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Miss Demeanor -a.k.a.- Vanessa Mayhem

Tomorrow's beauty comes from today's willingness to face yesterday's pain.

About Me

I am a total thrill seeker. I get off on sarcasm. I rarely hold grudges for too long. I dont like confrontations. I rather be the innocent bystander. I am a hopless romantic. But Im also a realist. I consider myself a loyal friend. I love taking road trips, traveling and taking pictures. I love to sing out loud and obnoxiously. I've been known for randomly calling my friends at odd times and ask silly questions like names of movies or songs, or leaving random messages on your answering machine... I dont believe in first impressions. I never considered myself attractive. I am in love with photography. I dont consider myself a model, but I love being in front of the camera. I love crooked teeth and large brains... I rarely reply emails because I'm lazy, there's really no other excuse. I hate having to work but I love my job. And no I dont get naked. I collect vinyl records, movies, music, shoes, clothes and rarely ever throw anything out. I'm perfectly happy having a messy house, backed up laundry and dirty dishes. I believe in karma, and reincarnation. "What goes around.."Ive been known for being way to honest, so if you dont want to know the truth- dont ask. I cant stand people who cant think on their own. And people who whine about everything and cant let shit go. And the idiots who blame others for their own faults. I get a little wild when I drink. I do things on impulse. I contradict myself. I hate lies. I never remenber dates or names. I am the queen of procrastination. I like to keep people on their toes. I make fun of idiots who hit on me. I am quick to trust. But you'll regret letting me down. I can play the conniving cunt pretty well. Im normally the one trying to mediate disputes. I believe people with common sense do exist... Somewhere out there... And I value my pets more than most people.Want to see more? ~My photobucket. And check out Cabaret Vampyra every thursday night.

My Interests

For quality tattoo's: Check out Beck @ bruce bart.And for disturbing entertainment: Check out Dro's webcasts.Make me happy :p

I'd like to meet:

Lets start by people who I rather avoid... Like anyone who's spine is as flexible as this roach. And who wont use me a stepping stool and acts like the world revolves around them. Or make me feel like shit when im only trying to help. And the ones who try to buy my friendship. People with a twisted sense of humor, who share my love for music, dancing and making fun of themselves. Someone who is not too prideful or hard headed to take some advice. Creative souls, artists, and photographers. People who can hold a conversation and know how to spell. People who dont try to fuck with your mind. Someone who will keep me amused... (but you can save all the pointless one-liner emails... Give some substance damn it! The more detailed the better!) And if you're promoting millions of profiles and constantly posting obnoxious bulletins, dont bother adding me. I will delete you- I dont care about your friends, so go annoy somebody else.

Music:

(in no particular order) The cure, sonic youth, portishead, the smiths, depeche mode, crass, blut engel, christian death, tori amos, pj harvey, liz phair, theater of tragedy, lamme immortelle, velvet acid christ, the doors, pink floyd, blondie, babes in toyland, the misfits, L7, 7 year bitch, tristesse de la lune, janes addiction, violent femmes, siouxsie and the banshees, trick daddy, ministry, skinny puppy, thrill kill kult, reverend horton heat, red hot chilly peppers, blind melon, nirvana, this mortal coil, delerium, beborn beton, operation ivy, al is well, the shroud, regenerator, android lust, gary numan, cake, the cranberries, electric hellfire club, big electric cat, clan of xymox, berlin, hocico, nin, the ramones, outcast, dead milkman, diary of dreams, diaorama , alphaville, deep red, throwing muses, fiona apple, diva destruction, pulp, dadvantage, miriam, suicide commando, nancy sinatra, edith piaf, primus, imperative reaction, meat beat manifesto, pulcher femina, switchblade symphony, the azoic, yendri, the last dance, lacuna coil, smashing pumpkins, cypress hill, the cranes, cocteau twins, laetherstrip, the beasty boys, the yeasty girls, aiboforcen, die form, decoded feedback, project pitchfork, new order, razed in black, janis joplin, kate bush, type o negative, led zeppellin, fleetwood mac, aphex twin, tricky, bauhaus, david bowie, radiohead, bjork, london after midnight, bikini kill, sisters of mercy, the pretenders, dead kennedys, annie lennox, the b-52's madonna, the clash, garbage, god module, la floa maldita, lycia, rasputina, front 242, assemblage23, lacrimosa,etc..

Movies:

american history x, donnie darko, requiem for a dream, pi, girl interrupted, the rules of attraction, blow, edward scissorhands, kill bill, memento, clockwork orange, mallrats, clerks, chasing amy, naked lunch, beetlejuice, strange days, fear and loathing in las vegas, the butterfly effect, dark city, desperate living, the hunger, blue velvet, city of lost children, foxfire, better off dead, hackers, sid and nancy, pulp fiction, buffalo 66, drugstore cowboy, slc punks, plan 9 from outer space, dracula, deconstructing harry, everything you ever wanted to know about sex, alice in wonderland, willy wonka and the chocolate factory, gia, kids, laberinth, the dark crystal, nightmare before christmas, hedvig and the angry inch, parents, the fifth element, the seventh sign, zoolander, reality bites, scarface, the omen, the exorcist, 2001: A Space Odyssey, fight club, snatch, tank girl, night of the living dead, legend, the princess bride, dogma, the wizard of oz, cheech and chong, hellraiser, freddy got fingered, white oleander, 12 monkeys, singles, as good as it gets, silence of the lambs, original sin, natural born killers, highlander, ferris bullers day off, trainspotting, whipped, interview with a vampire, heavenly creatures, welcome to the dollhouse, rocky horror picture show, eternal sunshine of the spotless mind, death becomes her, big fish, gattaca, finding nemo, being john malkovich, reefer madness, dirty love, dirty shame.

Television:

Im currently hooked on The girls next door.

Books:

Wtahs taht? I dnot eevn konw how to slepl.

Heroes:

Paris Hilton.

My Blog

Not work safe... (this includes ppl. w/ weak stomachs)

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Posted by Miss Demeanor -a.k.a.- Vanessa Mayhem on Tue, 15 May 2007 02:05:00 PST

DV8 - Updated Info!

DARC KARNIVAL presents DV8 FETISH PLAY PARTY Immerse yourself in Our Fully Equipt Cyber Erotic Fetish PlaygroundIncredible Sound, Lighting & Video Screens 18+welcome2 Floors,...
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Fetish party this friday 2/23

Fetish party today at my job! vcstrippers.com Come get yr spank on!...
Posted by Miss Demeanor -a.k.a.- Vanessa Mayhem on Fri, 23 Feb 2007 10:03:00 PST

When one door closes....

I wont have internet access for a bit. Moving to delray... Good bye miami!
Posted by Miss Demeanor -a.k.a.- Vanessa Mayhem on Fri, 26 Jan 2007 01:55:00 PST

New hair!

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Posted by Miss Demeanor -a.k.a.- Vanessa Mayhem on Wed, 25 Oct 2006 10:18:00 PST

Cabaret Vampyra- Grand opening tonight!

PLEASE REPOST FOR US......IN THIS ISSUE:1.THIS THURSDAY OCTOBER 5 IN FORT LAUDERDALE..GRAND OPENING OF SOUTH FLORIDA'S ONLY PRIVATE VAMPYRE FETISH CLUB...CABARET VAMPYRA 2.FRIDAY OCTOBER 6,2006BLACK S...
Posted by Miss Demeanor -a.k.a.- Vanessa Mayhem on Thu, 05 Oct 2006 07:54:00 PST

newtimes article about cabaret vampyra

Cabaret Vampyra in New Times... http://www.newtimesbpb.com/search/events.php?eventSearch=1&a mp;date=2006-09-21 Category: Parties and Nightlife Stake Your PlaceBy Deirdra FuncheonFOTO BY CARTER What, ...
Posted by Miss Demeanor -a.k.a.- Vanessa Mayhem on Fri, 22 Sep 2006 12:35:00 PST

Seeking dancers..

Cabaret Vampyra L.L.C.Looking for unique individuals within the South Florida scene for ambitious high-concept performance art. The concept revolves around Vampyres in the BDSM scene flaunting their i...
Posted by Miss Demeanor -a.k.a.- Vanessa Mayhem on Thu, 07 Sep 2006 06:35:00 PST

For those of you who understand were true beauty comes from.

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Posted by Miss Demeanor -a.k.a.- Vanessa Mayhem on Mon, 08 May 2006 03:12:00 PST

My new girlfriend....

Finally got some pics to show you guys...I have been dreaming about my girl for years now. The whole idea behind it was originated by these paintings by Aubrey BeardslyThis is prior to starting, smoki...
Posted by Miss Demeanor -a.k.a.- Vanessa Mayhem on Mon, 10 Apr 2006 01:26:00 PST