we sing tonight |
I just got back from a Mutemath show.
Caveat: it was stunning. Such a deep groove, in everything. Remarkable. What acuity. What sophistication in composition. What attention and heart. What joy. I ... Posted by estel on Wed, 01 Mar 2006 09:39:00 PST |
fate |
What do we care about fate? Fate. Fate is beyond our ability to control. But we are such control freaks, what would we care for such a proposition?
Fate is fact, immutable, and no less so for bein... Posted by estel on Sun, 12 Feb 2006 10:22:00 PST |
the dog and the hamster |
This is the story of a battle between two pets that was so fierce, it did not respect even mortality.
It is impossible to know exactly why a mutt named Baby bore such enmity for a hamster named Wh... Posted by estel on Fri, 25 Nov 2005 10:04:00 PST |
up stairs, and in the rain |
He comes over the top first. I can see him around the corner. The skies are a variable grey, clouds in movement, wisps at the edges of the heights hinting that somewhere beyond, there is a blue sky. A... Posted by estel on Fri, 07 Oct 2005 02:15:00 PST |
and i was shocked to receive it |
Why are we beings of such pride? What can we call our own that we should be sometimes moved to defend it so maliciously? Why do we eye each other so suspiciously, sizing each other up for a fight not ... Posted by estel on Tue, 06 Sep 2005 01:41:00 PST |
commentary |
He lay along his side on the floor, leaning against the back of the couch. Images. TV is mostly comprised of a litany of quickly moving images designed to keep you sitting there long enough for the ne... Posted by estel on Thu, 01 Sep 2005 08:36:00 PST |
grrr. |
I'm tired. It's 2:30am. I have to work this morning. I can't shut my mind off. I imagine all the thoughts swirling about my head and I gather them together with a motion from my hand, like magic, push... Posted by estel on Fri, 19 Aug 2005 11:33:00 PST |
Observations: from about two months ago... |
I just happened upon this in my notes... I like it:
I think about someone that I do not know. Is this unreasonable, or is it the reason?
I mull over questions that I had not thought to answer wh... Posted by estel on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
distance - just a wandering |
Here I'll post some sort of appeal to the powers that may not be, and the appeal shall not be spoken for you to hear - not with all the specifics. Suffice to say, I grow weary of the game of late. I f... Posted by estel on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
telling the tale |
I'm drifting to the sounds of Emiliana Torrini's latest effort. And beneath that is the memory of a lovely chanteuse named Keren Ann and her album Nolita. The soundtrack is continuing over the scenes ... Posted by estel on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |