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Brian St. Joseph

Till Death Do I Part

About Me

Hi, I'm a Hopeless Mess. Depressed, Addicted to being addicted. Miserable. Suicidal, Massicistic, fucked in the head. At this point i don't Care any more. My blood flows with red wine and i love to let it pore out my veins with the dull kitchen knifes i used to chop my onions. None of you want to be my friend, you just want anonther number on your "buddy" list. So go ahead add me, don't even talk to me because i know you don't care. Send me your bull shit bAnds, not that some of them aren't rad, its just that after getting 10 a day i just don't care. OH and since FOX bought out Myspace {yeah this is TRUE!!!} they are using our info to fucking to sell us our own fucking shitty identity. so what ever. Sincerely, Brian St. JosephMake a Donation to My Life. With just a dollar or more you can help give me a good day, and even help me get some food so that I can write. If you send me a donation I will personally write you a poem, that’s my guarantee. So help a starving poet out and send me one of your generous donations today.Le Garçon Gentil tendreJe suis un Ninja!!! Beau, aimer, le poète dingue mais intelligent et artistique avec le bourbon écossais dans un et un stylo et un papier dans l'autre. anyways... I like poetry and being miserably alone, so if your name is death come take me away, i've been waiting!Le Tout Oeil Voyant, Mon Troisième Oeil.MY AIM is: eternalcreator21

My Interests

I enjoy geting hurt, strange people, smart people, people who are infact not people, glass, Finger painting, writing my interests in interests profiles, paper.I Like to think out side the BOX!!!!I love Art, here's some of my art:I love Animals, veganism,Ninjas are the coolest!I like to think... i Like Taking TRIPS...I LOVE TO DANCE!!!pictures, hiting bullets with a hammer, I really Enjoy taking "Fun Walks"I like things that blink.

I'd like to meet:

i want some one who has not claimed to have forked my mother. some one who likes to read poetry. Artist, Rich People with Flying hydro power cars, no monsters... well only if they are clean. crazy people or people who can talk to God. animal lovers {no Bestiality freaks Please!} Jesus or Syd Barrett. R.I.P. Mike I'll always miss you. You Brought Joy into my life and You were always there for me, but We'll meet again, in the big garage above. Chloe Sevigny, YOU ROCK!!! Lacey Chabert is my future wife, I love her.ONE MAN I WOULD LOVE TO MEET, I WISH HE WERE MY FATHER, CHRISTOPHER WALKEN!!!I really want to meet Kori Gardner and Jason Hammel, the duo behind Mates of State. They Rock!!!I also really Love Steve Buscemi! He Rocks!!!Macaulay Culkin, Gotta Love the Mac!James St. James...Above all Else I Would Love to Meet Hunter S. Thompson, that'd be fun.

Music:

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Brought to you by YouThink.com quizzes and personality tests. -- -- -- -- -- -- END YOUTHINK.COM QUIZ RESULTS --Radiohead!!!,the Faint,Muse,Dashboard Confessional,the Strokes, DJ Shadow, Counting Crows,NIN,Tool,Bright Eyes with Conor OberstMirah,bassment jaxx, Mates of State,BjorkBelle n SebastainFiona Apple,Beatles,Cursive, Coheed and Cambria, Fugazi,Mars VoltaMarilyn Manson, Mozart, Boy Sets Fire, Dillinger Escape Plan, Blonde Redhead, Eels, Blondie,Elliott Smith, CAKE,BECK,Cardigans, Cat Power, David Bowie,Del The Funky, Peaches, Pedro the Lion, Lagwagon, Godspeed, the Doors, Pink Floyd,Silverchair, Guns and Roses,Modest Mouse, Janes Addiction, Black Heart Procession, The Violent Femmes, the Cure,Air, Queen, Jonny Cash,Anniversary, Juliana Theory, Dosh, From Autumn to Ashes, Our Lady Peace, Rilo Kiley, Ani DiFranco,Ladytron, Lamb, Bikini Kill,Le Tigre, Lovage, Guns N' Roses, Massive Attack, Mozart, Nick Drake, Nirvana,Pinback,Pixies, bob marley, BLUR, Further Seems Forever, Portishead,Postal Service, Finch, Sigur Ros, Neutral Milk Hotel, Nico, My Bloody Valentine, Smashing Pumpkins, Zawn, Xiu Xiu,Sonic Youth,Taking Back Sunday, Thingy, The Who,Three Mile Pilot, Roadside Monument, Noise Ratchet, Jimmy Hendrix, TOOL, Tupac,Hot Hot Heat, As I lay Dying, Zao, Yeah Yeah Yeahs, At The Drive In, Death Cab for Cutie,and the list goes on and on and on...

Movies:

Fear and Loathing,Macaulay Culkin in Party MonsterHedwig and the Angry Inch, Jacobs Latter, i love Amelie!Mean Girls {my guilty pleasure}The Big Lebowski,Fight Club,Better Luck Tomorrow, Milla Jovovich in the Fifth Element (I love her in this movie)The Ring,Aladdin, the Straight Story, Legends of the Fall, The Boondock Saints, Brazil, Dazed and ConfusedWhat’s Eating Gilbert GrapeTrainspotting,the Princes BrideEdward Scissorhands, Breakfast Club, Beetlejuice, Heathers, Mallrats, Wizard of Oz, Alice in WonderLand,Resevior Dogs,Pulp Fiction, the Nightmare Before Christmas,Girl Interrupted,Basketball DiariesTrue Romance, The Doors,The Wall {Pink Floyd}, Full Metal JacketA clock work orangeI LOVE ANY MOVIE Christopher Walken HAS BEEN IN, MOSTLY BECAUSE I LOVE Christopher Walken!!!Boggie NightsWonderland{Val Kilmer is sooo awesome!}and the Doors

Television:

Simpsons, Adult Swim, Invader Zim,South Park, ER, Friends {because I have none}, Bob Ross, Discovery Channel, Connon O'BrianSaved By the Bell, the Spanish News,

Books:

any thing by Chuck Palahniuk, fruits, William Blake, Harold and the purple crayon the Poet and the Poem, R L Stine, MC Escher, Iron and Silk, One Flew Over the Cuckoos nest, my own autobiography, Heaven and Earth, Jim Carrol, Go Ask Alice, Jays Journal, and many more... any suggestions?

Heroes:

Thom Yorke, the most beautiful voice I've ever heard.Trent Reznor, the genius behind NINChristopher Walken. Any man who can be Funny, Scary, Smart, Sexy, Tough, and loveable is worth recognizing!Jim Morrison, Jim is my hero because of his curiosity with death.Salvador Dali,The greatest painters to walk this earth.Syd Barrett, the original singer for Pink Floyd.The man who thought WAY Out side the box, and taught us all to see the world in a different view. Changing the minds of millions, Timothy Leary

My Blog

TIME

Time by Joseph BC     Time Tic Toc Staring at The clock Nine Fifty eight Oh how I The everlasting Wait   Infinite eternity Forever Never Make it through  This infinite era...
Posted by Brian St. Joseph on Sat, 26 Aug 2006 01:14:00 PST

A Digression from Poetic Vituperation to the Perverse Transgression of Sexual Obsessions

The Intro: An Invective Poetic Perspective on the Unchastely Rapacity to Pursuing Pleasures with a Rigorous Release of Subdued Measures into Treasures of Taboo for the Cardinal Callous of  Obsess...
Posted by Brian St. Joseph on Mon, 03 Jul 2006 04:55:00 PST

Fuck another Febuary the 14th

Lonely Valintines day number 21...........................My love is like& A letterI will write till you get betterMy love is like poetry in motionThat I will pour into all my devotionAnd I hope it ma...
Posted by Brian St. Joseph on Tue, 14 Feb 2006 02:01:00 PST

Beckoning Beauty Swollen

This is an old poem i wrote that i recently revised. Its about a girl from the past. basiclly more sad boring crap. "Beckoning Beauty Swollen" Your hand spins the handles To tamper with my em...
Posted by Brian St. Joseph on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

some simple sonnets

I wrote this while writing another poem, it was better off alone. Her Duty to Beauty I see her in the distance Looking lost and lonely Eating away her existence Looking pale and boney ...
Posted by Brian St. Joseph on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

FUCK VALINTINES DAY!!!

I just got off work, and before i went in i wrote a 17 page poem about "love" what it is what is does what it makes people do. The bad sides and some good stuff too but mostly sick shit cause i was li...
Posted by Brian St. Joseph on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

My Secret Poem

In this poem there is a hidden message, Like a secret code or something, see if you can find it, find my secret message The Message Secret, Unknown Beauties, Lost Inside a Monopolized Evoluti...
Posted by Brian St. Joseph on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

American Dreamers

American Dreamers Born in America Raised on TV Living in the suburbs Brought up to be me Born in America Raised on MTV Taught by the Government Following with the society Bored in Ameri...
Posted by Brian St. Joseph on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST