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Never bright(but not quite flourescent) Adolescent

Hypnotherapist! Ask..... =)

About Me

FULLY QUALIFIED AND INSURED HYPNOTHERAPIST. MEMBER of the BRITISH ASSOCIATION of HYPNOTHERAPISTS More info@ www.myspace.com/hypnosis7
Hey guysIm doing a sponsored solo skydive from 10,000FT in aid of Breakthrough Breast cancer and would be really greatful for your support!Please visit..http://www.easysponsorship.com/sponsor/neverb4midnite /breastThanks =) xx
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When I come to the club, step aside.
Part the seas, don’t be havin' me in the line.
V.I.P. ‘cause you know I gotta shine.
I’m N-N-Never, and me love you long time
(oh shit)

'Be yourself, everbody else is already taken' Oscar Wilde
First off Skins is fuckng awesome! From the story line to the acting, to the fact the actors are hot shit and the marketing was pretty effin clever! Not to mention they stick clever talktofrank.com and 'wear a condom u twat' messages in the commercial breaks when its on and drawing in everyone under 30 (and loads of people over)in the country Check out the 'Us' and 'unseen skins' on the official website (not the Skins Myspace)If u dont love it ill eat my.......
Exclusive unedited trailer....Treat urself! lol!
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I PREFER THE TERM "FUCK PUPPET"
OFTEN
immitated NEVERduplicated!
Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond all measure.
It is our light not our darkness that most frightens us.
Your playing small does not serve the world, there is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won’t feel insecure around you.
We were all meant to shine as children do. Its not just in some of us its in everyone.
If we let out own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same.
As we are liberated from our own fear our presence automatically liberates others.
From our deepest fear by Marianne Williamson
Life is messy; that's how we're made. So, you can waste your lives drawing lines or you can live your life crossing them
Id rather be hated for who I am, than loved for who im not!

In True Myspace Stylee .. but true all the same
I DONT GIVE A FUCK WHAT YOU THINK!!!
IF YOU DONT LYK IT.. MOVE ALONG THE BUS!
INORDER(2b)IRREPLACEABLE(1mustbe)DIFFERENT!
SOMEofyouGUYSandALLofyouGIRLSwillLOVEme!
SOMEpeopleWANTmeSOMEpeopleWANT2BEme
Thats the way the WORLD WORKS =)
But if you dont TELL me ill prolly never REALISE..
Missed oppurtunities..Be it friendship or whatever make me sad! I fucking love PEOPLE.
Different Styles, opinions, and ways of life EXCITE me!
So what am I doing with my life?.. Um..
On a quick break from travelling ..I did most of Australia, Hawaii and Hollywood over the last year, had some fucking amazng experiences and met some people who are so increadible it was worth the trip just to meet them!On the 1Oth Feb O7 i'm heading to London with some of the kids.. The intention? Road Trip, get majorly
pissed on the way, and audition for Big Brother. Followed of course by a night on the tiles of an appropriately fun electro or alternative club [courtesy of Davey].Before you think cuuuuuuuuuunt .. The point of the trip tbh is to get super drunk and have shits n giggles! Sure if I make it onto BB i'll prolly go ahead with it.. But not because I have an overwhelming desire for recognition at all costs, but just because I think it would be fucking hellova fun experience!Either way im promoting an alternative night at NG1 in Nottingham on 1st March, then my best friend in the world [Mr Jenkins] and I are hitting Hollywood until maybe May.
Over summer if BB auditions went down like a 3 course meal at an anorexic convention i'm hoping to shoot an indie film ive been working on in London. I wont bore you with details here but if your interested in a role in it, or just interested in general ASK! I dont bite often.. Altho when i do it hurts alot! ^--^Then In Sept Im bak off to see the cool kids I met first time around in Oz and will hopefully get to see Thailand, Cambodia,Vietnam etc hopefully with Jack.. A super clever kid met in Darwin who arranges Rainforest Doof raves and has been to a few of those places before :] So yeh..If your in any of those places hit me up! Ive already met so many amazing people, and that on its own makes the trip worth while!
When I eventually settle I want to start a company that runs specialist childrens homes for kids who need very specific support.. For example kids who having been homless have found themselves forced or groomed into prostitution. The company will work across agencies and will have a charity wing and this will ensure comprehensive family therapy support and leaving care plan when the Young Person is at an appropriate point to leave care.. Not when social services funding dries up. Again a big project so if you're interested in specifics ask!
a true friend really listens, instead of just waiting for a gap to talk again!
What else?..
Skeletons out of the closet..
Sure there are a few funny stories! Ask! lol
Um did a Skydive with Joe for Children In Need Free fall from 1O,OOOFt... Was fucking awesome! Really want to do my instructors course..but dunno when yet. Maybe in Cali
Did my advanced PADI Skuba divin course on the Great Barrier Reef and a ship wreck called the Ongala 3OM under the sea off the coast of Townsville! Swam with Dolphins Turtles Manta Rays Gropers Shovel Nosed Rays Reef Sharks Sea Snakes.. If you havent done it..Do it! :D
I guess I shudda grown up by now? But I dont want to so there *=p
Im Bi because boys and girls are fun.. But boys are more fun! *nods* Dont get into relationships unless your very very special!.. No point otherwise is there? Once found n lost a diamond and learned a lot in the process. Lifes one big lesson n it's up to you how quickly you learn, and how hard the lessons have to be! My plan's to experience as many things as possible n have as much fun as possible along the way! .. Any Ideas? *;op
I work to live.. Not the other way around. But I do jobs that are fun/rewarding cause otherwise its just like wasting time to make money! Spent sum time training Birds of Prey, Joined the Army for three years including 6months in Kosovo during the troubles (pic below SAS stylee *=p ..........Im doin a Jimmy Eat World in 'the middle' *fuck im funny*)and a while in London doin stuff like the Queen Mum's funeral
Then spent 3 years as a Residential Social worker ending up at a Secure Childrens home for Young Offenders and Kids who put themselves at risk! Pritty hard work but worth it for the one time that you help someone to turn things around, or seeing a big smile when you help someone to realise that they are worth something!
Superficially.. Well my mum thinks im pretty*=).. Its a matter of opinion I guess!
Relationships and sex? Yes please!.. I mean er.. life's about experiences. Sex is fun so if 2 (or more ;) people wanna juz mess around cool. But snuggling up with sum1 u love n the things that go with it is the most amazing feeling in the world so once u experience that u realise its hard 2 find but worth it, n dont settle for anything less!
Im a lucky boy to have an amazing set of friends who are a fucking storm to be around. Like seriously these guys are WAY cooler than all u bitches! The type of people that you gain a lot just from being around, and who are always there for you if you need them. So I don't need to tie myself down until sum1 comes along thats liek omfg right. The search is fun tho!*;-)
Orthadox religon is pooey rubbishness. You can have your opinion but sorry thats mine! Dont even start me on the Pope! lol I consider myself to be spiritual, I belong to a Coven, work with guides, read Tarot, and I'm working on developing my mediumship and healing.
Live Music is My sex and apart from friends and family festivals were what I missed over the summer travelling =S
Anyfin else u wanna kno? Ask cunts! hehe
[email protected] MSN my ass if u liek!!Ooh if u want EXTREME brownie points add the most bestest band on Myspace! www.myspace.com/pwg .. Juz click their logo in my music n it'll take u right there! Also Legendary is www.myspace.com/adamcha1 U can find links to his fucking increadilby written acoustic stuff AND his band LAMOU on his page!
If u make me cool things for my profile i'll heart u forever and ever! (Especially if theyre in black and pink! =p)
Australia.. New Years Eve 2006!
Toni.. One of my Brisbane biatches =p!
We have pretty eyes because we're better than most!!
I LIKE... My Friends are my world!
Music is my life!
Shnuggles
Smiles
Nice Eyes
Being snuggled up in bed hearing the rain against the window
The Cold Side of The Pillow
Haribo
Meeting new people with new ways of looking at things
Travelling
Skydiving
Skuba diving [especially reef and wrecks]
[wanna try] Base Jumping with my man Tad [McRad]
Wakeboarding
Trying to Surf
Sunshine
Snow
Pretty boys
Pretty Girls
Sex
Sky/Skuba Diving
Champagne n Strawberries
Prawns
Lobster
Jonathan Taylor Thomas
River Pheonix
McFly..Nice guys, hot bassist, not so cool music hehe
www.myspace.com/pwg (They are my sex)
I HATE.. People who only talk when they feel like it/want something
People who dont have 'mobile' phones with them
Lies
Thieves
People who abuse others because they can
People who say they are something but dont act like it (aka fakers)
Feeling lonely
No Hugs
No sex
Being told what to do! hehe
Not being free to do what I want/when I want
Feeling helpless
Seeing people taken advantage of
Seeing people suffer
That Caspa! is ignoring me!
That Matt pretends I dont exist
I WILL NOT add you if your request doesnt come with a message
DO NOT send messages saying 'Thanks for the Add' Or 'Hey Whatsup' because it shows a lack of imagination/substance and no reply 4 u!
..TR> Bi/Slightly Gay
You scored -12 (-52 being completely gay, 0 being bisexual, and 52 being completely straight)
For the most part, you are bisexual. You have a slight preference for the same gender, but either gender would suit you. If you are sexually inexperienced, it is possible that this will change after you do some experimenting.
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..TR> My test tracked 1 variable How you compared to other people your age and gender: ..TR> ..TR> ..TABLE> You scored higher than 14% on Orientation ..TABLE> ..TABLE>
Link: The Sexuality Spectrum Test written by tall_man_54 on Ok Cupid , home of the 32-Type Dating Test
My Kangaroos heaps cooler than yours! (U thought Jacks was cute..Check out this lil furry muff ball)
Travelling the World!
I went skuba Diving on the Great Barrier Reef Yesterday and found
Mother Fucking
NEMO!!!
IDEAL BUT WITHDRAWN..ALONE...HE STANDS WITHOUT REASON...EVERY EMOTION GONE BEFORE...NOW HE IS STILL...NUMB...EMPTYNESS FILLS HIS BEING...LACERATING HIS CHEST IT SPREADS...KILLING...CREATING A VOID...A CANCER...FORCING ITS WILL UPON HIM...HEART...SOUL...MIND...BODY. ..DESPAIRING...UNABLE TO FIGHT THE EMPTYNESS WITHIN...A DULL ACHE REPLACES THE SOUL...VEILING THE SURROUNDING WORLD...HIS BODY SHAKES...ONLY THE SALTY TASTE OF TEARS TO REMIND HIM OF HIS HUMANITY...AS DOWN HIS FACE THEY ROLL...LIKE RAIN DROPS CLINGING TO HIS CHIN...WITH THEM THE REMINDER OF A PART NOW MISSING...THE REMAINING EMPTYNESS UNBEARABLE...DEMANDING QUENCHING...YET SEEMINGLY INSATIABLE...LOST...HE BEGINS TO WANDER...A DIVERSE WORLD...MUCH TO EXPERIENCE...MUCH TO OFFER...YET SURROUNDED BY PEOPLE HE IS LOST DEEP WITHIN THE CROWD...NEVER HAS HE FELT SO ALONE...LOVED...LOVING...ALONE...REJECTED. ACCEPTED...WITHOUT FOCUS. WITHOUT REASON...DRIVEN...FULFILLED. YET DEEPLY UNFULFILLED...ALONE. HE STANDS WITHOUT REASON.
I Believe in a thing called....

Me and my bird! My uniform was hot shit!! =p
I Believe in a thing called....
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My Interests



I'd like to meet:

This kid (again)We're gonna hang out heaps before I leave Hollywood fo sure... We chilled drinking wine in the hills and sleeping in the car next to some amazing view and im pretty sure it was one of my best nights since I got to Hollywood!..
Yup thats his eye colour..ACTUAL!!

These guys rock my world! ... Hopefully I get to meet them on my travels!...
Jai and Luke cuz they are the sex and the sweetest couple in the whole wide world and I heart them lotts and lotts!

Dontae lives with Luke and Jai and is way cooler than u and ur friends put togeather *=p

Caspa! Is my most faveoritist prettiest Aussie boy.. Im goin all the way to Melbourne so that we can watch Harry Potter, but he's ignoring me at the moment which makes me very sad! *=(

More dolphins!! hehe They are the best creature in the whole wide world! I swam with these ones in Bunbury, n im gonna meet more in New Zealand=)

Music:

These guys are actually rad lads if u ever get to meet them.. I dont have a crush on [anyone apart from] Dougie! That would be childish!

Story of the Year

Hadouken! Uffie, The fall of troy, death cab for cutie, test icicles, klaxons, Queens of the Stone Age, Gregory and the Hawk, HED PE, Lemon Demon, Bodyrox, Hollywood Undead, HIM, INME, Umberallas, AFI, Atreyu, Smashing Pumpkins, Taking Back Sunday, From first to last, Hanson, Jimmy Eat World, 30seconds2mars, Alkaline3, Red Jetson, Rage Against The Machine, SOAD, Tenacious D, Full Metal Leech, Zen, Robolint, UnderOath, Mars Volta, Muse, Franz Ferdinand, A Perfect Circle, JJ72, Radiohead, Goldfinger, Drowning Pool, Feeder, System, Taking back sunday, My Chemical Romance, Brand New, Sugar Cult, New Order, Massive Attack, Adult, Everclear, The Used, Straylight Run, The Scene Aesthetic, Trivium, Adam Andrews, you get the idea *:=)

Emo Kid

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Underground Heroes - Live On Lily Allen and Friends
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2SErV-2IXak

Movies:

Cruel Intentions,Stand By Me, Dangerous Lives of Altar Boys, Long time dead,Mysterious Skin,Solo,Hard Candy,Brick,Running with Scissors,Short Bus,The Queen,Spirited Away, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, Requiem for a Dream, The Freedom Writers..}..>

Television:

Hardly ever get time to watch it but Little Britain, Scrubs, Skins, Shameless. Sorry to all those kids I know hate him but Russel Brand tickles my funny spot.Family Guy

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Books:

Um... Tobys Lie by Daniel Villmure,The Night Listener (Armistead Maupin) River Pheonix's Biography {cant remember who by}, Reaching for the Children {Rita Rogers}, Angels & Demons/The DaVinci Code(both Dan Brown), A Time to Kill (John Grisham),A Perfect Match/ The Pact (Jodi Picoult)Running With Scissors/Magical Thinking Augusten Burroughs

Heroes:

Great Quotes
Far From Finished
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The true genius shudders at incompleteness - and usually prefers silence to saying something which is not everything it should be.
-Edgar Allen Poe
It is true that the poet does not directly address his neighbors; but he does address a great congress of persons who dwell at the back of his mind, a congress of all those who have taught him and whom he has admired; they constitute his ideal audience and his better self.
-Richard Wilbur
For all sad words of tongue and pen, the saddest are those 'It might have been.'
-John Greenleaf Whittier
Have you learned the lessons only of those who admired you, and were tender with you, and stood aside for you? Have you not learned great lessons from those who braced themselves against you, and disputed passage with you?
-Walt Whitman
I no doubt deserved my enemies, but I don't believe I deserved my friends.
-Walt Whitman
If you done it, it ain't bragging.
-Walt Whitman
Oh while I live, to be the ruler of life, not a slave, to meet life as a powerful conqueror, and nothing exterior to me will ever take command of me.
-Walt Whitman
Re-examine all that you have been told... dismiss that which insults your soul.
-Walt Whitman
To have great poets, there must be great audiences.
-Walt Whitman
Viewed freely, the English language is the accretion and growth of every dialect, race, and range of time, and is both the free and compacted composition of all.
-Walt Whitman
Wisdom is not finally tested in the schools, Wisdom cannot be pass'd from one having it to another not having it, Wisdom is of the soul, is not susceptible of proof, is its own proof.
-Walt Whitman
American poetry is always about defining oneself individually,claiming one's right to be different and often to break taboos.
-Diane Wakoski
As I've said over and over again - believe me, I don't tell you anything I don't want you to know.
-Diane Wakoski
I do not read newspapers. I do not watch television. I am not interested in current events, although I will occasionally discuss them if other people want to discuss them.
-Diane Wakoski
I think that's what poetry does. It allows people to come together and identify with a common thing that is outside of themselves, but which they identify with from the interior.
-Diane Wakoski
Often and often must he have thought, that, to be or not to be forever, was a question, which must be settled; as it is the foundation, and the only foundation upon which we feel that there can rest one thought, one feeling, or one purpose worthy of a human soul.
-Jones Very
The poets of the present day who would raise the epic song cry out, like Archimedes of old, "give us a place to stand on and we will move the world." This is, as we conceive, the true difficulty.
-Jones Very
River Pheonix a bright light that burned out way too quickly!
I would have loved to kick it with this kid!
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Ezekiel 25:17: The path of the righteous man is beset on all sides by the inequities of the selfish and the tyranny of evil men. Blessed is he who, in the name of charity and good will, shepherds the weak through the Valley of Darkness; for he is truly his brother's keeper, and the finder of lost children. And, I will strike down upon thee with great vengeance and furious anger those who attempt to poison and destroy my brothers! And, you will know my name is The Lord when I lay my vengeance upon thee!
My sis is fucking rad! I love her to bits!
Hit her up! www.myspace.com/Midniteminx..
My straight husband and prolly one of my best friends in the world.. This boy is the shit!..
This kid is a legend ... im pretty sure Hes one of the coolest kids I kno!.. Fuck with him and u fuck with me!..
Oh and he also likes girls so bring on the gf applications lol
Atheyo... What can I say? He's an amazing kid who has the most amazing light about him that you could pick him out of 1000 people with your eyes closed! He's one of thos increadible people you rarely meet... and when you do, not only do you know it but you feel like a lucky kid indeed
So when I get home ima marry David...No really!
This kid is a fucking Hero! .. Gaz, Me, Alcomahol, Oct... Fuck yeah!

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Important...Moobs...

Hey kids!Im doing a sponsored solo skydive from 10,000FT in aid of Breakthrough Breast cancer and would be really greatful for your support!Please visit..http://www.easysponsorship.com/sponsor/neverb4...
Posted by Never bright(but not quite flourescent) Adolescent on Mon, 06 Oct 2008 06:50:00 PST

Discuss?

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Posted by Never bright(but not quite flourescent) Adolescent on Mon, 11 Jun 2007 06:22:00 PST

Gay Bomb hahahahahhha

http://www.filecabi.net/video/the-gay-bomb.html
Posted by Never bright(but not quite flourescent) Adolescent on Mon, 11 Jun 2007 06:10:00 PST

Track me via sattellite

Type my moblie number in at http://www.sat-gps-locate.com/ and it will track me via sattelite!Have fun kids!Gav:p oxoxo ...
Posted by Never bright(but not quite flourescent) Adolescent on Mon, 09 Apr 2007 03:01:00 PST

Can u believe

I did this once and lost it? OkfuneralBright colors only regarding clothes(Hadouken style preferably haha)invite by myspace bulletin, email to address book and text to phone book (passwords in diary) ...
Posted by Never bright(but not quite flourescent) Adolescent on Sun, 18 Mar 2007 07:34:00 PST

WARNING!

I dont know whats going on kids, but im on  a break from travellin the world and it seems theres not a town or village ive visited where someone I know hasnt got intouch and said they themselves ...
Posted by Never bright(but not quite flourescent) Adolescent on Fri, 16 Mar 2007 08:58:00 PST

Id Like to Meet..

A boy who is what he claims to be [ but is so much more ]. A boy about whom I can be proud to say 'I'm with him'. A boy who *heart*s my mum. A boy who my mum *heart*s. A boy who can walk ar...
Posted by Never bright(but not quite flourescent) Adolescent on Thu, 15 Feb 2007 07:33:00 PST

Life is shit

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll bre...
Posted by Never bright(but not quite flourescent) Adolescent on Thu, 15 Feb 2007 07:07:00 PST

An old Man

How easy is it to get so absorbed in what we're doing we dont stop to think and take interest in the people close to us, let alone the people around us. Yet  other people have so much to teach us...
Posted by Never bright(but not quite flourescent) Adolescent on Sun, 21 Jan 2007 09:41:00 PST

Dont be GAY!

I got this from someone else's blog......12 reasons why gay people should not be allowed to get married1. Homosexuality is not natural, much like eyeglasses, polyester, and birth control. 2. Heterosex...
Posted by Never bright(but not quite flourescent) Adolescent on Tue, 19 Dec 2006 01:50:00 PST