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Profile GeneratorMy name is Jaime.
I'm a 23 year old living in Laguna Hills, California . There are many different aspects to my personality...I even have a hard time explaining the many different insane things that make the person I am. One day I may be calm, collected, even shy and the next wild, crazy and all out. I pretty much can get along with anyone (so long as you dont cross my lines). I am an artist in many ways and it usually shows in my personality and style. I dont like to label myself or others but I guess if you were to catagorize me Im really into the goth/Lolita scene, I have been since I was 13. I am very proud of who I am and I admire and look up to others that are unique in their style and personality! I always say DONT BE AFRAID TO BE YOURSELF!!!. I love all things spooky, mysterious or that go bump in the night, the mysteries of the unexplained have always fascinated me. Wanna go ghost hunting? give me a call!!! >:) I'm always living in the moment and tryin to have fun no matter what I'm doing. I always try to make the best of things and see the beauty in the world and the good in everyone I meet. Deep down I'm a very spiritual person and an earth child. I love nature and its beauty, I'm alittle obsessed with beauty...probraly because I can see it in just about everything, I blame that on my artistic eye ^_^ I am currently dating the most wonderful guy in the world, Matthew Reed♥ I love him sooo much and miss him everyday...he is no doubt my true soulmate and I can't wait to be together forever with him. I love you and miss you so much Matt<333... anyway Check out the facts below if you want to know more about the one and only me.
xxxJaimexxx
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I've sang in many different choirs over a 5 year span.
I grew up in Hawaii
I also lived in Orange County, CA as well as a few other states, I've been all over the U.S and canada and Mexico as well.
My main dream is to visit Europe one day, I've always wanted to go to Paris, France and I plan to as soon as I can!!!!!
Mortuary science interests me and I'd love to study it one day.
I've won 4 scholarships at the Honolulu Academy of arts 4 years in a row.
I am an art instruction schools graduate.
I played waterpolo in highschool.
I was a lifegaurd in California.
I currently have 14 tattoos.
I've had a total of 6 different body peircings, all are out now except for my ears.
I moved back to California to pursue my dreams and go to beauty school^_^
I admit it... I am to boy crazy for my own good! when I see a guy I think is hot I tend to get googly eyed and drool alittle ^_^
One of my many dreams is to do plus size modeling.
I did have a small picture of myself in a july/august issue of FIGURE MAGAZINE back in 2005. Figure is an amazing magazine featuring plus size models.
I am a juggalette. Down with the clown till Im dead in the ground. MMWCL.
I am a huge Flirt even when I don't mean to be, I flirt with everyone...its in my nature ^_^ I'm just lovey dovey on people like that.
Opera music does rock my sox.
I suffer from an illness called panic disorder ( AKA:P.D) that causes me to have these scary episodes where it feels like im dying. It's pretty scary... I take medication for it daily.
I also have a disease called PCOS. Dont feel like going into detail on this one so look it up if your curious on what it is.
I have a crazy obsession with Davey Havok♥ from AFI. I am madly in love with the man and WILL marry him one day! He wont be able to get enough of this :p
I have a girl crush on Sheri Moon Zombie♥
One day me and my gang of GNK's will take over the world! >:)
GNK=gangsta ninja killa
I am and always will be a child at heart.
I love cartoons!
I wish on falling stars.
I believe in God. I'm not afraid to admit it!
I love animals with a passion!
I tend to find beauty in the most desolate places or things. It's my artistic eye ;)
Deep down I am a pretty insecure girl...however I do my best to hide that side of me. I learn to love myself alittle more each day.
BETTER THEN YOU.
This is him, my love....my everything. The guy that completes me and makes me feel so good, my true soulmate, the one that tells me he loves me 10000x a day and I never get tired of hearing it...my strength, my rock. The person I know I'm destined to spend eternity with. He keeps me strong and believes in me and makes me feel like I can do anything. I cant wait for eternity to begin. My love for him is deeper then the ocean and higher then the heavens.
I ♥ you Matthew
Hes a serial killa ^^
MINE!...RAWR.
Here is a quote from Matthew, word by word, something he said about me ^^ : "The most amazing person I have ever met, perfection, an angel walking the earth. A dream I wish to never be awakened from"....
~Matt R. Awwww. I love you baby
For your Info....
About 99.9% of the things people assume about me are WRONG.
NO, I DO NOT WORSHIP THE DEVIL! If you've actually read the other sections of my page you should already know where I stand as far as religion goes. I only put this here because more then half of the people I meet assume im into the whole 'satanic' thing....I've read about it once out of curiosity but it is not my cup of tea.
People also may wonder, "well why do you have such dark, creepy graphics on your page and in your pictures and listen to that kind of music if your a christian?". The answer to that is:
BECAUSE I CAN.
But if you need a real explanation, I find a tremendous amount of beauty in even the most dark, grotesque things. Its's all art to me, Simple as that. And as far as my music, if I like the way it sounds then I WILL listen to it.
Then I always get the whole "why do you always wear so much black?" questions. Lets see:
1. Black is the most flattering color to me.
2. Black matches with everything.
3. If its against everything you stand for, then I like it even MORE. Sorry,but my rebelious side is FIERCE.
4. I'm only wearing it until they come out with something darker..
I don't know how many times I've been told that I am doomed to go to hell because I have tattoos and wear all black. This pisses me off to no end! and heres where I stand:
I believe we are judged NOT by whats on our bodies or our outward appearance but by whats in our HEARTS.I know I have a good heart and that I am a good person and I know that God knows it so honestly I don't give a shit what you think.
I'M HONESTLY NOT A BITCH, I've just been harrassed so much for these kinds of things that I finally feel the need to openly express what I think, since everyone else feels the need to do the same..
I don't drink or do drugs. seriously. I'm not going to lie and say I never did any of those things, they did nothing but cause me problems in the long run and I will NEVER go down that road again! I may have a very small mixed drink if I go out but I take medication daily I can't mix with alcohol so I do try to avoid it all together. I prefer sober living honestly, I plan to keep it that way.. I mean where does getting shit faced constantly and doing drugs get you in life? the answer: NO WHERE!.
As you can see from my pictures, I am not a small girl. I am plus size, curvacious and damn proud. I was once really insecure about it and I do still have my moments here and there but in the long run I know I have to love myself the way I am. I cannot stand guys who look at girls like me with disgust just because we arn't the perfect size 3 or something. DON'T BE SO FUCKING SHALLOW! Beauty comes in all shapes and sizes! And its always whats inside that counts in the end because outward beauty doesn't last forever!!!! ^_^
