomb on Fri, 06 Jul 2007 11:38:00 PST

red dawn

so i just got done watching the aforementioned movie and it got me to thinking (this could be dangerous, i know, but bear with me) . for those who haven't seen it, it's the story of this group of hig...
Posted by sweet dreams & an h-bomb on Sun, 17 Jun 2007 07:48:00 PST

i'm back in the 5-4-1! ! ! ! !

so after a couple-odd weeks south of the oregon border, i'm here in town again. san fran was a blast, and it was great to get out of town for a while. . . but you can only chill and party in golden ga...
Posted by sweet dreams & an h-bomb on Wed, 11 Apr 2007 12:34:00 PST

götterdämmerung

and now the end times are upon us.the invaders breach the last gateas the blood-dimmed tide envelops creationthe once-golden city is now a pyre.the brooding eye of the moonlooms over plains of fire an...
Posted by sweet dreams & an h-bomb on Tue, 10 Apr 2007 06:44:00 PST

lament

the world is rent asunderi i know not how to feeli try to fightbut can't keep pacewith the turning of the wheelwar cries shook the heavensthe rebels versus the restand you ask,the tragic part?i only e...
Posted by sweet dreams & an h-bomb on Tue, 10 Apr 2007 06:38:00 PST

whiskey in albertsons

so for the past week or so i've been bumming through north cali, hitchhiking and such. currently in the great city of garberville, a little south of humboldt county (i think.) it's been nice getting o...
Posted by sweet dreams & an h-bomb on Thu, 29 Mar 2007 03:08:00 PST

ever notice. . .

. . . that when life decides that it's going to get shitty, it always gets really shitty right away? bad things never happen singly; it seems like it always has to be a whole bunch of shit comes raini...
Posted by sweet dreams & an h-bomb on Sun, 25 Feb 2007 02:13:00 PST