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nikhak

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About Me


So much held in a heart in a lifetime. So much held in a heart in a day, an hour, a moment. We are utterly open with no one, in the end – not mother and father, not wife or husband, not lover, not child, not friend. We open windows to each but we live alone in the house of the heart. Perhaps we must. Perhaps we could not bear to be so naked, for fear of a constantly harrowed heart. When young we think there will come one person who will savor and sustain us always; when we are older we knot this is the dream of a child, that all hearts finally are bruised and scarred, scored and torn, repaired by time and will, patched by force of character, yet fragile and rickety forevermore, no matter how ferocious the defense and how many bricks you bring to the wall. You can brick up your heart as stout and tight and hard and cold and impregnable as you possibly can and down it comes in an instant, felled by a woman’s second glance, a child’s apple breath, the shatter of glass in the road, the words “I have something to tell you,” a cat with a broken spine dragging itself into the forest to die, the brush of your mother’s papery ancient hand in the thicket of your hair, the memory of your father’s voice early in the morning echoing from the kitchen where he is making pancakes for his children.
::paul crenshaw
::storm country
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My Interests

the changing of seasons
the chicago fire
sincerity & manners
muses
adventures
neon pink pedicures
matte lattes from argo tea
accruing vacation days
hello kitty
learning from my mistakes
altruism
creativity & spontaneity
urbanized nature
celebrations
learning to love pilsen
subcultures

I'd like to meet:



people who aren't afraid to show their imperfections
creative motivators
trouble makers
risk takers
no game playin fools
heart on sleeve wearers
footie lovers
genuine hearts
and someone who will visit pueblos with me

top "8"///abc order by last name.
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Music:



Movies:



_coquettish ♥

Television:



Books:

currently reading:
the best american essays (2005)

Heroes:

althea
alice
joyce
candy
dan

miss miss miss!

My Blog

Pilsen is now Home Sweet Home.

(view from the living room of our apartment)(living room)(side of living room-- reading area, computer area, whateverness)(kitchen & side door)(other side of kitchen up to the loft & bedrooms)(my bedr...
Posted by nikhak on Fri, 03 Nov 2006 08:28:00 PST

New York:: Day 2 continued into Day 3

i went to nyc in june, i probably should finish posting the photos soon! although, i have even more now on a disk that beth gave me. most of these are super up close photos of my face because that's ...
Posted by nikhak on Thu, 02 Nov 2006 12:26:00 PST

New York Part II

sarah @ brooklyn industries.sarah = the reason for the mini nyc vacation!new york::day two. central park, times square, an evening of drinkssara & i post cute french brunch with mimosas & choc...
Posted by nikhak on Thu, 21 Sep 2006 01:42:00 PST

my celebrity look alikes!

these are pretty entertaining...how do keira nightly & magic johnson end up in the same results?...
Posted by nikhak on Tue, 29 Aug 2006 01:58:00 PST

new york part I

sara & ielizabethsarathis is when i put my gym shoes on.so much graffiti. not like chicago.soho (i think)the best sangria ever & the beginning of the world cup!chess in the park, no joke.bacci ball in...
Posted by nikhak on Thu, 17 Aug 2006 02:36:00 PST

kyle the romancer.

this morning when i was checking my email two of the new emails i had were from teammates of mine, Larry(girl) and Kyle. i opened Larry's first and it contained a forward of an email that kyle had se...
Posted by nikhak on Wed, 15 Feb 2006 02:31:00 PST

a pint of vodka in my bag.

team bonding is progressively becoming more dangerous. we didn't get home til after 4am on thursday night from sub.t & the note. beth danced. i danced. larry danced. marty danced. kyle danced. mit...
Posted by nikhak on Sat, 28 Jan 2006 03:14:00 PST

hair help.

here are some of my previous haircuts that i sorta dig on that aren't too short. i think i'll go too short again over the summer.i also kinda want something really big like an afro. i like big. i mig...
Posted by nikhak on Thu, 12 Jan 2006 12:05:00 PST

top 8.

My top 8 myspace friendsTOP 8 MYSPACE FRiENDS1.:allison 2.:amy 3.:andrea 4.:charlie 5.:cheryl 6.:john 7.:trent 8.:tristan The QuestionsHow did you meet 6?:borders. cafe baristas! Why are you friends ...
Posted by nikhak on Mon, 09 Jan 2006 01:55:00 PST

schubas. nov.

did i ever post these? well, i should have. andrea dragged me to schubas on a work night, of course. i don't remember when i got home that evening. needless to say, these paste together some of th...
Posted by nikhak on Mon, 19 Dec 2005 09:14:00 PST