Tricia

My son is my life. Things don't usually turn out like you expect. i thought by the time i was 30 that i would be happily wed with a bunch of children. but life threw a curvball and i am single and hav one child. i love my son he is the world to me. i have no regrets. because if i did then that would mean i regreted my son and with out him, what reason to live is there. there have been ups and downs in my life. the highest high was to first time i held my son in my arms. he was 22hrs old. never in my life had i been more scared when they told me that i had to have a c-section. and then when i woke up and they told me that some of the fluid got in to his lungs and that he was on antibiotics. all i wanted to do was go to him. they wouldn't let me because they were afraid that i would rip my stitches. so my mom , the most wonderful woman in the world, walked all over the hospital for a "large person" wheelchair. then when she finall got one, they said they were going to be bringing my son to my room in about 30 min.becoming a mother is what defined my life. i really had not much purpos until i had my son. MySpace Layouts Falling Objects Secret Notes Pimp Top Friends MySpace Codes