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KisaMogwai

Don't ever think you can save a tortured artist.The torture is what makes them artists.

About Me


i dunno..what do ya wanna know? i'm pretty much an open book...i don't give enough of a shit about people to bother to lie....and good luck tryin' to offend me...now pissing me off is another story....i can't tolerate stupidity or bigotry and i'm really not into any of the skank bitches or manwhores that seem to frequent this space..so if you're thinkin about tryin to hit on me..prepare to get hit back...other than that..i mostly work and sleep and do my best to avoid sobriety if it's possible...i'm not a pessimist..i'm a realist..and anyone with an iq who pays attention to the world today has every right to stay pissed off...then again..i'm a descendant of Geronimo so if i act like the world owes me..blame it on my bloodline... oh fuck...did i get off on a tangent? yeah i'm ranting aren't i ?..maybe i shouldn't get into all the things that piss me off right now...not sure myspace has that kinda space....if there's anything else you're just dying to know...ask...
and btw...my page looks like shit on IE.. get a real browser...

My Interests

oh, you are issuing a clear invitation to the dance...
poetry, celli and pianos sing this corrosion to me...
she's jeering at the shadows,
sneering behind a smile...
skyhigh with a heartache of stone

I'd like to meet:

let's see.....yul brynner...dudley moore..... aisleen wuornos......james dean....anne bancroft..... kurt cobain...anna svidersky...oh wait... i guess there's a problem with this list....

In a Past Life...
You Were: A Greasy Alchemist.

Where You Lived: Italy.

How You Died: Natural causes. Who Were You In a Past Life?

".........so he goes, 'I'll get it for ya Man
.......but don't smoke it wit' my mom..."

Self Portrait (painted by me at age 17)

You scored as Cultural Creative. Cultural Creatives are probably the newest group to enter this realm. You are a modern thinker who tends to shy away from organized religion but still feels as if there is something greater than ourselves. You are very spiritual, even if you are not religious. Life has a meaning outside of the rational.

Cultural Creative


75%

Postmodernist


63%

Romanticist


63%

Existentialist


56%

Idealist


44%

Modernist


44%

Materialist


38%

Fundamentalist


38%
What is Your World View? (updated)
QuizFarm.com

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an almost TOO accurate Chinese zodiac reading
(oh..i'm Wood Scorpion Tiger- 1974..
in case you were wondering)

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You scored as agnosticism. You are an agnostic. Though it is generally taken that agnostics neither believe nor disbelieve in God, it is possible to be a theist or atheist in addition to an agnostic. Agnostics don't believe it is possible to prove the existence of God (nor lack thereof).Agnosticism is a philosophy that God's existence cannot be proven. Some say it is possible to be agnostic and follow a religion; however, one cannot be a devout believer if he or she does not truly believe.

agnosticism


100%

Buddhism


71%

Paganism


71%

atheism


67%

Satanism


63%

Islam


50%

Judaism


46%

Hinduism


42%

Christianity


25%
Which religion is the right one for you? (new version)
QuizFarm.com

and one more quick quiz

Music:

LYRICS TO CURRENT SONG:

Rose - Breaking Glass

nothing here is mine.
nothing here for me.
no brilliant colors in the sunshine.
nothing here is mine.

looking out through my glass cage;
as the world passes me by;
looking out through my glass prison;
at a world I'm forced to deny.

not the sound of quiet;
nor the sound of breeze;
not the lazy wind tickling the trees;
not the beauty in the dawn;
i hate to say it but that part of me is almost gone;
a cloud hangs in your perfect skyline;
in your world i am your frankenstein

looking out through my glass cage;
at a world passing me by;
looking out through my glass prison;
at a world I'm forced to deny.

no more a monster; than a saint;
i'm just the product you create;
blinded by all the beauty i see;
you have destroyed the child in me

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for the butterfly to take flight...
you must leave me out of the picture...

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MY CURRENT PLAYLIST: (updated daily
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1000 homo djs & trent reznor - supernaut
10 Years - Wastelands
28 days later sntrk - Red Dresses
28 days later sntrk - In the House - in a heartbeat
Three Doors Down - Kryptonite
30 Seconds to Mars - Capricorn
300 sntrk -Tyler Bates - Glory
300 sntrk -Tyler Bates - Message For The Queen
300 sntrk -Tyler Bates - Goodbye My Love
4 Non Blondes - What's Up
50 Cent - In Da Club (funkymix)
50 Cent vs. Beyonce vs. Mary - In Da Club (Hitz Remix)
50 Cent - In Da Club (Instrumental)
50 Cent - In Da Club (Dirty)
50 Cent - 50 Cent - Wanksta Freestyle
7 Seconds - 99 Red Balloons (Nena Cover)
Darude - Sandstorm (original mix)
93.3 - Green Velvet - La La Land.mp3
93.3 - Sia vs. Different Gear - Drink To Get Drunk.mp3
93.3 - Sneaker Pimps - Spin Spin Sugar (Moby Remix).mp3
93.3 - Zero - Bania u Cygana.mp3
A Perfect Circle - Ashes To Ashes.mp3
A Perfect Circle - Judith (chris vrenna remix).mp3
Adam & The Ant - Killer in the Hom
Adam Ant - Friend or Foe
Adam Ant - Kings of the Wild Frontier
Adam Ant - Place in the Country
Adam Ant - Puss'n Boots
Adam Ant - Stand and Deliver
Adam Ant - Prince Charming
Adam Ant - Desperate But Not Serious
Adam An - Goody Two Shoe
Adam Freeland - We Want Your Soul
Adema - Do What You Want To Do
Adema - The Way You Like It.mp3
AFI - The Hanging Garden
AFI - At A Glance.mp3
AFI - silver and cold.mp3
AFI - The Art of Drowning - Morning Star.mp3
AFI - The Art of Drowning - The Lost Souls.mp3
Alanis Morrisette-Uninvited.mp3
Amer.Beauty-Annie Lennox-Don't Let It Bring You Down.mp3
American Beauty - Thomas Newman - Mental Boy.mp3
American Beauty - Thomas Newman - Plastic Bag Theme.mp3
Anggun - Undress Me.mp3
Ani Difranco - Asking Too Much.mp3
Ani Difranco - Not A Pretty Girl.mp3
Human League - Obsession
Anna Nalick - Breathe (2 a.m.).mp3
Annie Lennox - Love song for a Vampire.MP3
AOS - Natural Born Killers Sntrk -History (Repeats Itself).mp3
APC - emotive -05 - Passive.mp3
APC - emotive -09 - Let's Have a War.mp3
APC - emotive -10 - Counting Bodies Like Sheep to the Rhythm of the War Drums.mp3
A Perfect Circle - When the Levee Breaks
APC - mer de noms -02 - Magdalena.mp3
APC - mer de noms -04 - Judith.mp3
APC - mer de noms -06 - 3 Libras.mp3
APC - thirteenth step -01 - The Package.mp3
APC- thirteenth step - 02 - Weak and Powerless.mp3
APC- thirteenth step -03 - The Noose.mp3
APC- thirteenth step -04 - Blue.mp3
APC- thirteenth step -07 - The Outsider.mp3
APC- thirteenth step -08 - Crimes.mp3
APC- thirteenth step -10 - Pet.mp3
Apocalyptica - One.mp3
apocalyptica - Down in It.mp3
Apocalyptica - NIN tribute - Sanctified.mp3
Apocalyptica - NIN tribute - Something I Can Never Have.mp3
Apocalyptica - Terrible Lie
apocalyptica - Ringfinger.mp3
Apocalyptica -Enter Sandman.mp3
apocalyptica -Hall Of The Mountain King.mp3
Apocalyptica -The Unforgiven.mp3
apocalyptica - master of puppets.mp3
assemblage 23 - - naked.mp3
Assemblage 23 - - Underneath the Ice.mp3
Assemblage 23 - Graverobber.mp3
Assemblage 23 - - Love My Way
Assemblage 23 - Surface.mp3
assemblage 23- disappoint.mp3
B Real, Busta Rhymes, Coolio, LL Cool J & Method Man - Hit 'Em High.mp3
Baby boy da prince - The Way I Live.mp3
Bauhaus - Bela Lugosi's Dead
Bauhaus - Boys.mp3
Bauhaus - crowds.mp3
Bauhaus - double dare.mp3
Bauhaus - Hollow Hills.mp3
Bauhaus - Mask.mp3
Bauhaus - Spy in the Cab.mp3
Bauhaus - Stigmata Martyr.mp3
Bauhaus cover - nouvelle vague - bela lugosi's dead.mp3
Beatles - Happy Birthday.mp3
Beatles- Helter Skelter
Beethoven - Moonlight Sonata
big black - precious thing.mp3
bigod 20 - the bog (techno duck mix).mp3
BiGod 20 - The Bog.mp3
Bile-In League.mp3
Billy Idol - Rebel Yell.mp3
Billy Squire - Everybody Wants You.mp3
Billy Squire - The Stroke.mp3
Bjork-Army Of Me.mp3
Björk - Human Behavior.mp3
Black Eyed Peas - 01 pump it.mp3
Blink 182 feat. Robert Smith - All of This.mp3
Bloodhound Gang - Fire Water Burn.mp3
Bloodhound Gang - The Bad Touch
bloodhound gang - ft rob van winkle -pump pump
bloodhound gang -- shut up.mp3
bloodhound gang -- your only friends are makebelieve.mp3
Blue Cheer - Summertime Blues.mp3
BoneThugs&Harmony with. Tupac - Thug Luv.mp3
Book Of Love - Witchcraft.mp3
Breakfast Club Simple Minds - Don't You Forget About Me.mp3
Bright Eyes - Lover, I Don't Have to Love.mp3
Britney Spears - Everytime
bush - everything zen
Bush - glycerine.mp3
Bush - In A Lonely Place.mp3
Busta Rhymes - Break Ya Neck (FunkyMix).mp3
Busta Rhymes - Break Ya Neck.mp3
busta rhymes - Pass The Courvoisier (remix).mp3
butthole surfers-pepper.mp3
Carfax Abbey- Malkavian - Soul to Bleed.mp3
carl orff- carmina burana.mp3
Charlotte's Web - How Very Special Are We
Cheap Trick - Surrender.mp3
cherish ft. sean paul -do it to it (po clean edit).mp3
Chingy - Holidae In.mp3
Chris Isaak - Wicked Games.mp3
Christian Death - Cervix Couch (One By One) [Spahn Ranch].mp3
christian death - catastrophe ballet - awake at the wall.mp3
Christian Death - Cavity - First Communion
Christian Death - Cervix Couch
Christina Aguilera -- Genie In A Bottle.mp3
ciara ft. petey pablo - goodies.mp3
ciara ft ludacris-oh.mp3
cky - 96 quite bitter things.mp3
cKY - Flesh Into Gear.mp3
CKY - To All Of You.mp3
clutch - Careful with that Mic.....mp3
coal chamber ft. ozzy - shock the monkey.mp3
Coil --TheWheel.mp3
Combichrist - Blut Royale (instrumental).mp3
Combichrist - Blut Royale.mp3
Concrete Blonde - Bloodletting (The Vampire Song).mp3
Concrete Blonde--everybody knows.mp3
Consolidated & yeasty girls - you suck.mp3
Coolio - Gangsta's Paradise.mp3
counting crows - mr jones.mp3
counting crows - round here.mp3
course of empire - coming of the century.mp3
course of empire - copious.mp3
course of empire - cradle calls.mp3
Course of Empire - God's Jig
Course of Empire - Infested! (Darwin Goodman Mix).mp3
course of empire - peace child.mp3
course of empire - ptah [course of empire].mp3
course of empire - thrust.mp3
course of empire - under the skies.mp3
Course of Empire -- Sins of the Fathers.mp3
course of empire- mountians of the spoken.mp3
Course of Empire--Dark City--The Information -.mp3
Cranes - Forever - Rainbows.mp3
Cranes - Loved - Lilies
Cranes - Starblood.mp3
Crazy Town - Butterfly.mp3
Creed - With Arms Wide Open.mp3
crush violets & gitane demone - cervix couch.mp3
Cruxshadows - Even Angels Fall.mp3
cure - The figurehead.mp3
cure, the - - From the Edge of the Deep Green Sea.mp3
Cure, The - Burn.mp3
Cure, The - Charlotte Sometimes.mp3
Cure, The - Disintegration.mp3
cure, the - from the edge of the deep green sea.mp3
cure, the - Killing An Arab.mp3
cure, the - Last Dance
Cure, the - Lullaby.mp3
Cure, the - Pornography -- A Short Term Effect.mp3
Cure, the - Prayers For Rain.mp3
Cure, The - Purple Haze.mp3
cure, the - same deep water as you.mp3
Cure, The - The Hanging Garden.mp3
cure, the - The Kiss.mp3
Cure, The -- Plainsong.mp3
Cure, The-Sinking.mp3
Curve - NoEscapeFromHeaven.mp3
Curve - Pubic Fruit - Die Like a Dog.mp3
Curve - Ten Little Girls.mp3
Cyndi Lauper - Time After Time.mp3
david bowie - Ashes To Ashes.mp3
David Bowie - Golden Years.mp3
david bowie - Heroes.mp3
David Bowie - Let's Dance
david bowie - Space Oddity.mp3
Dead Can Dance - The Ubiquitous Mr. Lovegrove.mp3
Dead Can Dance - Within The Realm Of A Dying Sun - 04 Xavier.mp3
Dead Can Dance - Yulunga
Dead Milkmen - Bitchin Camaro
Dead or Alive - You Spin Me Round.mp3
Depeche Mode - Precious.mp3
Depeche Mode - Blasphemous Rumours.mp3
Depeche Mode - Clean.mp3
Depeche Mode - I Feel You.mp3
Depeche Mode - Personal Jesus.mp3
depeche mode - walking in my shoes.mp3
depeche mode -Sweetest Perfection.mp3
Depeche Mode-Home.mp3
depeche mode-Sweetest perfection.mp3
Depeche Mode - I Feel Loved Dino Lenny Space Mix
Destiny's Child - Soldier.mp3
Destiny's Child Feat. TI & Lil - Soldier (Funkymix)
Destiny's Child Feat. T.I. - Soldier- 81
Destiny´s Child - Survivor .mp3
diamanda galas - Birds Of Death.mp3
Diamanda Galas - Double-Barrel Prayer.mp3
Diamanda Galas - L'Heautontimoroumenos
Diamanda Galas - Let's Not Chat About Despair
diamanda galas - Malediction.mp3
Diamanda Galas - The Divine Punishment & Saint of the Pit - this is the law of the plague.mp3
diamanda galas -hexicon bootleg - Deliver Me From Mine Enemies.mp3
diamanda galas- Let My People Go.mp3
dido - i'm no angel.mp3
dido - white flag (johnny toobad mix).mp3
Dirty Vegas - Days Go By.MP3
Disturbed - Down With the Sickness.mp3
disturbed - droppin plates
Disturbed - Meaning Of Life.mp3
Disturbed- Violence Fetish.mp3
DJ Sasha & John Digweed - Enjoy The Silence.mp3
DJ Sasha & John Digweed - Heaven Scent
DJ WhiteRabbit Live Hybrid - We Want Your Tears (Soman + Adam Freeland).mp3
dresden dolls - thirty whacks
Dresden Dolls - Girl Anachronism.mp3
Drown - Hold Onto the Hollow - Pieces of Man.mp3
Duran cover- Girls On Film- -Björn Again -.mp3
Duran cover- Ordinary World- - Riverfenix - .mp3
Duran cover- The Seventh Stranger-- The Wrens - .mp3
duran cover-- Come Undone--- Wise Crack .mp3
duran cover-- Rio-- Goldfinger .mp3
Duran cover-- Save A Prayer-- Eve's Plum .mp3
Duran cover-- The Chauffeur--Deftones .mp3
Duran Duran - - A view to a kill.MP3
Duran Duran - - All she wants is.MP3
Duran Duran - - Girls on film.MP3
Duran Duran - - Hungry like the wolf.MP3
duran duran - i don't want your love
duran duran - new moon on monday
duran duran - notorious
Duran Duran - - Ordinary world.MP3
Duran Duran - - Rio.MP3
Duran Duran - - Save a prayer.MP3
Duran Duran - - Wild boys.MP3
Duran Duran - Come undone.MP3
Duran Duran - Electric barbarella.MP3
duran duran - hold back the rain.mp3
Duran Duran - Is there something i should know.MP3
duran duran - lonely in your nightmare.mp3
Duran Duran - new religion.mp3
Duran Duran - Serious.MP3
Duran Duran - Watching The Detectives--.mp3
duran duran - planet earth
Duran Duran -- The reflex.MP3
Duran Duran -- Union of the snake.MP3
Duran Duran- Skin trade.MP3
Duran Duran-- the chauffeur.MP3
Eagles - Hotel California Acoustic.mp3
Econoline Crush - All That You Are.mp3
Edie Brickell & New Bohemians - What I Am.mp3
EMF - Unbelievable.mp3
Eminem & 50 Cent - 8 Mile Final Rap Battles.mp3
eminem - Just Lose It (Produced By Dr. Dre & Mike Elizondo).mp3
eminem - Mosh (Produced By Dr. Dre & Mark Batson).mp3
Eminem - Square Dance.mp3
Eminem - When I'm Gone.mp3
Eminem ft D-12 - How Come.mp3
Eminem, DMX, Obie Trice - Go To Sleep
eminem- - square dance.mp3
eminem-8 mile.mp3
Enya - Caribbean Blue.mp3
Enya - Cursum Perficio.mp3
Enya - Orinoco Flow.mp3
Enya- Storms in Africa.mp3
Enya-- Caribbean Blue.mp3
Erasure - Wild! -- Piano Song.mp3
evils toy - wired-connected.mp3
Faith No More - - Epic.mp3
Faith No More - - Zombie Eaters.mp3
faith no more -we care a lot.mp3
faith no more- edge of the world.mp3
faith no more- falling to pieces.mp3
faith no more- from out of nowhere.mp3
Faith No More - Surprise! You're Dead!
faith no more- the real thing.mp3
fatboy slim-weapon of choice.mp3
Fear Factory & Gary Numan - Cars.mp3
Fergie - London Bridge (Oh Snap Radio Edit).mp3
Fight Club Rules -- Movie Quotes.mp3
Filter & Crystal Method - Trip Like I Do.mp3
Filter - Hey Man, Nice Shot.mp3
filter - jurassitol.mp3
Final Fantasy X- Intro music (beginning theme) .mp3
flyleaf - Cassie.mp3
flyleaf - Fully Alive.mp3
Frankie Goes To Hollywood - Relax.mp3
Fred Durst of Limp Bizkit- Behind Blue Eyes.mp3
Front 242 - Headhunter 2000 (Apoptygma Berzerk Mix)
Front 242 -Circling Overland
Front Line Assembly - Millenium.mp3
front line assembly -- plasticity.MP3
Frontline Assembly - Hydrogen.mp3
Future Leaders Of The World - Let Me Out
Garbage - #1 Crush (Goth Mix).mp3
Garbage - I'm Only Happy When It Rains.mp3
Garbage -- Queer.mp3
Gary Numan - Cars (DJ Only Remix)
Gary Numan-- Dominion Day.MP3
George Michael - One More Try.mp3
George Michael - Praying for Time.mp3
Gerard McMann - Cry Little Sister (Lost Boys).mp3
Girls Under Glass - Torture.mp3
Girls Under Glass -- Down In The Park.mp3
Glenn Danzig (Black Aria) - cwn anwnn.mp3
Glenn Danzig (Black Aria) - The Morrigu.mp3
gnarls barkley- Crazy.mp3
Godhead - Eleanor Rigby.mp3
Godsmack - Forgive Me.mp3
Godsmack - I Stand Alone.mp3
Godsmack - Situation.mp3
Godsmack - Spiral.mp3
gorillaz - clint eastwood.mp3
gorillaz- Feel Good Inc..mp3
Group X - I Just Want (Bang Bang Bang).mp3
Hate Dept - Ministry tribute - (I'm not an) Effigy.mp3
Hed PE - Feel Good (ft. Kittie & System Of A Down).mp3
(hed) pe - Pac Bell
ICP- under the moon.mp3
ICP-Nothing Left.mp3
Idiopath - Devils Down Dark Alleys.mp3
jane's addiction - pigs in zen.mp3
jane's addiction - idiots rule.mp3
jane's addiction - mountain song.mp3
jane's addiction -ted, just admit it.mp3
Jane's Addiction -Three days.mp3
Jay and Silent Bob Strike Back! - Jay's Rap (Full Version from Movie).mp3
Jay Z - 99 Problems.mp3
Jennifer Lopez f Judakiss & Styles - Jenny From The Block
jewel - pieces of you.mp3
Jewel - Who Will Save Your Soul
joy division - heart and soul.mp3
joy division- dead souls.mp3
Juliette Lewis (PJ Harvey) - Strange Days - Hardly Wait.mp3
justin timberlake-sexyback.mp3
justin timberlake-what goes around comes around interlude.mp3
K's Choice - Not An Addict.mp3
Kanye West Ft. Jamie Foxxx - Golddigger.mp3
kate bush - 01 The Sensual World.mp3
Kate Bush - This Woman's Work.mp3
kate bush -02 Love And Anger.mp3
kate bush -03 The Fog.mp3
kate bush -04 Reaching Out.mp3
kate bush -05 Heads We're Dancing.mp3
kate bush -06 Deeper Understanding.mp3
kate bush -07 Between A Man And A Woman.mp3
kate bush -08 Never Be Mine.mp3
kate bush -09 Rocket's Tail.mp3
kate bush -10 This Woman's Work.mp3
kate bush - walk straight down the middle
Kelis - Milkshake (shameless remix) .mp3
Kelis - Milkshake (Radio Mix)
kidney thieves - before im dead.mp3
Kidney Thieves - Crazy.MP3
Kidneythieves - Pretty
Kidney Thieves - taxicab messiah.mp3
Kidney thieves--Before I'm Dead (acoustic).mp3
kidneythieves - zerospace.mp3
king missile - detachable penis.mp3
king missile - the evil children.mp3
Korn - 4 U.mp3
Korn - Clown.mp3
Korn - Divine.mp3
korn - Live in New York - got the life.mp3
Korn - unplugged - Throw Me Away
korn - unplugged 2007-falling away from me.mp3
KoRn - Untouchables - Alone I Break.mp3
KoRn - Untouchables - Here To Stay.mp3
KoRn unplugged - Thoughtless.mp3
korn unplugged -Coming Undone.mp3
korn unplugged ft robert smith - make me bad in between days.mp3
korn - coming undone.mp3
Korn - Throw Me Away
Kottonmouth Kings - Angry Youth
Lady Sovereign - Fiddle With the Volume
lady sovereign - hoodie (spank rock mix).mp3
lady sovereign - random.mp3
lady sovereign- 9 to 5.mp3
lady sovereign-blah blah.mp3
lady sovereign-gatheration.mp3
lady sovereign-hoodie (feat. jme skepta jammer baby blue ears) (mizz beats remix).mp3
lady sovereign-love or hate me.mp3
leaether strip - kill a raver.mp3
Les Nubians - Les Portes Du Souvenir.mp3
Linkin Park- Papercut.mp3
lords of acid - i sit on acid (mickey blotter mix).mp3
lords of acid - i sit on acid (satan on the 'cibes mix).mp3
lords of acid - i sit on acid.mp3
Lori Carson & Graeme Revell- Fall in the light.mp3
machines of loving grace - butterfly wings.mp3
Madonna - Justify my Love
madonna - la isla bonita.mp3
madonna - vogue.mp3
Magnolia Sntrk - Wise Up - Aimee Mann
marilyn manson - angel with the scabbed wings
Marilyn Manson - Cake And Sodomy
Marilyn Manson - Get Your Gunn.mp3
Marilyn Manson - Organ Grinder.mp3
Marilyn Manson - Rock Is Dead.mp3
Marilyn Manson - Tainted Love (Bonus Track).mp3
Marilyn Manson - Lunchbox
Marilyn Manson - Antichrist Superstar
Marilyn Manson - Coma White
Marilyn Manson - Dope Hat
Marilyn Manson - GodeatGod
Marilyn Manson - Posthuman
Marilyn Manson - The Golden Age Of Grotesque
marilyn manson- rock is dead.mp3
marilyn manson-A Place In The Dirt.mp3
marilyn manson-Dogma.mp3
Marilyn Manson - Spade
Marilyn Manson - Target Audience (Narcissus Narcosis)
Marilyn Manson - The beautiful people
Marilyn Manson - This is the new shit
Martina McBride - I Hope You Dance.
Massive Attack - Black Milk
matisyahu - Chop'em Down
matisyahu - Tzama L'chol Nafshi
matisyahu - Got No Water
matisyahu - King Without A Crown
matisyahu - Interlude
matisyahu - father in the forest
matisyahu - interlude
matisyahu - Aish Tamid
matisyahu - Short Nigun
matisyahu - candle
matisyahu - close my eyes
matisyahu - interlude
matisyahu - exaltation
matisyahu - refuge
matisyahu - interlude
matisyahu - warrior
matisyahu - outro
Masterminds sntrk -China Drum - Biscuit Barrel (acoustic)
Mazzy Star - Fade Into You
Meg Lee Chin - Scarecrow [Ministry cover]
Men At Work - Land Down Under
Men at Work - Who Can it be now
Men Without Hats - Safety Dance
mentallo and the fixer - clusterfuck
Mentallo & The Fixer - Virtually Hopeless, track #5
Mentallo & The Fixer - Sacrilege [Angel of Death Mix]
Mentallo & the Fixer - Coward (Submerged)
mentallo and the fixer-decomposed(trampled).mp3
mentallo and the fixer-power struggle.mp3
Mindless Self Indulgence - Tornado.mp3
Mindless Self Indulgence-- Two Hookers.mp3
Mindless Self Indulgence--Backmask.mp3
Mindless Self Indulgence--Bitches.mp3
Mindless Self Indulgence--Faggot.mp3
Mindless Self Indulgence-Boomin'.mp3
mindless self indulgence-kill the rock.mp3
mindless self indulgence-london bridge.mp3
Mindless Self Indulgence-Shut Me Up.mp3
Mindy McCready - Guys Do it All the Time.mp3
Ministry - Bad blood (alternate mix).mp3
Ministry - Bad Blood.mp3
Ministry - Breathe.mp3
Ministry - Cannibal Song.mp3
Ministry - Faith Collapsing.mp3
Ministry - Just One Fix.mp3
Ministry - Lay Lady Lay.mp3
Ministry - N.W.O..mp3
Ministry - So What.mp3
Ministry - Stigmata (update mix).mp3
Ministry -Filth Pig.mp3
Ministry -Thieves.mp3
ministry-scarecrow.mp3
Mr. Bungle - Stubb (A Dub).mp3
Mr. Bungle - Quote Unquote.mp3
My Life With The Thrill Kill Cult - Do You Fear (for your child).mp3
Nelly - Ride Wit Me (Funkymix).mp3
Nelly feat st lunatics - Batter Up.mp3
Nelly feat. Jermaine Dupri, Paul Wall & St. Lunatics - Grillz.mp3
Nelly Furtado - Say It Right (Ultimix) (bpm117).mp3
Nelly Furtado - Turn Off The Lights.mp3
nelly furtado-say it right.mp3
New Order - Bizarre Love Triangle.mp3
New Order - True Faith.mp3
Nickelback - How You Remind Me.mp3
Nickelback - Spiderman Sntrk - Hero .mp3
Nightmare Before Christmas - Jack's Lament.mp3
NIN - The Great Below.mp3
NIN and Static X - Closer (Trance is the Motion Remix).mp3
NIN-- Suck.mp3
Nine Inch Nails - Down In It.mp3
Nine Inch Nails - Ringfinger.mp3
Nine Inch Nails - Sanctified.mp3
Nine Inch Nails - Sin.mp3
Nine Inch Nails - That's What I Get.mp3
Nine Inch Nails - The Only Time.mp3
Nine Inch Nails - - Eraser.mp3
Nine Inch Nails - Happiness In Slavery.mp3
Nine Inch Nails - Head Like A Hole.mp3
Nine Inch Nails - Heresy.mp3
Nine Inch Nails - Kinda I Want To.mp3
Nine Inch Nails - piggy.mp3
Nine Inch Nails - Reptile.mp3
Nine Inch Nails - Ruiner.mp3
Nine Inch Nails - Something I Can Never Have.mp3
Nine Inch Nails - Suck.mp3
Nine Inch Nails - Terrible Lie.mp3
Nine Inch Nails - The Becoming.mp3
nine inch nails - the great below.mp3
Nine Inch Nails -Into The Void.mp3
Nirvana - - breed.mp3
Nirvana - - drain you.mp3
Nirvana - - in bloom.mp3
Nirvana - - lithium.mp3
Nirvana - - polly.mp3
Nirvana - - territorial pissings.mp3
Nirvana - Heart shaped Box.mp3
Nirvana - smells like teen spirit.mp3
Nirvana - You Know You're Right.mp3
Nirvana -- lounge act.mp3
Nirvana -- on a plain.mp3
Nirvana -- something in the way.mp3
Nirvana -- stay away.mp3
Nirvana -Come as You Are.mp3
Nirvana -Moist Vagina.MP3
Nirvana -Pennyroyal Tea.mp3
Nirvana -Scentless Apprentice.MP3
nirvana -Serve The Servants.mp3
Nirvana -Unplugged - About a Girl.mp3
Nirvana -Unplugged - All Apologies.mp3
Nirvana -Unplugged - Come as You Are.mp3
Nirvana -Unplugged - Dumb.mp3
Nirvana -Unplugged - Jesus Doesn't Want Me for a Sunbeam.mp3
Nirvana -Unplugged - Lake of Fire.mp3
Nirvana -Unplugged - Pennyroyal Tea.mp3
Nirvana -Unplugged - Something in the Way.mp3
Nirvana -Unplugged -Oh, Me.mp3
Nirvana -Unplugged -On a Plain.mp3
Nirvana -Unplugged -Plateau.mp3
Nirvana -Unplugged -Polly.mp3
Nirvana -Unplugged -The Man Who Sold the World.mp3
Nirvana -Unplugged -Where Did You Sleep Last Night-.mp3
Nirvana-Dumb.MP3
nirvana-paper cuts.mp3
Nirvana-Something In The Way (Endless Nameless).MP3
Nitzer Ebb - Join In The Chant.mp3
Orgy - - Dizzy.mp3
Orgy - - All The Same.mp3
Orgy - - Social Enemies.mp3
Orgy - Platinum
Orgy -- Fiend.mp3
otep -- blood pigs.mp3
P Diddy ft. Keyshia Cole - Last Night (Funkymix).mp3
Pat Benatar- Love Is A Battlefield.mp3
Pat Benatar- We Belong.mp3
patti smith - rock n roll nigger.mp3
Pink - Family Portrait.mp3
pink floyd - the final cut - The post war dream.mp3
Poe - Haunted.mp3
Portishead - Roads.mp3
primus - 02 here come the bastards.mp3
primus - 03 sgt. baker.mp3
primus - 04 american life.mp3
Primus - Jerry Was A Race Car Driver
primus - 06 eleven.mp3
primus - 11 those damned blue-collar tweekers.mp3
primus - 12 fish on (fisherman chronicles, chapter ii).mp3
Primus - Pork Soda- 02 - My Name Is Mud.mp3
Primus - Pork Soda- 03 - Welcome To This World.mp3
Primus - Pork Soda- 04 - Bob.mp3
Primus - Pork Soda- 05 - DMV.mp3
Primus - Pork Soda- 06 - The Ol' Diamondback Sturgeon (Fisherman's Chronicles Part 3).mp3
Primus - Pork Soda- 09 - Pork Soda.mp3
Primus - The Pressman
Primus - Pork Soda- 11 - Mr. Krinkle.mp3
Primus - Pork Soda- 12 - The Air Is Getting Slippery.mp3
prince - when doves cry.mp3
prince - girls & boys.mp3
prince - purple rain.mp3
prince - sometimes it snows in april.mp3
prince -- gett off.mp3
prince -- sign 'o' the times.mp3
prince --darling nikki.mp3
prince and the revolution - computer blue.mp3
Princesses Nubiennes - Les Portes Du Souvenir .mp3
project pat - Chicken Head.mp3
psychedelic furs - pretty in pink-mns.mp3
Puddle Of Mudd - Blurry.mp3
puddle of mudd-away from me.mp3
rammstein - dalai lama.mp3
rammstein - Engel.mp3
rammstein - keine lust.mp3
rammstein - los.mp3
rammstein - mein teil.mp3
rammstein - Spiel Mit Mir.mp3
rasputina - 02 thimble island.mp3
rasputina - 03 state fair.mp3
rasputina - 04 sweet water kill (the ocean song).mp3
rasputina - 05 remnants of percy bass.mp3
rasputina - 08 pj + vincent & matthew + bjork.mp3
rasputina - 09 my orphanage.mp3
rasputina - 10 crosswalk.mp3
rasputina - 12 our lies.mp3
rasputina - 13 antiquehighheelreddollshoes.mp3
rasputina - 15 a quitter.mp3
Rasputina - Rats
Rasputina - The Olde HeadBoard.mp3
republica - don't you ever.mp3
Republica - Drop Dead Gorgeous.mp3
republica - get off.mp3
Republica - Out of the Darkness.mp3
Republica - Picture Me.mp3
Republica - Ready to Go [US Mix].mp3
Revolting Cocks - Beers, Steers + Queers (Drop Your Britches Mix - Take Em Right Off Mix).mp3
revolting cocks - da ya think i'm sexy .mp3
Richard X - Into you (Feat. Jarvis Cocker).mp3
Rob Zombie - House of 1000 Corpses.mp3
Rob Zombie - Pussy Liquor.mp3
rob zombie -- run, rabbit, run.mp3
Sex Pistols - Anarchy in the UK
Sex Pistols - God Save The Queen.mp3
Shakira - Objection (Tango).mp3
Shawn Colvin & Ernie - I Don't Want To Live On The Mo
sia - breathe me.mp3
Sinead O' Connor -Nothing Compares 2 U.mp3
Sisters Of Mercy - Flood II.mp3
Sisters of mercy - This corrosion
Sisters of Mercy - Walk Away.mp3
Sisters of Mercy -Dominion-Mother Russia.mp3
Sisters Of Mercy -Flood I.mp3
Sisters Of Mercy -Flood II.mp3
skinny puppy - - harsh stone white.mp3
skinny puppy - - tin omen.mp3
Skinny Puppy - Assimilate (Chris Vrenna Remix).mp3
skinny puppy - assimilate.mp3
skinny puppy - manwhole.mp3
Skinny Puppy - Tin Omen
skinny puppy -- morpheus laughing.mp3
Skinny Puppy -- Worlock (Rhys Fulber Remix (Eye Of The Beholder Mix)).mp3
skinny puppy -Manwhole.mp3
skinny puppy-God's Gift (Maggot).mp3
skinny puppy-pasturn.mp3
Skinnypuppy-- Worlock.mp3
Smile Empty Soul - This is War
Snoop Dogg f. Pharell - Drop It Like Its hot.mp3
snoop doggy dogg doggystyle - for all my niggaz & bitches.mp3
snoop doggy dogg doggystyle - gz and hustlas.mp3
snoop doggy dogg doggystyle - lodi dodi.mp3
snoop doggy dogg doggystyle - pump pump.mp3
soft cell - sex dwarf.mp3
Soft Cell - Tainted Love
soft cell - Send me an angel.mp3
Spandau Ballet - True.mp3
Stabbing Westward - I Don't Believe.mp3
stabbing westward - Why.mp3
Staind - Its Been A While.mp3
Static X - Stem.mp3
Static X - Push It
Strangeland Sntrk- Dee Snider - Inconclusion.mp3
Strapping Young Lad - AAA.mp3
Sublime -Pool Shark (Acoustic).mp3
System Of A Down - B.Y.O.B.
system of a down - Lost In Hollywood.mp3
system of a down - Old School Hollywood.mp3
system of a down - Question!.mp3
system of a down - Radio Video.mp3
system of a down - Sad Statue.mp3
system of a down -Chop Suey.mp3
system of a down -This Cocaine Makes Me Feel Like I'm On This Song.mp3
system of a down-violent pornography.mp3
talk talk - today.mp3
Talking Heads - Once in a Lifetime.mp3
the arcade fire & david bowie - Wake up.mp3
The Clash - Rock the Casbah.mp3
the creatures - pluto drive.mp3
The Cure - Pictures of You
the distillers - city of angels.mp3
the distillers -the young crazed peeling.mp3
the faint - - let the poison spill from your throat.mp3
The Faint - Danse Macabre - Glass Dance.mp3
The Faint - Violent.mp3
The Faint - Worked Up So Sexual.mp3
the faint -- agenda suicide.mp3
the faint -- glass danse.mp3
the killers - everything will be alright.mp3
The Killers - For Reasons Unknown
The Killers - Midnight Show
The Killers - Mr. Brightside
The Killers - Smile Like You Mean It
the killers - somebody told me.mp3
the killers - uncle johnny.mp3
the killers - when you were young.mp3
the killers -all the pretty faces.mp3
the killers -where the white boys dance [bonus track].mp3
The Lost prophets - last train home.mp3
The Mission UK - Even You May Shine.mp3
The Mission UK - Like a Child Again.mp3
The Mission UK - Never Again.mp3
The Mission UK - Shades of Green, Pt. 2.mp3
The Mission UK - She Conjures Me Wings
The Mission UK - Spider and the Fly.mp3
the Mission UK - Tower Of Strength.mp3
The Mission UK - Trail Of Scarlet.mp3
The Pussycat Dolls - Buttons.mp3
The Who - Behind blue eyes.mp3
the arcade fire - Crown of Love.mp3
The Arcade Fire - Rebellion (Lies)
The Arcade Fire - Wake Up
the arcade fire-antichrist television blues.mp3
the arcade fire-bad vibrations.mp3
The Arcade Fire - black mirror
The Arcade Fire - intervention
The Arcade Fire - keep the car running
The Arcade Fire - my body is a cage
The Arcade Fire - neon bible
the arcade fire-no cars go.mp3
the arcade fire-ocean of noise.mp3
the arcade fire-the well and the lighthouse.mp3
the arcade fire-windowstill.mp3
The Pack-Vans.mp3
This Mortal Coil & Dead Can Dance - Waves Become Wings.mp3
thrill kill kult - A Daisy Chain 4 Satan (Acid And Flowers Mix).mp3
thrill kill kult - kooler than jesus (electric messiah mix).mp3
thrill kill kult - the days of swine and roses.mp3
Timbaland Ft Justin Timberlake & Nelly Furtado - Give It To Me
Tool - Die Eier Von Satan
Tool - H.
Tool - Hooker with a Penis
tool - - stinkfist.mp3
tool - sober.mp3
tool -- forty six & 2.mp3
Tori Amos - Cornflake Girl
Tori Amos - Crucify
Tori Amos - Happy Phantom
Tori Amos - Yes, Anastasia
Tori Amos - Leather
Tori Amos - Precious things
Tracy Chapman - Fast Car
Tracy Chapman - Give Me One Reason
tweaker ft will oldham - ruby
U2 - With or Without You
U2 - Sunday, Bloody Sunday
underworld sntrk - red tape - agent provocateur
Unwritten Law - Seein' Red
Unwritten Law - Geronimo
Unwritten Law - Babylon
VAST - Pretty When You Cry
VNV Nation - Rubicon
William Burroughs/Kurt Cobain - the "Priest" they called him
wumpscut -soylent green (extended).mp3
Zeromancer - - Neo Geisha.mp3
Zeromancer - Eurotrash - Doctor Online.mp3

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JUST A SAMPLING....ENJOY!

Movies:



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...and pulp fiction, the usual suspects,
braveheart, Satisfaction,
rivers edge, crouching tiger/hidden dragon,
kung pow, hero, gi jane,
showgirls (fvk you i like that movie),
butterfly effect, lord of war....the list goes on...

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Television:



Books:


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..the book not the movie which it just so happened was...
o Challenged at the Deep Creek Elementary School in Charlotte Harbor, Fla. (1991) because it is "not appropriate reading material for young children."
o Challenged at the Pederson Elementary School in Altoona, Wis. (1991) and at the Morton Elementary School library in Brooksville, Fla. (1992) because the book contains the word "ass" and "promotes" the use of drugs (tobacco, snuff) and whiskey.
o Removed from classrooms in Stafford County, Va. Schools (1995) and placed in restricted access in the library because the story contains crude language and encourages children to disobey their parents and other adults.
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which can also be read in its entirety by clicking here: The Emporer Wears No Clothes ==================================================
___PARANOID: A CHANT___
-written by Stephen King and included in his book Skeleton Crew
I can't go out no more.
There's a man by the door
in a raincoat
smoking a cigarette
But
I've put him in my diary
and the mailers are all lined up
on the bed, bloody in the glow
of the bar sign next door
He knows that if I die
(or even drop out of sight)
the diary goes and everyone knows
the CIA's in Virginia
500 mailers bought from
500 drug counters each one different
and 500 notebooks
with 500 pages in every one.
I am prepared.
* * *
I can see him from up here.
His cigarette winks from just
above his trenchcoat collar
and somewhere there's a man on a subway
sitting under a Black Velvet and thinking my name.
Men have discussed me in back rooms.
If the phone rings there's only a dead breath.
In the bar across the street
a snubnose revolver has changed hands in the men's room
Each bullet has my name on it.
My name is written in back files
and looked up in newspaper morgues.
My mother's been investigated;
thank God she's dead.
They have writing samples
and examine the back loops of pees
and crosses of tees.
My brother's with them, did I tell you?
His wife is Russian and he
keeps asking me to fill out forms.
I have it in my diary.
Listen--
listen
do listen:
you must listen.
In the rain, at the bus stop.
black crows with black umbrellas
pretend to look at their watches, but
it's not raining. Their eyes are silver dollars.
Some are scholars in the pay of the FBI
most are the foreigners who pour through
our streets. I fooled them
got off the bus at 25th and Lex
where a cabby watched me over his newspaper.
In the room above me an old woman
has put an electric suction cup on her floor
It sends out rays through my light fixture
and now I write in the dark
by the bar sign's glow.
I tell you I know.
They sent me a dog with brown spots
and a radio cobweb in its nose.
I drowned it in the sink and wrote it up
in folder GAMMA.
I don't look in the mailbox anymore.
The greeting cards are letter-bombs.
(Step away! Goddam you!
Step away. I know tall people!
I tell you I know very tall people!)
The luncheonette is laid with talking floors
and the waitress says it was salt
but I know arsenic when it's put before me.
And the yellow taste of mustard
to mask the bitter odor of almonds.
I have seen strange lights in the sky.
Last night a dark man with no face
crawled through nine miles of sewer
to surface in my toilet,
listening for phone calls through the cheap wood
with chrome ears.
I tell you, man, I hear.
I saw his muddy handprints
on the porcelain.
I don't answer the phone now,
have I told you that?
They are planning to flood the earth with sludge.
They are planning break-ins
They have got physicians
advocating weird sex positions.
They are making addictive laxatives
and suppositories that burn.
They know how to put out the sun
with blowguns.
I pack myself in ice--have I told you that?
It obviates their infrascopes.
I know chants and I wear charms.
You may think you have me but I could destroy you.
any second now.
Any second now.
Any second now.
Would you like some coffee, my love?
Did I tell you I can't go out no more?
There's a man by the door
in a raincoat
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'Dialogue Between A Priest And A Dying Man'
- Donatien Alphonse Francios de Sade
click here to read it...
the Earth's Children series by Jean M. Auel -
few others i can't think of right now...
...i'ma throw in a preemptive 'hero' here:

Heroes:



This is my favorite picture of my great great great great grandfather Goyathlay.
You may know him better as Geronimo. (but a bunch of dirty mexicans gave him that name in the first place)
I love this pic though.. he looks fuckin' 'gangster'...
and god, how i want the boots;P

The Quadrangle - San Antonio, Tx - 1886

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"A poet is an unhappy being whose heart is torn
by secret sufferings,
but whose lips are so strangely formed that when
the sighs and cries escape them,
they sound like beautiful music...
and then people crowd about the poet and say to him,
'Sing for us soon again" that is as much to say,
'May new sufferings torment your soul'"

---Soren Kirkegaard

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my friend the predator...

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having a love affair

 i'm so fucking in love... gawd..what would i do for it......shit..what wouldn't i do??so fucking beautiful......
Posted by KisaMogwai on Sun, 29 Apr 2007 11:06:00 PST

::twitch:: they're all fuckin monkeys :;twitch::

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angels and angels and FUCKING ANGELS!

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Posted by KisaMogwai on Wed, 25 Apr 2007 03:50:00 PST

i've been gone awhile...

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Posted by KisaMogwai on Wed, 18 Apr 2007 02:11:00 PST

Oh, How I love you my sister.

Do not be ashamed of your blood, oh sister! I love you, vaginal blood, and I am not ashamed of you! Do not hide your soiled napkins in the dark trash. Take your proud blood to the air, the sun, the ea...
Posted by KisaMogwai on Thu, 09 Nov 2006 11:22:00 PST

awwww

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damn

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ya say it's your birthday

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