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*charlotte sometimes*

... and all the things I deserve for being such a good girl, honey...

About Me

"There is a theory which states that if ever anybody discovers exactly what the Universe is for and why it is here, it will instantly disappear and be replaced by something even more bizarre and inexplicable. There is another theory which states that this has already happened." -- Douglas Adams


I am alive. No, really. For a long time I wasn't sure, but now I know. I live in Toronto, Canada. It's a good place to live.
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Your Aura is Blue
Spiritual and calm, you tend to live a quiet but enriching life.
You are very giving of yourself. And it's hard for you to let go of relationships.
The purpose of your life: showing love to other people
Famous blues include: Angelina Jolie, the Dali Lama, Oprah
Careers for you to try: Psychic, Peace Corps Volunteer, Counselor What Color Is Your Aura?
You Are An INFP
The Idealist
You are creative with a great imagination, living in your own inner world.
Open minded and accepting, you strive for harmony in your important relationships.
It takes a long time for people to get to know you. You are hesitant to let people get close.
But once you care for someone, you do everything you can to help them grow and develop.
You would make an excellent writer, psychologist, or artist. What's Your Personality Type?
You Are Liz Phair!
Sexy tough indie girl...
Who's not afraid to be a little girly
"I am extraordinary, I am just your ordinary
Average every day sane psycho
Supergoddess" Who's Your Inner Rock Chick?
Your Theme Song is Beautiful Day by U2
"Sky falls, you feel like
It's a beautiful day
Don't let it get away"
You see the beauty in life, especially in ordinary everyday moments.
And if you're feeling down, even that seems a little beautiful too. What's Your Theme Song?
You Should Be A Poet
You craft words well, in creative and unexpected ways.
And you have a great talent for evoking beautiful imagery...
Or describing the most intense heartbreak ever.
You're already naturally a poet, even if you've never written a poem. What Type of Writer Should You Be?

My Interests

Music, poetry, magick, philosophy, civilization, people...

I'd like to meet:

People with ideas. I want to meet people who actually think and form opinions. Considered opinions. Opinions they can intelligently justify. And maybe I'd like to meet some people who share my opinions... or can at least understand them!

The way we communicate is so fluid, always changing. We have to be open to all the possiblities, all channels. We can't know what's out there...


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Music:

Tori Amos, Kate Bush, Rufus Wainwright, The Cure, Elvis Costello, Sisters of Mercy, Travis, Frank Sinatra, Radiohead, Nirvana, The Postal Service, Leonard Cohen, David Bowie, The Tragically Hip, Depeche Mode, Lloyd Cole, The White Stripes, U2, Blue Rodeo, Tchaikovsky, Tommy James and, oh, so much more...

Movies:

The Princess Bride, Dangerous Liaisons, anything by Peter Greenaway, Galipoli, Raiders of the Lost Ark, Blade Runner (the director's cut - it really makes a difference not having the running commentary) The Philidelphia Story (actually, ANYTHING with James Stewart and/or Katherine Hepburn), Trainspotting, Shallow Grave, This is Spinal Tap, The Adventures of Buckaroo Banzai Across the 8th Dimension, Gaslight

Television:

CSI, House, Dead Like Me

Books:

Jane Austin, George Eliot, Charles Dickens, Wilkie Collins, E. M. Forster, Elizabeth Gaskill, Anthony Trollope, Leo Tolstoy -- because the best way to understand what life was like in any particular era is to read the fiction of that era. Christopher Marlowe, George Bernard Shaw, Henrik Ibsen, August Strindberg (yes, he was a misogynist, but he wrote well), Anton Chekhov. I’m one of those weird people who read Shakespeare for pleasure… The Complete Sonnets and Poems is definitely on my desert island list… Edgar Allen Poe, Arthur Conan Doyle, Ruth Rendell, Ian Rankin, Peter Robinson (who drinks at the pub ‘round the corner… so if I can develop a taste for scotch, I may actually meet him someday…) Minette Walters, Josephine Tey, Margaret Atwood, Mavis Gallant, Don Coles, Leonard Cohen, Dorothy Parker, John Donne, Sylvia Plath, Robert Burns, Bertrand Russell. Particular books include Stephen Lewis’s The Race Against Time, How the Scots Invented the Modern World by Arthur Herman, Kenneth Clark’s Civilization, anything by Ray Buckland, The Witches’ Bible by Janet and Stewart Ferrer, Sutton and Mann’s Druid Magic, and The God Delusion by Richard Dawkins…. The Oxford English Reference Dictionary, which sits perpetually open on my bookshelf, bible-like, a testament to my love of language....

Heroes:

You darkness, that I come from,
I love you more than all the fires
that fence in the world,
for the fire makes
a circle of light for everyone,
and then no one outside learns of you.

But the darkness pulls in everything:
shapes and fires, animals and myself,
how easily it gathers them!-
powers and people- and it is possible a great energy
is moving near me. I have faith in nights. From Selected Poems of Rainer Maria Rilke, translated by Robert Bly


"Yes, I am a dreamer. For a dreamer is one who can find his way by moonlight, and see the dawn before the rest of the world."
-Henry David Thoreau (1817-1862)



"For my part I know nothing with any certainty but the sight of the stars makes me dream."
-Van Gogh


Venus and the Sun

The scented flames of the sun throw me,

Telling me how to move--I tell them

How to bend the light of shifting stars:

I order their curved wash so the moon

Will not escape, so rocks and seas

Will stretch their elbows under her.

I am the sun's toy--because I go against

The grain I feel the brush of my authority,

Its ripples straying from a star's collapse.

If I travel far enough, and fast enough, I seem

To be at rest, I see my closed life expanding

Through the crimson shells of time.

But the stars are still at large, they fly apart

From each other to a more soulful beginning;

And the sun holds good till it makes a point

Of telling itself to whiten to a traplight--

This emptiness was left from the start; with any choice

I'd double-back to the dullest blue of Mars.

-- Medbh McGuckian


What does that mean?

A winter Goddess?

There's no where to go but up?

From darkness into light.

From death to resurrection

-- and back again?

Venus TransiensTell me,
Was Venus more beautiful
Than you are,
When she topped
The crinkled waves,
Drifting shoreward
On her plaited shell?
Was Botticelli's vision
Fairer than mine;
And were the painted rosebuds
He tossed his lady
Of better worth
Than the words I blow about you
To cover your too great loveliness
As with a gauze
Of misted silver? For me,
You stand poised
In the blue and buoyant air,
Cinctured by bright winds,
Treading the sunlight.
And the waves which precede you
Ripple and stir

Amy Lowell (1874-1925)



My Blog

L'amour ne dure pas toujours

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Posted by *charlotte sometimes* on Mon, 07 May 2007 03:54:00 PST

Lovesong

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Posted by *charlotte sometimes* on Sun, 01 Apr 2007 02:01:00 PST

Burnt Norton

Time present and time pastAre both perhaps present in time future,And time future contained in time past.If all time is eternally presentAll time is unredeemable.What might have been is an abstractio...
Posted by *charlotte sometimes* on Sun, 25 Mar 2007 10:40:00 PST

Fire Dance

There is just this fucking stupid game we play, Isn't there? This dance where we say all the right things And we're so on fire that everything is The right thing That's the easy part  But fires d...
Posted by *charlotte sometimes* on Fri, 16 Mar 2007 11:17:00 PST

Perspective is Everything

Did you think that you were a mere corner in my life and that when I left you I returned to some picture perfect completeness that left no room for you? Did you think that my thoughts of you were co...
Posted by *charlotte sometimes* on Sun, 11 Feb 2007 11:55:00 PST

Brain Litany: Or, Overlooking the Existential Factor

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Posted by *charlotte sometimes* on Sat, 10 Feb 2007 12:36:00 PST

Christmas

Christmas, 1921By Dorothy Parker I do not ask you for presents rare,      Other-world trove of forgotten metals;Orchids that opened to jungle air,    ...
Posted by *charlotte sometimes* on Wed, 20 Dec 2006 11:57:00 PST

Everybody's free

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Posted by *charlotte sometimes* on Fri, 08 Dec 2006 11:45:00 PST

22 Questions about my number 1

DON'T change your top friends, and answer 22 questions about the 1st person in your top friends.1) What's their name?January2) Do you trust them?with my life3) Where did you meet them?We used to work ...
Posted by *charlotte sometimes* on Fri, 17 Nov 2006 05:47:00 PST

I've been tagged...

TaggedHere are the rules, you've been selected (tagged) now you have to tell 6 facts about yourpet (or if you are a pet yourself) and select 6 of your friends to do the same.Once you post your 6 facts...
Posted by *charlotte sometimes* on Fri, 03 Nov 2006 07:06:00 PST