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phaedria

To see a world in a grain of sand, and a heaven in a wildflower... hold infinity in the palm of your

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Love Compatibility of Aquarius with Libra:In Libra, you meet someone who is tasteful, creative anddedicated to the pursuit of beauty. For you, this is agood place to start. Your Libra has good intentions, andtreats others - including you - with decency andunderstanding. You are both more concerned with mentalthan physical attraction and your relationship isstimulated by language and words. You're radicalapproach to honesty may be a problem for peace-lovingLibra, though. If you can learn to be honest withoutbeing brutal, you can have a long and happy relationshipwith a like-minded Libra.Video Hosting at Photobucket">

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Go to ImageShack® to Create your own Slideshow .. What Does Your Name Mean? .. people around me tend to get a sense of de ja vu. i remind everyone of someone, which drives me nuts. i try to be my own person, but at best im just an echo of what you have already heard. somedays i can fly, i can change the world for the better. other days, reality is too heavy of a burden, and i hide in my fantasies. i love mistical, magical things, and i believe in the power of love. i cry for others pain, for i feel it as my own. im also a bitch, i want what i want, and am quick to anger. but i wont stay angry for long. perhaps its because of my bad memory, but i will always forgive. i love people, but they drive me insane. i love everyone because if you take a moment to try and understand someone's motives, you cant help but love them, because you understand them. i love being by myself, but only if its because i choose to be alone. i am crazy, but i am learning to live with it, and even to enjoy it sometimes. my moods change with the wind, and my thoughts are with the clouds. i love letting my mind wander free, it takes me to incredible places i could never have gone to on my own.
Aquarius
January 21- February 19

Best matches include Libra, Gemini, Sagittarius and Aries
One of the most friendliest people you will find, The Aquarius sign is the one you can count on to stand by your side and comfort you when you are feeling blue. Congrats you're one! You are a good listener, and care deeply for your friends. To people you are not close to however, you can be somewhat detached. Others can also count on you to be loyal and trust worthy. Very seldom if ever, will you give into temptations that would betray a loved one. You are true blue and loyal. You are one of the first to sign up to serve your country, and will give your life defending her. You can be counted on to come up with original ideas. You make a good designer and inventor as well as a musician. You excel in the arts as well as the technical trades.
Negative traits- Intractable, contrary,perverse, unpredictable, unemotional and detached.
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Music:

Fiona Apple :: Across The Universeahhhhhay=1"> .. .. .. .. ..i love all music. (well mostly all, i dont like country=}) i dont think i could survive without it. i dont think humanity could survive without it! i listen to different kinds depending on my mood and my friends that i am hanging out with. i love hearing new music, but i also love listening to songs that i know so well, i cant help but to sing along.

Movies:

Mirror Mask - Close to Her What the bleep do we know, eternal sunshine of the spotless mind, four brothers, dogma, bongwater, bottlerocket (owen wilson rocks!), i heart huckabees, garden state, Donny Darko, The secret, Off the Map, Willow, Canibal the musical, A Beatiful Mind, 12 Monkeys, Fight Club, American Beauty, Any thing with Edward Norton, Anything with Jonny Depp, Farenheit 9/11, The Corportation, Big Lebowski, Orgasmo, Aviator, Gangs of New York, ... and way more. there are too many to listThe Landlord

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Television:

i think that television is evil. i personally dont have tv at my house, but when i go to a friends house i am addicted to whatever is on screen. i think that some one out there is trying to brain wash us and tv is the easiest solution. its also harmful to younger kids brains because it reduces the amount of time they can concentrate on anything. this is because the comercials interrupt the show every five minutes and thus interupting the concentration of the child. then they just dope the kid to the gills on ritalin and call it good

Books:

any book by orson scott card (especially Ender's Game), the da vinci code, oryx and crake, the story of b, J.D, Robb Books, The Lord Of the Rings Trilogy, The hobbit, the power of one, The princess bride, the last unicorn, the rift war saga, where's waldo,(an easy read hehehe) The Bourne Identity (the book was amazing...the movie...good, but wtf? it has nothing to do with the book) The Hitchhikers Guide to the The galaxy (all of them but the last..."mostly harmless"...just didnt do it for me), the golden compass and its sequels, drawing blood, and Lost Souls (Poppy Z Brite), Harry Potter...... I love fantasy, historical fiction, a little bit-o-science ficion. i like reading literature books from school, my Anthopology book, Physchology book, (from School) Any thing to do with Mythology, or religion, i will read anything i pick up, and most of those books move and change me in some way in my life.
You Are a Dreaming Soul
Your vivid emotions and imagination takes you away from this world
So much so that you tend to live in your head most of the time
You have great dreams and ambitions that could be the envy of all...
But for you, following through with your dreams is a bit difficult
You are charming, endearing, and people tend to love you.
Forgiving and tolerant, you see the world through rose colored glasses.
Underneath it all, you have a ton of passion that you hide from others.
Always hopeful, you tend to expect positive outcomes in your life.
Souls you are most compatible with: Newborn Soul, Prophet Soul, and Traveler Soul What Kind of Soul Are You?

Heroes:

drugs are bad mmmk!!!div style="width:300px;_height:250px; min-height:250px; background-color:rgb(216,233,237); text-align:center;"> Which Endless are you?
Dream, the third of The Endless, you are in charge of the Dreaming, all imagination and creativity, everyone knows your beautiful realm, but none truly understand it. You are dark and brooding, creative, and spend a lot of time by yourself, just thinking. You are almost as serious as Destiny, but not quite. Everyone is enchanted by you, but you keep them all at a distance, even when you shouldn't.
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"The silver Swan, who living had no Note, when Death approached, unlocked her silent throat. Leaning her breast upon the reedy shore, thus sang her first and last, and sang no more: "Farewell, all joys! O Death, come close mine eyes! "More Geese than Swans now live, more Fools than Wise." ------------------------------------------------------- a beautiful poem, and legend from long ago...i didnt write it. my greatest hero of all time...and he is effing mine! And i am forever his!!!!!He is the most wonderful man in the entire universe and he is an old soul, deep and profound...new ideas and old... he has so many brilliant and interesting thoughts and inspirational words...i love him with all of my heart, my mind, every ounce of my soul, every drop of my being...he holds my heart, while setting my spirit free...he is Perfection! I cannot think of anything in the entire world i want more!I want to be with him for eternity and beyond...and of course for the rest of my life!!! my wonderful, lucky, loving, intimate, incredible life with Mike. oh yeah...did i mention he is the most beautiful person i have ever seen. Both inside and out he is flawless to me...he is the most gorgeous man...and he makes me feel so desirable...so beautiful...so peaceful, so wanted...all it takes is one look into his magnificent eyes and i feel like i have reached nirvana. the most beautiful place i can ever feel/experience.he becomes more attractive to me, more desirable, each day, each minute, each second! each moment where time play tricks on people. he is the most wonderful being to look at, and to talk to, and to think about, and to day dream and dream about. it hurts in such a delightful way, like a fairy kissing you...it doesnt really hurt...its just electrifying and enchanting and mesmerizing. kissing him is so incredibly filled with ecstacy, so filled with love that i know deep in my heart, deep within my being that it is so real, so alive!!!!though our bodies may pass on...our love never will! our love is never ending!!!!Mikey Simmons....i want you, i need you, i want to learn from you, and to maybe teach you....i want to walk down the path of life with you, until we are both flying, no longer walking on two feet! no longer weighted down by doubts. Rachel is one of the greatest people to look up to. she is wise beyond her years, and very smart and charming. she is a very good conversationalist, and is beautiful on the inside and very much so on the out side!! I Olev erh!!!!

My Blog

my soul is broken

why is it when i so want to be a good person, i fail?  time and time again i lash out and hurt others, when all i have ever wanted was to be liked...to have a friend.  i fail at pretty much ...
Posted by phaedria on Wed, 19 Dec 2007 10:26:00 PST

Do you look away, and pretend all is good?

"Gentlemen of the city, what surprises you? That there is suffering here, or that i know it?" -Annie Dillard: "The Deer at Providencia"; a chapter from her book Teaching a Stone to Talk(1982) We as pe...
Posted by phaedria on Mon, 02 Apr 2007 09:08:00 PST

what i want said at my wedding...before we say our vows

You were born together, and together you shall be for evermore. You shall be together when the white wings of death scatter your days. Aye, you shall be together even in the silent memory of God. But ...
Posted by phaedria on Mon, 15 Jan 2007 04:27:00 PST

WORDS OF WISDOM by the Daila Lama

"As human beings we all want to be happy and free from misery we have learned that the key to happiness is inner peace. The greatest obstacles to inner peace are disturbing emotions such as anger and ...
Posted by phaedria on Sun, 14 Jan 2007 01:27:00 PST

i dont want to live in a world without melody

this is my favorite bad religion song...and it fits my views on music!   "I don't want to livein a world without melodysometimes the rhythmic dinof society is too much for mebut purpose is priori...
Posted by phaedria on Fri, 12 Jan 2007 05:11:00 PST

Jabberwocky

'Twas brillig, and the slithy toves Did gyre and gimble in the wabe; All mimsy were the borogoves, And the mome raths outgrabe. 'Beware the Jabberwock, my son! The jaws that bite, the claws that...
Posted by phaedria on Tue, 26 Dec 2006 12:34:00 PST

merry solstice!!!(or not, whichever your preference)

i am sharring a bulliton that was sent to me by the band Bad Religion, which happens to be one of my favorite bands(and no i don't hate religion)in fact, i am extremely spiritual.  i used to be a...
Posted by phaedria on Sat, 23 Dec 2006 07:31:00 PST

Annabel Lee, by edgar Allan Poe

I didnt write this next one...but its one of my favorites of all time..."Annabell Lee" By Edgar Allen Poe. It was many and many a year ago in a kingdom by the sea, that a maiden there lived whom you m...
Posted by phaedria on Fri, 22 Dec 2006 11:45:00 PST

wow...i actually found some of my happy poetry

ok, so these were from when i was 15-16, and for school...so maybe that is why they are not depressing!   From a paragraph from "Lost Souls" by Poppy Z. Brite i took certain words out of the para...
Posted by phaedria on Fri, 22 Dec 2006 11:41:00 PST

"The mind is a powerful device in the endless field of imagination."

"The mind is a powerful device in the endless field of imagination."   a quote from Pugsly from his opinions on books.   i love to read...give me anything, and i will read it. my imagination...
Posted by phaedria on Thu, 21 Dec 2006 12:40:00 PST