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Malý Váleèník ☆

I have no faith in human perfectability. ~ Edgar Allen Poe

About Me




•I'm just a girl who craves art in all its forms
•I have a healthy fascination with all things associated with creativity, darkness, beauty and glam
•Writing, Reading, and Music are my forms of oxygen
•Beauty feeds me
•I'm strong minded and self-assured and cannot be pushed around
•I say more than I should. I don't say enough
•I was born wild, this terrible compulsion to behave normally is the result of being brought up by an asian mother
•I refuse to drown in society. I am not limited by a set of rules
•I often sip from the well of knowledge...it leaves me drunk on propoganda
•You can talk to me about anything. Consider me unshockable
•I'm here for my own amusement.
•Do not think of knocking out another person's brains because he differs in opinion from you. It would be as rational to knock yourself on the head because you differ from yourself ten years ago...
4 The Individualist (aka "The Romantic")
Romantics have sensitive feelings and are warm and perceptive.
How to Get Along with Me
Give me plenty of compliments. They mean a lot to me. Be a supportive friend or partner. Help me to learn to love and value myself.
Respect me for my special gifts of intuition and vision. Though I don't always want to be cheered up when I'm feeling melancholy, I sometimes like to have someone lighten me up a little.
Don't tell me I'm too sensitive or that I'm overreacting!
What I Like About Being a FOUR
my ability to find meaning in life and to experience feeling at a deep level
my ability to establish warm connections with people
admiring what is noble, truthful, and beautiful in life
my creativity, intuition, and sense of humor
being unique and being seen as unique by others
having aesthetic sensibilities
being able to easily pick up the feelings of people around me
What's Hard About Being a FOUR
experiencing dark moods of emptiness and despair
feelings of self-hatred and shame; believing I don't deserve to be loved
feeling guilty when I disappoint people
feeling hurt or attacked when someone misundertands me
expecting too much from myself and life
fearing being abandoned
obsessing over resentments
longing for what I don't have
FOURS as Children Often
have active imaginations: play creatively alone or organize playmates in original games
are very sensitive
feel that they don't fit in
believe they are missing something that other people have attach themselves to idealized teachers, heroes, artists, etc.
become antiauthoritarian or rebellious when criticized or not understood
feel lonely or abandoned (perhaps as a result of a death or their parents' divorce)
FOURS as Parents
help their children become who they really are support their children's creativity and originality are good at helping their children get in touch with their feelings
are sometimes overly critical or overly protective are usually very good with children if not too self-absorbed
My life is guided by the concept of Existentialism.
I choose the meaning and purpose of my life.
“Man is condemned to be free; because once thrown into the world, he is responsible for everything he does.” “It is up to you to give [life] a meaning.” --Jean-Paul Sartre
“It is man's natural sickness to believe that he possesses the Truth.” --Blaise Pascal


Existentialism


95%

Utilitarianism


75%

Justice (Fairness)


70%

Hedonism


60%

Kantianism


40%

Apathy


30%

Nihilism


20%

Strong Egoism


15%

Divine Command


5%
I Have a Melancholic Temperament
•Introspective and reflective, I think about everything and anything.
•I am a soft-hearted daydreamer. I long for my ideal life.
•I love silence and solitude. Everyday life is usually too chaotic for me.
•Given enough time alone, it's easy for me to find inner peace.
•I tend to be spiritual, having found my own meaning of life.
•Wise and patient, I can help people through difficult times.
•At my worst, I brood and sulk. My negative thoughts can trap me.
•I am reserved and withdrawn. This makes it hard for me to connect to others.
•I tend to over think small things, making decisions difficult.
"I feel like death warmed over..." ~ Christopher Moore
R.I.P BRANDON LEE 2/1/65-3/31/93

My Interests


*traveling *reading *animals *vampires *werewolves *zombies *fairies *photography *Holocaust Museum *learning french *learning about Buddhism *discovering new bands *reading *writing *walking *sleeping *operas *ballets *musicals *museums *art galleries *the art of burlesque *learning about different cultures *ice skating *glass blowing *fire dancers *play fighting *thai food *classic cars *cup cakes

"It is a treadmill, squirrel-trap culture -- drugged and frenzied with the hasheesh of industrial servitude and material luxury. It is wholly a material body-culture..." - H.P. LOVECRAFT



“The pain of the mind is worse than the pain of the body” - Publilius Syrus

FROM THE SECRETARY... E. Edward Grey: It's your behavior. Lee: What about my behavior? E. Edward Grey: It's very bad.

"Find out what you're afraid of and go live there." -C.P.

"Realists do not fear the results of their study." Fyodor Dostoyevsky

I'd like to meet:



I would like to meet weirdos and oddballs. Diamonds in the rough. Those that can appreciate my sense of humor. People that can hold an intelligent conversation. Those that can see beyond that which is superficial. People that have the courage to overcome adversity and to challenge the norm. Those with open minds. People that are laid back. Those that are fun to be around. People who don't take themselves too seriously. People who think and feel, people who laugh and cry, people who sneeze and people who hiccup, people in love, people who are poor, people who struggle, people who imagine, people who have quirks, and people who love art and animals.

I'd also love to meet: Creative people, Designers, Artists, Poets, Musicians, and Writers. Inspired people who spend their time making things, leaving their own unique mark on the world. Sincere people. Smart people. Witty people. People who mean what they say. People with drive, intelligence, and common sense. People who enjoy the same things I do. People with a refined sense of aesthetics that seek out beauty and enrichment. People who read. People who have thoughts that run deeper than which bar to hit tonight. People with a fertile imagination. People who love life, live life, and do not waste it on nonsense. I believe it is better to regret doing something than to regret never doing it. People who live each day to the fullest because you can never relive the past! People who know what it feels like to laugh till it hurts. People who have experienced the true depth of pain... to know if you can sit with pain, mine...others... your own. People who can see beauty even if it's not pretty every day. Lastly, people who are not afraid to live life without a safety net and will risk looking a like a fool for love, for your dreams, for the adventure of being alive...

"WE CAN LIVE WITHOUT RELIGION AND MEDITATION, BUT WE CANNOT SURVIVE WITHOUT HUMAN AFFECTION." ~ HIS HOLINESS THE DALAI LAMA TENZIN GYATSO

David D. of Disturbed

Gerard Butler - He makes me laugh! lol

Gaspard Ulliel (My Edward)

Music:



Movies:

-Juno -Basketball Diaries -Prozac Nation -Being John Malkovich -Donnie Darko -Punch Drunk Love -Freeway -2 Days -The Secretary -Love Comes to the Executioner -Day of the Beast -Gia -The Girl Next Door -Sid and Nancy -American Beauty -American History X -Interview with a Vampire -The Crow -Heathers -Pep Squad -But I'm A Cheerleader -May -Phantom of the Opera -Ravenous -Human Stain -The Village -Lady in The Water -Sleepers -Amadeus -Natural Born Killers -The Wood -Boogie Nights -The Company of Wolves -Motorcycle Diaries -American Werewolf in London and Paris -Clockwork Orange -Requiem for A Dream -Foxfire -Devil's Advocate -Closer -From Hell -Fight Club -Boys Don't Cry -What Dreams May Come -Goya's Ghosts -Brotherhood Of The Wolf -The Squid and the Whale -Unbreakable

French Foreign Films -Angela-A -Paris Je T'aime -Amelie -Un Long Dimanche de Fiancailles -A la folie... pas du tout -Molière

Television:



is the menace that everyone loves to hate but can't seem to live without. - P.C.

Books:


:I put my entire soul, my entire heart, my entire religion, my entire hatred into that horrible book . . . : Charles Baudelaire
First of all, I am a bibliophile: 1. a lover of books 2. a collector of books
I'm a bit overwhelmed in this department because I am constantly reading a few books at the same time (at all times). However, these are constantly in rotation:
FICTION BY CHUCK PALAHNIUCK: -Invisible Monsters -Choke
BY CHRISTOPHER MOORE: -Bloodsucking Fiends -The Stupidest Angel: A Heartwarming Tale of Christmas Terror
PARANORMAL ROMANCE BY STEPHENIE MEYERS: -Twilight -New Moon -Eclipse
BY KATIE MACALISTER: -Fire Me Up -Light My Fire -Holy Smokes -Sex and the Single Vampire -Sex, Lies, and Vampires
PLAYS BY TENNESSEE WILLIAMS: -Streetcar Named Desire -Cat on a Hot Tin Roof -The Glass Menagerie
BY JEAN GENET: -Balcony
LITERATURE BY RALPH WALDO EMERSON: -Essential Writings of Ralph Waldo Emerson
BY JACK KEROUAC: -On the Road
BY EDGAR ALLAN POE: -Complete Tales and Poems of Edgar Allan Poe
BY FYODOR MIKHAYLOVICH DOSTOYEVSKY: -Notes from Underground
POETRY BY CHARLES PIERRE BAUDELAIRE: -Les Fleurs du mal
*Currently Reading* BY MILAN KUNDERA: -Identity
The Unbearable Lightness of Being
BY BRAD LISTI:
-Attention. Deficit. Disorder.

Heroes:

♥IAN♥
♥DAD
♥BAILEY
♥CYRUS
♥WOLFIE
♥IAN
♥MY LITTLE PITTIE GIRL *ANGEL*
♥MY LITTLE CHUCKIE CHEESE
♥MY LITTLE PUNCHIE (BOWL)
♥MY LITTLE KAYLI
♥MY LITTLE SADIE
♥MY LITTLE SPARKLE
♥MY LITTLE DACHIE
♥MY LITTLE TAWNIE
♥MY LITTLE FLOPPY
♥MY LITTLE JOJO
♥MY LITTLE CHIPI MONK
♥MY LITTLE JONAH
♥MY LITTLE BELLE
♥MY LITTLE BLONDIE PUP
♥MY LITTLE VAMPIE PUP
♥MY LITTLE CHI HUA PUP
♥MY LITTLE MINI PITTIE
♥MY LITTLE COW PIE PITT
♥MY LITTLE BELLE
♥MY LITTLE YAHOO
♥MY LITTLE BLACK/WHITE PITTIE
♥MY LITTLE BUNCH O' KITTIES
♥MY LITTLE HEIDI CLAWS PAWS
♥MY LITTLE PETUNIA
♥MY LITTLE EMMA
♥MY LITTLE BEAGLE SNOOP
♥MY LITTLE PITTE BLACK
♥MY LITTLE POMMIE POM
♥MY LITTLE CHARLOTTE
♥MY LITTLE BLACKIE CHIHUAHUA
♥MY LITTLE CODY
♥MY LITTLE MARLEY
♥MY LITTLE BABY ANGEL
♥MY LITTLE THIBBEAUX
♥MY LITTLE PRINCESS SARAH
♥MY LITTLE DACHIES
♥MY LITTLE AGGRESSIVE BOB
♥MY LITTLE SCANDI PITT
♥MY LITTLE SUGAR PIE
♥MY LITTLE ROXANNE
♥MY LITTLE BLACKIE BEAR
♥MY LITTLE CHICO POO
.."Do not believe in what you have heard; do not believe in traditions because they have been handed down for many generations; do not believe anything because it is rumored and spoken of my many; do not believe merely because the written statement of some old sage is produced; do not believe in conjectures; do not believe merely in the authority of your teachers and elders. After observation and analysis, when it agrees with reason and is conducive to the good and benefit of one and all, then accept it and live up to it."
-- Buddha --
Deirdre Franklin - Pin-Ups for Pit Bulls
Together -- they absorb each other's lives As One -- they will live and they will die-Death

My Blog

eIane

  On June 20, 2008 on the way to getting David's tattoo done I saw a tiny orange kitty barely making it up the curb (he ran and almost got hit across a busy street) looking completely frail an...
Posted by Malý Váleèník  on Sat, 26 Jul 2008 08:21:00 PST

Seattlemites

Ch-ch-ch-Changes Current mood: excited Let me see...
Posted by Malý Váleèník  on Fri, 05 Oct 2007 02:43:00 PST

TOTALLED, Thanks Bitch!

Some bitch hit us and now my car is totalled. She ran a red light and hit us so hard we spun around 3 times before we stopped. I think I have to get a new used car but right now we are both carless be...
Posted by Malý Váleèník  on Sun, 09 Sep 2007 04:03:00 PST

FETISH BALL VIRGINS!

DAVID I WERE FETISH BALL VIGINS UNTIL LAST NIGHT. IT WAS SURREAL! IT WASN'T AS HARDCORE AS EVERYONE THINKS IT IS AND THE PEOPLE WERE LAID BACK AND REALLY FRIENDLY. IT TOOK US AWHILE TO FIND OUR COSTUM...
Posted by Malý Váleèník  on Mon, 26 Mar 2007 04:27:00 PST

love this!

awwwwwww ...
Posted by Malý Váleèník  on Sat, 03 Feb 2007 09:23:00 PST

vegas new years mayheim

So this is how new years in vegas on the strip went down: 8 arrests near us that were all tied down in front of the cop cars A slutty hoe that stupidly flashed guys is probably on the internet or...
Posted by Malý Váleèník  on Tue, 02 Jan 2007 10:32:00 PST

TURNING JAPANESE~NEW BABY

DAVID AND I JUST WENT TO CIRCUIT CITY TO GET OUR NEW CAR CD PLAYERS, YES I KNOW A LITTLE BEHIND THE TIMES :p ANYWAY WE HAD 2 HOURS TO KILL SO WE WALKED AROUND THE DIFFERENT SURROUNDING STOR...
Posted by Malý Váleèník  on Mon, 04 Sep 2006 06:57:00 PST

RAT BASTARDS!!!

300 pitt bulls were seized from a property in houston. They were bought from different states throughout the U.S. to be raised as fighting dogs. The owner was shot, good I say. Combined they are estim...
Posted by Malý Váleèník  on Fri, 18 Aug 2006 09:25:00 PST

AMIR OR

Enjoy The Silence   The Poetry of Amir Or A GLASS OF BEER © Amir OrTranslated from the Hebrew by Tsipi Keller The perfect murder has no reasons, he said, the perfect murder needs o...
Posted by Malý Váleèník  on Wed, 16 Aug 2006 09:48:00 PST

DATE WITH DRACULA

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Posted by Malý Váleèník  on Sat, 05 Aug 2006 08:50:00 PST