Looking Back |
So much stress and so not worth it. It makes you wonder about everything you... I wonder if so and so was really so bad... hell the things he said about me youd think I was Cruella Deville.... Thank y...
Posted by JaNell on Wed, 06 Dec 2006 05:20:00 PST |
Out Foxed . 2 When good friends go BAD |
This is an email reply to an email from a person that those of you who ar close and reading this know quite well. It is the end of a chapter, and for some of you I know youre breathing and sigh of rel...
Posted by JaNell on Wed, 06 Dec 2006 05:10:00 PST |
Vampire Me |
So tomorrow I get my first ever blood transfusion... my transformation into a Nosferatu will be complete muahahahahahhaa.... hell I already stay up all night and sleep all day it seems For those that ...
Posted by JaNell on Thu, 22 Jun 2006 04:34:00 PST |
Hitting rock bottom |
K so.... what it boils down to is this... Ive lost my health (temporarily I hope) my job (permanently) the chance to be with someone I love due to my health (also permanently) my freedom ( temporarily...
Posted by JaNell on Thu, 15 Jun 2006 03:42:00 PST |
Out Foxed |
Mmmm kay so basically today I got told by the one person I thought loved me enough and cared me enough to stick by me and that I thought was the strongest person I knew that Im basically not wor...
Posted by JaNell on Wed, 14 Jun 2006 09:44:00 PST |
Things on my mind, a personal rant |
Im just gonna rant bit.... just get some crap off my chest. Ok say theres someone youve loved not jus like crush but loved for a long time and you know damn well that they love you too....but in...
Posted by JaNell on Thu, 08 Jun 2006 01:23:00 PST |
Been Thinking |
I dont expect many people to understand what Im going through in my head and Im sorry Ive been antisocial but I feel some days like Im coming unraveled... I think and think and question and question I...
Posted by JaNell on Tue, 02 May 2006 11:11:00 PST |
The slow road to recovery |
Well went to get the bloodwork again today my numbers have improved slightly which means kidney function is slowly returning. Ive been replaced at my old job which really sucked... so I dont know what...
Posted by JaNell on Tue, 11 Apr 2006 04:43:00 PST |
Caught in the Undertow again |
Well... shitty shit havent written for a while because Ive been trying to stay alive. Ive had a relapse of kidney failure that I survived once before... and Im fighting to survive again. I dont know a...
Posted by JaNell on Sun, 09 Apr 2006 02:09:00 PST |
West! |
Going to the West Yellowstone Hillclimbs tomorrow (Friday)... me and my traveling buddy Munkie will brave the roads to I dont know where... honestly Im not sure where it is or how to get there... I ho...
Posted by JaNell on Fri, 17 Mar 2006 10:05:00 PST |
