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◊REAL WALK, NOT REAL TALK◊

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About Me



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  • Im a simple girl who loves the simple things life
  • I LOVE to laugh, joke around, and am often known to be an active participant in a good old fashioned shyt talking session, all in the name of good fun and a great laugh of course!
  • Other than being the comedic genius that I am, I also love intellectually stimulating people and conversations.
  • The needs & wants of my children will always take precedence over my own.
  • Im a learner and am always looking for people to teach me something.
  • Some people are intimidated by me, but once you get to know me you will see just how friendly and down to earth I am.
  • I like my truth served straight up with no sugar coating.
  • I have a tendency to get loud sometimes when Im excited.
  • When I love, I love hard.
  • When it comes to relationships of any type Im an all or nothing kinda girl, Im not down with half-assed!!
  • I see my time as an investment. Therefore, I try not to make a habit of spending it on people who I dont feel will benefit me and help improve upon my life in some way.
  • I will forever be a work in progress due to the simple fact that once you feel you have become the best you that you could possibly be, your personal growth becomes stagnant which can lead to an ignorant frame of mind because you think you have nothing left to learn.
  • My favorite color is RED.
  • Victorias Secret Sweet Talk Lip gloss is a must have in life. =)
  • I love being mentally stimulated.
  • Id rather be loved for the person I am than to be liked for the way that I look.
  • Most people who I let into my life, are often let go of just as quickly
  • I strongly believe in Quality over Quantity
  • There's ALWAYS room for improvement.
  • I know what I'm worth and what I have to offer so I won't settle for anything less than what I deserve.

  • February 11,2008- PART 1. Right vs. Wrong: Recognizing the difference:.....Plain and simple, the right choice will almost always be the choice that is the hardest to make...the choice that you may seem to "inconvenience" you the most. There is no easy way out or a quick fix to things. You may think so for the time being, but if you really look at it, greater burdens come when you try to go forward with one of the formentioned. You might not see the repercussions right away, but trust that they will be there, and some of you won't ever even have your eyes opened up wide enough to see them. NEVER choose something that may make you feel good in the moment, over patiently waiting for something that will leave you feeling incredible for a lifetime...
    Part 2. Beauty amongst the Pain:...As those of you who really know ME, know that aside from my comedic genius side, deep down I'm always in a constant state of deep contemplation. One of the latest conclusions that I've come to is that no matter how much anyone may have wronged me it truly is a beautiful thing when they've learned something from me...that the pains i've suffered from someone else will, given time, eventually teach them something when they've reached a point in their lives & personal growth that they open themselves up to learnin' from the wrongs they've done...whether it be to me or someone else in their life, in order to better themselves. How the ones that come after me will get a better person than the one I experienced!! With that having been said you have to keep in mind that when you meet a great person, most likely someone else suffered pain from them which helped guide them to the wonderful person that you were blessed to experience...and thus the cycle continues. It all really holds true to that age old law of physics in that for every (negative) action will come an equal and opposite (positive) reaction. Even though we aren't normally the ones who get to see that positive reaction, we know it's still out there happening to someone, somewhere else, even if it's at our own expense...How beautiful is that?!?! The greatest teachers are also those who are the greatest learners...
    ~October 15, 2007~ Knowledge Vs. Wisdom~ This is a topic that has been on my mind quite a bit lately, especially the last week or so. What is the difference between knowledge and wisdom? The answer is quite simple, APPLICATION. Knowledge comes before Wisdom and Wisdom is attained after the knowledge that someone has, has been applied to their own lives. I've come across numerous people this past year who claim to have such a vast amount of wisdom on life, love, relationships, people, etc. but overtime I have discovered that not a single one of them actually has any real wisdom since none of what they claim to know, has been personally applied to their lives. They have KNOWLEDGE & could be said to be KNOWLEDGEABLE people, but as far as wisdom goes that is something they clearly lack. It's basically as simple as someone has been diagnosed with cancer & that same person just so happens to have the cure for cancer, & yet they never use it. Knowledge doesn't do anyone much good until it has been applied ones life. So, with that having been said are YOU truly WISE or merely KNOWLEDGEABLE???
    October 8, 2007_ My Contemplations at the Moment-----It's almost ironic how we spend so much of our time trying to pick up all of the pieces of our broken little lives, sometimes to the point where the feeling of being whole & healed seems like nothing more than a faint memory than an actual reality. It's almost difficult for us to see past all our hardships and pain once the brokeneness subsides & the healing sets in & start allowing ourselves to recognize the real beauty that inevitably envelopes and becomes us, despite the many scars which have been left behind.------ No matter what we've been through, shameful things we've done, pain we've suffered, or mistakes we have made, all of those things and then some have helped pave the way for each of us becoming the people we are today. However, even though those things are a PART of who we are, we should never in any way allow those things alone to DEFINE who we are.------You can run from and/or turn a blind eye to the truth as much as you want to, but eventually the truth will catch up with you in the worst way, leaving you no choice but to face it head on. Trust that when it does, it will be a making or breaking point in your life.

    September 14, 2007_ LET THE TRUTH BE TOLD!!!---- Why is it that we as people create truths for our lives on a daily basis, & then when we're confronted with those truths we want to get upset about what we're hearing?? Instead of seeing those truths, which we have ultimately created for ourselves, for what they really are, we'd rather just let them all go unsaid & continue to do the very things that lead to the creation of those nasty lil truths??? I mean seriously...WTF?? If you don't like the truths that YOU YOURSELF have created, how about next time instead of getting mad when the truth is told about you, you take action & change the things in you're life that you're doing to create those ever so ugly truths you don't like hearing about. That way when the truth comes up again, it doesn't sound so harsh on your ears!! Can I get an Amen for some good 'ol COMMON SENSE?!?! Simply put, if you don't like the way something sounds when it's addressed, CHANGE IT, so the next time it's addressed you don't mind hearing it!! Yes, it is as simply complicated as that!!
    ~August 28, 2007~ I believe that it's not until we come to the realization and acceptance of our own insignificance in life, that we can truly begin to achieve our ultimate greatness.
    They say that haters really are like fans because only the GREATEST have them, so it's no wonder why I happen to have SO MANY!! So...this goes out to all of my ADORING FANS!!! FUCK WHAT YOU'VE HEARD & RECOGNIZE WHAT YOU SEE, YOU'VE GOT SOME LESSONS TO LEARN CUZZ YOU BITCHES DON'T KNOW ME!! PLEASE feel free to come by and visit my page on the regular...like most of YOU are already doin'. Go 'head on n take a look around and read through my writings and look through the pix of me and my ever so beautiful baby boys. PLEASE, take a good close look at all the things that YOU will NEVER have,the peoples' lives that YOU will NEVER be a part of, & the WOMAN that NONE of YOU will EVER even come close to BEING, or being with!!! Now, moving on...

    My Interests

    | | ]My 3 beautiful baby boys, AXAIAH, LYRIK, & NECIO!! Intelligent, thought provoking conversations, down to earth people, I love a good sense of humor...maybe it's because I LOVE LOVE LOVE to laugh and make others laugh...sarcasm is most definitely my especiality! lol I can be a comedic genius or a complete cornball....just depends on the time of day really, if we're talking 2am I'm certainly going to be more of a cornball! oh well we all have our moments!! And I LOVE to just talk shit and make smart ass jokes about whatever & whomever...all in the name of good fun and a GREAT laugh of course!! I love poetry/floetry and writing, and any type of written/spoken word!!









    I'd like to meet:









    Jesus Christ, people who can make me laugh, those of you out there who still have a mind of their own and can think for themselves, I love people who possess deep thoughts and can hold intelligent conversation, you know the ones that basically just leave you in awe with their WISDOM. People with some depth and substance to them. People who love jokin' around and sarcasm and don't mind someone with a smart ass mouth *LOL* cuzz those of you who KNOW ME, know that I love to laugh and just straight up talk shit all in the name of good fun and great laughs!! ha ha !! oh yeah, and I'd like to meet YOU, yes YOU!! oOooOo and last but not least, my baby daddy TUPAC!! ha ha don't hate!! =D

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    Even T-Mobile's jealous cuz MY SIDEKICKS are THA SHIT! DON'T PLAY!
    I ONLY ROLL WITH THE REALEST. *I PROTECT MY FRIENDS*

    Music:



    Movies:

    I love COMEDIES, action, dramas, martial arts/ and the occasional romantic chick flick!! Not really much into "scary" movies, unless of course I have someone there to watch them with. I'd rather be laughing than be scared! LOL

    Television:

    Grey's anatomy, the First 48, Mystery ER, Army Wives, Untold stories of the ER, Dog the Bounty Hunter, CSI, Forensic files, Heroes, The Hills, Gossip Girl, etc.

    Books:

    The B~I~B~L~E, Darrien Lee, Angels & Demons, Dan Brown, Frank Peretti, the Oath, The Rose that Grew from Concrete, Bad Childhood Good Life, Anything else by Dr. Laura Schlessinger...etc.

    Heroes:



    My Blog

    Takin a stand...step up or hop off it!

    (YOU ALL KNOW EXACTLY WHO YOU ARE...And so do I...you're not as annonymous as you may think...so have at it!)   The ink hits the pad let the ammunition spray So you better watch your back or catc...
    Posted by ◊REAL WALK, NOT REAL TALK◊ on Fri, 08 Feb 2008 03:41:00 PST

    Let the TRUTH be told...Installment .2!!

    The WISDOM cycle.... Experience --> Lessons --> Learning --> Knowledge --> Application --> Wisdom --> Teaching --> Experience --> Lessons --> Learning --> Knowledge --> Application --> Wisdom --> Teac...
    Posted by ◊REAL WALK, NOT REAL TALK◊ on Tue, 30 Jan 2007 11:10:00 PST

    The ones closest to me

             This one goes out to all the people who have entered, and since exited my life, for whatever reason it may be. Anyone who I ever loved or was close to ...
    Posted by ◊REAL WALK, NOT REAL TALK◊ on Mon, 25 Dec 2006 02:41:00 PST

    Within the depths of my own solitude

    Within the depths of my own solitude The emptiness surrounds me as I succumb to the pain Feelings thunder inside me, lightning hits & tears fall like the rain if...
    Posted by ◊REAL WALK, NOT REAL TALK◊ on Wed, 06 Dec 2006 09:05:00 PST

    The Lesson...

    I am the lesson, you can learn me or not, it seems that all too often I'm too easily forgot. Some may see me as difficult but they're not easily taught. You can choose to overlook me an...
    Posted by ◊REAL WALK, NOT REAL TALK◊ on Thu, 30 Nov 2006 07:32:00 PST

    New beginnings...

    The page has been turned....a new day comes, another lesson to learntimes of the past, some things I still yearnbut it's time to decide which bridges to burnfuture unknown, let this journey commencedo...
    Posted by ◊REAL WALK, NOT REAL TALK◊ on Sun, 25 Jun 2006 12:06:00 PST

    The Chosen...

    I just wanted to give a shout out and say thank you to my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. I wanted to really just take the time to thank him for everything that he has given me...especially all the stru...
    Posted by ◊REAL WALK, NOT REAL TALK◊ on Thu, 02 Mar 2006 08:14:00 PST

    Searchin' for that REAL love...check it!!

    consumed with the light or over taken by night often hard to depict whats wrong and whats right such a fine line between this *black and white* swimming in this Grey sea se...
    Posted by ◊REAL WALK, NOT REAL TALK◊ on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

    Desperate times....

    this is another one of my favorite pieces that i've done!! hope u like it too! Desperate times but never desperate for rhymes so pay close attention to whats between the lines words like landmi...
    Posted by ◊REAL WALK, NOT REAL TALK◊ on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST