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millie

I am here for Serious Relationships, Friends and Networking

About Me

ME: Intense, yet - "oh-so sweet." [haha]
Amazonian valkyrie bitch with
a mind open to new experiences, places & faces.
Live local music keeps me sane,
the ocean reminds me that Oz COULD be over the rainbow,
snow takes me back to my childhood, &
conceptual conversations are as mandatory as morning coffee. Conceptual conversations over some coffee-people coffee? BONUS!
A sense of humor is my favorite thing about others, and I love it
when people are adept at approaching things from different angles -
[if you have no experience with this, you may not understand me].
I work in the mental health field,
I daily thank the powers that be for my level of independence,
silly = fun to me,
if flying were cheaper I would not be typing this right now,
and if you have a closed mind, don't even bother trying to know me.
Oh yeah - since hindsight is 20/20,
and some people just don't get it unless it's spelled out,
I apparently need to add that if you're looking for a quick fuck, move along- 'cuz
1.that ain't my thing, AND
2.my boyfriend says he will kick your ass [you know those military types] - lol.
If you think you'd like to know me, at least read my profile before trying to initiate major contact.
If you're some preppy guy that thinks I look like a 'safe rocker chick you could experiment with' - die now. If you need instructions on death, lemme know, as I know of some bands' lyrics that could train you, or if you can't handle the lyrics, give me your contact info and see boyfriend comment above.
Seriously, I don't have time for your bullshit.
I'm a strong, educated, independent woman that could probably beat some ass if I was into fighting... with this strength comes many levels of complex analysis and emotion, so if you're too pussy to hear about how someone really feels, move along and bother someone else that will accept your half-assed hookup attempts.
I'm here to meet and maintain contact with REAL people, period.
~ let's be honest... I have a little of each ~
~ Lakshmi and Kali - the split version of my next personal tatt ~
I am extremely aware that many of my views seem to conflict with one another, but if you listen closely, you may be able to see the thread that ties them all together.
For example:
I am a military girlfriend who HATES war.
I love my country but I am seriously concerned about the decisions our government has been putting into effect.
I know and believe that God is my sovereign, but I've been arguing with him/her since I was 5. Sometimes it's hard to remember the fact that I'm not s'posed to understand everything.
I am seriously attracted to all things intense - at least in a conceptual way, but I'm extremely aware that intensity creates situations that are difficult to balance. I love intensity, but I also crave the peace of doing nothing, thinking nothing, just being. There is no way I could appreciate one without the other.
I am a fixer - I try to prevent and help and fix - but I'm way better at doing for others than I am for myself.
COMPASSION IS MY GREATEST STRENGTH AND MY BIGGEST WEAKNESS..
I have a love/hate relationship with adrenaline - as a multitasking 'fixer' I couldn't survive without it, but I crash hard after the spurt.
I love to feel all dressed and made up but I hate the process of getting ready.
Oh! And I love to eat chocolate but I smell like vanilla... go figure
I edited my profile with Thomas Myspace Editor V4.4 (www.strikefile.com/myspace)

My Interests

Music, movies, books, intuition, compassion, people that know how to COMMUNICATE, kilts, piercings, tatts, the concept of spoa.

VOTE, BITCH!!

I'd like to meet:

Sharon Osbourne, Maynard, Henry Rollins, Billy Idol, Ozzy, etc., etc...

By the way, I have a feeling that Toot could be my alter ego...
I haven't seen her yet, but DON'T PUSH ME... lol

Toot Braunstein

Who are you from Drawn Together
brought to you by Quizilla

Nenny, me, Britt: in more ways than one could possibly imagine...

and again...

and again!

Music:

I don't even know where to start -
Blind Melon, Hayden, Finger Eleven, Tool, Pantera, A Perfect Circle, [Pigmy Love circus was a kickass show], Slipknot, Inflikt, Burning in Water, Sleeping Nations, Fuel, Head of Lies, Rishloo, Life of Agony, Mudvayne, 36-Crazyfists, Soil, Live, Tori Amos, Henry Rollins[damn he's hot], Radiohead, Violent Femmes, Sarah McLachlan, Biggie Smalls, TuPac, Lost Boys, Skid Row, Lady of Rage, Cinderella, G-n-R, Five Foot Thick, Step-Down, Threscher, Deflower, Mindcell, Rose Moyer, Harm Family, NW Royale, Plain Jayne, Kapuda, Gudgen, Debris, Takeover, Opticollide, Evanescence [deal with it!], Johnny Cash, Kenny Rogers, Willie Nelson, some old-school WASP, some rap [yeah, I said it], some old pop [I said that too], and on and on...
mostly harder rock with a metal edge - basically anything that moves me -
or that which commands respect...

GO HERE:
http://www.portlandmusicians.com/crave/2005/09/interview_rol lins.shtml

YUMMY...

Movies:

V for Vendetta, Dune, Nightmare Before Christmas, The Butterfly Effect, Nightbreed, Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas, Hero, True Romance, Pulp Fiction, Reservoir Dogs, The Notebook, Anchorman, Napoleon Dynamite, Dodgeball, Team America, The Saint, Better Off Dead, Matrix, The Lost Boys, American Beauty, Waiting for Guffman, Lord of the Rings, Transformers, The Incredibles, the Incredible Shrinking Woman, 28 Days Later, Finding Nemo, Kill Bill(s), Fight Club, X-Men, Stigmata, The Order, Silence of the Lambs, Red Shoe Diaries, Shawshank Redemption, Vanilla Sky, Road Trip, Gattaca, Braveheart, The Last of the Mohicans, American History X, Death to Smoochy, What Dreams May Come, 12 Monkeys, Requiem for a Dream, Spawn, Blade, Shrek, Emperor's New Groove, Strange Days, Legend, Natural Born Killers, 12 Angry Men, Ever After, Sleeping Beauty, What About Bob, Minority Report, Saw, Bad Boys, Cold Mountain, XXX, Steel Magnolias [yeah, I said it], Harry Potter(s), The Breakfast Club, The Fifth Element, Donnie Darko, Crouching Tiger Hidden Dragon, Two Moon Junction["it's a great first date movie" - haha T!], Poltergeist, Star Wars, Resident Evil, House of 1000 Corpses, The Grudge, The Ring, Pump Up the Volume, Underworld, A Very Long Engagement, and thank-you to the bitch-slap I just received for forgetting - Breakin' and Breakin' 2 'Electric Boogaloo'
I soooooo woulda' married Chris...

Television:

Heroes, HGTV, Boston Legal, Family Guy, Drawn Together, That 70's Show, some CSI, Roseanne, Ab Fab...
Damn, I miss the Fraggles...

Books:

Anthem, Dune, Memnoch the Devil, The Red Tent, Harry Potter, The Chronicles of Narnia, The DaVinci Code, Divine Secrets of the YaYa Sisterhood [deal with it], Cabal, Eye Scream, The Hobbit, Anita Blake-Vampire Hunter Series, Merry Gentry Series, Phedre's trilogy, Kresley Cole books, some Anne Rice, some Alice Borchardt, Mitch Albom, and on and on...

Heroes:

My gramas, She-Ra, Sharon Osbourne, Eleanor Roosevelt, Mary Magdelene, Christ, Leonard Peltier, Ghandi, Joan of Arc, Abraham Lincoln, Hiro, and Henry Rollins... oh yeah, Kitana and Sindel from MK3 brought to life would be the top of my list, and Phedre just kicks major ass.
on second thought, once Castlevania has a female lead character, she shall trump ALL...
And I can't forget my peeps:
[if you're not here yet, don't yell at me, check back later!]
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: millie
Birthday: womb exit was a month early
Birthplace: nodak [yeah, i said it - what??!!]
Current Location: portland
Eye Color: blue
Hair Color: blonde
Height: 5'13"
Right Handed or Left Handed: right
Your Heritage: viking bitch, although some mutt [hello? ever hear of rape and pillage?!]
The Shoes You Wore Today: were comfortable
Your Weakness: fear
Your Fears: my weaknesses
Your Perfect Pizza: cowboy from papa murphy's replace olives with shrooms
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: get my loose ends tied up
Your Most Overused Phrase..'http://www.kwiz.biz/simplesurveys/paid-surveys.php' GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

My Blog

now... where did i put myself?

I HAVE to find my fucking self - damn!  Where did I put all that fucking creativity I used to feel pouring out of me?  I'm turning into a domestic, and while that's perfectly comfortable mos...
Posted by millie on Thu, 01 Feb 2007 06:53:00 PST

I was conceived in a VW van w/ a peace sign on top

BUT!!  I'm also a realist in the most basic sense of the word.  Do NOT try to gripe me out because I believe in peace.  I am aware of how we've gotten to have bouts of peace in the past...
Posted by millie on Sun, 19 Nov 2006 03:27:00 PST

A kilt can change the world...

Once upon a time, in a kitchen just off of Belmont, Dezsea convinced me to join the illustrious OKCupid, an internet dating site.  The tests were fun, I could browse guys in and out of my area, e...
Posted by millie on Mon, 06 Mar 2006 04:38:00 PST

a mil by any other name...

So, I was pondering the fact that I have sooooo many nicknames, and how each person usually clings to one or a couple when addressing me. Then I pondered [multiple ponderance must be directly related...
Posted by millie on Fri, 26 Aug 2005 01:53:00 PST

I HAVE A VAGINA

I HAVE A VAGINA Yup, its true. If that scares you, then you should definitely read this. I have never known life without one. In this time I have had to deal with every stereotype ever thought up...
Posted by millie on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

got meth??

Meth sucks. PERIOD. I've never even touched the stuff and it's fucking killing me. Not physically, but emotionally and mentally and FUCK!! How the hell can one pretty little man-made substance c...
Posted by millie on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

election aftermath

Sorry all you "conserves" out there, but I hafta' say that G.W. needs to just fuck off and die already! I'm still trying to figure out what f'n rocks all these republican votes crawled out from... obv...
Posted by millie on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST