I am Sean, aka Texxx Hardcore, Drummer of Relevent. I’ve been through hell and back. Been in 13 car accidents… 2 of which I was driving (and they were very minor fender benders), and 4 serious accidents. When I was 17 I pretty much had to “re-learn†how to walk and play drums. For the longest time, my family nicknamed me, “Car Magnet.†Yea, my family’s got a dark sense of humor.
I’ve also, been married, lost a child, and divorced. I’ve had it pretty rough for the past 7 months. Got my heart ripped out, lost my roof 3 times, drowned in alcohol, kicked to the curb and climbed through the tons of shit the world throws at you just so I can see the sunrise one more day.
I tunnel through that shit and never look back because of my family and friends. True... one man can accomplish a lot in his little existence on this planet, but that same man with the support of his loved ones can conquer galaxies.
I continue on because, every Christmas, I take toys over to Children’s Hospital in Denver, Colorado and bring joy to the kids who need it. And if for just one moment, just one minute… make those kids feel like they're on top of the world. Let them forget about their problems (Which in some cases are severe), and see themselves smiling and having fun. I’ve also saved 3 people from bleeding to death in major car accidents I’ve witnessed, stopped someone from shooting themselves in the head by disarming them, resuscitated a retard who slipped and hit his head near a pool, pulled a man and his kid from a car fire and put the flames out. And saved people from certain death by beatings and my own body’s expense.
I don’t need awards praise or plaques… these are the things that keep me going. I am no hero or godly being. I just seem to be in the right place at the wrong time. I crank my metal or jam with my boys of Relevent and continue about my life. I’ve made mistakes, but I listen to my elders, family and friends and learn and apply to better myself and the people around me.
SO… TO ALL YOU EMO PIECES OF SHIT!!! Shut the fuck up and kill your useless selves already. Besides… who wants to see ANY man, no matter the age, shrink wrap his #2 tiny pencil in his sister’s tightest pair of blue jeans anyways.
