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SarahBear = )

I feel this great pressure coming down on me ... Crushing Me

About Me



And in the great finality of it all,
There should always be something to learn.
But sometimes everyone gives up on you,
Or you drive them all away.
And you have nothing but your own life to take.
But will you do it right or screw it up?
Suck up one last breath...
And say goodbye to the world as you turn your back on it...

My Interests



music, horror films, tattoos, pin up girls, drinking (haha), puzzlein it up =), Bettie Page

I'd like to meet:


Mmm...Magnus = )

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Music:

Rwake, High on Fire, Witchcraft, Eyehategod, Neurosis,Sourvein, Isis, Acid Bath, Buzzoven, Crowbar, Deadbird, Bongzilla, Mare, COC, Teeth of the Hydra, Ministry, Witchfinder General, Black Sabbath, Electric Wizard, Dax Riggs, Venom, Pentagram, Red Sparrowes, Pantera, Floor, Cavity, Goatwhore, Zombi, Type O Negative, Sixty Watt Shaman, Alabama Thunderpussy, Soilent Green, Dove, Mastodon, Kylesa, Down, Artimus Pyledriver, Superjoint Ritual, Hank III, Southern Isolation, Johnny Cash, Today is the Day, Sleep, Darkest Hour, Botch, Black Cobra, the Melvins, Coliseum, Torche, Reflux, Capsized, Deadboy and the Elephantmen, Clutch, Orange Goblin, Cave In, Cream Abdul Babar, Mars Volta, Death, Dysrhythmia, Fistula, Buried at Sea, Murder By Death, His Hero is Gone, Zoroaster, Pig Destroyer, Tony Danza Tapdance Extravaganza, Wolves in the Throne Room, Queens of the Stoneage, Player/Kommander, Moss, Saint Vitus, Doom, Harvey Milk, Assuck

Movies:



ZOMBIE FILMS (obviously)...anything Lucio Fulci, D'Ario Argento, George Romero. Anything Tom Savini ever touched. Horror films in general. Igby Goes Down! Ehh...Evil Dead, Clockwork Orange, American History X

Freeway, Boondock Saints, err...Pieces(oldschool gore, check it out), Texas Chainsaw Massacre(old, new one was pretty lame), High Tension, all of the StarWars, Eternal Sunshine, Dead Alive, Fear and Loathing, Pulp Fiction, Snatch, Where the Buffalo Roam, Donnie Darko, Blow, Nightmare Before Christmas, Suicide Kings, Dazed and Confused, too many others to name because I'm lazy

Heroes:

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My Blog

FUCK IT

I give up. Fuck being a good person and trying to help people out. I'm done with being walked on and allowing myself to be hurt all the time. I'm done with being emotionally wounded by people that cou...
Posted by SarahBear = ) on Thu, 13 Sep 2007 04:18:00 PST

Absolute Isolation

Who knew it was possible to feel so completely alone when you're invariably surrounded by others? Life seems to be one unending out of body experience. Noun: out-of-body experienceThe dissociative exp...
Posted by SarahBear = ) on Mon, 30 Apr 2007 02:20:00 PST

I don't want to fight this war anymore...

I can't figure out where everything went wrong. I'm always fixing  everything for everyone,  but  I can't fix anything for the person that really needs it the most, ME. I've managed to ...
Posted by SarahBear = ) on Thu, 25 Jan 2007 09:16:00 PST

A lil outta town adventure to give me a break from my life...

So in spite of all of the bullshit going on in my world right now, this weekend actually turned out totally fucking awesome. Kevin and I were headed to Atlanta friday night for some much needed metal....
Posted by SarahBear = ) on Tue, 14 Feb 2006 02:30:00 PST

Deadboy was fucking fantastic...

I took pictures but of course I was wasted so they aren't that great...   as you can tell Dax just loooooves having his photo taken...haha...
Posted by SarahBear = ) on Fri, 10 Feb 2006 08:36:00 PST

alcohol is bad.....

Alcohol is very bad....hahaha. It's almost 3 in the afternoon and I'm still drunk. I'm going to work now...hahahaha...
Posted by SarahBear = ) on Sun, 29 Jan 2006 12:47:00 PST