Gnarly Carlee

nex ut is

be my past, not my present nor my future. your memory is becoming too demanding and strong for how weak that i am. servo mihi ex is quod plumbum mihi ut salus. ego precor vos....
Posted by Gnarly Carlee on Fri, 30 Mar 2007 08:09:00 PST

beer and thinking

i just want to be good at something.. just one thing... it just seems like everyone is so much better at everything than i am ... sorry im not as incerdible as you arei just want to go to an isl...
Posted by Gnarly Carlee on Sun, 25 Mar 2007 08:07:00 PST

beer and thinking

vague

i will be vague. it's what i still miss with almost all my heart, even though it fucked my world up so much. it turned me into a different person, it put a new level of hate in my blood, and it ...
Posted by Gnarly Carlee on Sun, 18 Feb 2007 11:03:00 PST

ATTENTION:

attention assholes: quit wasting my time.but i suppose it's my own fault for picking the real "winners".
Posted by Gnarly Carlee on Thu, 11 Jan 2007 04:02:00 PST

christmas in the Steel City

thats what it is.. a steel city. Dark, grey industrial buildings are the outline of this tragic place, and we have the people to match it. I got up early today to watch all the f...
Posted by Gnarly Carlee on Fri, 08 Dec 2006 10:37:00 PST

for myself only

i do not do these things to make anyone else happy. i do not believe that what i do to my body effects anyone but myself. so what , i happen to cope with things in a different way than you do. call me...
Posted by Gnarly Carlee on Wed, 29 Nov 2006 05:58:00 PST

DONT WANNA!

is it bad that i don't even miss home? i only miss a small number of people and their company, everything else is a blur and i cant be bothered to make light of it. my time to go home is very near and...
Posted by Gnarly Carlee on Sun, 26 Nov 2006 09:29:00 PST

DONT WANNA!

fight fight fight

this battle i will never win .. it defeats me time and time again. who am i ? i don't recognize my relection in the mirror anymore.
Posted by Gnarly Carlee on Tue, 03 Oct 2006 11:40:00 PST