ishel

Recent learning: i am responsible for what i do no matter how i feel.Irony: I hate pretensions but I do pretend sometimes. I like things to be organized but my life's a mess. And I like it.Loneliest Song: Your First Believed-TatuWhen I feel bad: I like to be pre-occupied with stuff that demand total attention.Most-missed memory: Childhood ones... MY EXBOYFRIEND... i just missed him so much knowing that things will never be the same again...ouch....Honest revelation: I don't want what I want, and I want what I don't want, and to complicate it even more, I don't even know what I want or don't want.......Comforting statement: reyshell, just go on with your life... at least you still have one.Useless asset: Inability to forget petty things.I despise: people who succeed in making other people feel less about themselves.I wish: i could turn back time so i cud say sorry for u at least....or have an amnesia just to forget you.. you know who u are... clue?RIALISMS: About... Pain: Savor it. Then after that, I suggest you opt for vindication. pain is a main ingredient of missing someone...Mistakes: No one is perfect. (A cliche, I know.) People make mistakes but making them very often becomes unexcusable.Problems: Even if i get past all of my problems, just going to go out and get new ones coz at the end of the day all i have is myself...Lost: The more uncertain you are, the more you search. People who don't care: If people don't give a damn, so be it.And sometimes,the person who taught you love will be the same who will teach you pain... no matter how hard you try people just dont get it....Choice: If you hate what you've become, that's your choice. Live by what we choose.Guideline: Do as you would be done by.