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About Me

Don't walk in front of me; I may not follow. Don't walk behind me; I may not lead. Just walk beside me and be my friend- Albert Camus.

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My Interests

I love to paint. Music has been a huge part of my life ever since i can remember. foreign film and film noir always make me happy. I love to travel, I have lived in europe for the past 7 or so years and have been to most of the rest of the world, but i still need to see more. I was raised by the ocean and have loved all things in the sea since i was created, Sharks especially. there's lots more so just ask if you don't know.

I'd like to meet:

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Music:

Interpol, The faint, Misfits, The cure, The smiths, Bauhaus, Pixies, Joy division, Depeche mode, The Ramons, bob dylan, David Beaudry, The clash, Neil young, Sex pistols, old AFI, Sublime, jimi hendrix, Sade, Cursive, Bloc party, BSP, the bravery, the killers, Manu Chau, My chemical romance, Franz ferdinand, The dears, Portis head, Johnny cash, red hot chili peppers, Madona, Daft punk, New order, Petr Novak, Placebo, Radio head, ladytron, camera obscura, motorhead, black Sabbath, Sunshine, NVU, 80s music, I don't know to many to say all of them.

Movies:

My own private idaho, Apocalypse Now, China Town, Blade Runner, Repo Man, Dracula 1931, American werewolf in london, The first Subspecies, 80s B horror films, Captains Courageous, Cheech and Chong, and Johnny Depp.

Television:

Red dwarf, IFC, and thats about it.

Books:

Lolita, the stranger, all Greek Mythology, george orwell, charles Bukowski, Zorba the greek, karl Marx, William Blake, albert camus, Stephen King, Hunter S. Thompson.

Heroes:

Is a great song but i like ziggy stardust better.

My Blog

Life and the little bits.

Everything is covered in cigarette ash, and the stink of old wine, vodka and the will to die.Nothing is good and nothing is pure, i feel like saying it was better back in the old days but it wasn't. I...
Posted by Nicolas on Sun, 12 Oct 2008 03:56:00 PST

A loss for words.

How do i start... How could i ever put into these little symbols on a computer screen what i see and hear and feel around me? It was hot all day today and it made me feel tired, the day consist...
Posted by Nicolas on Tue, 10 Jun 2008 01:27:00 PST

I am Alive and living.

Saigon & shit; I'm still only in Saigon & Every time I think I'm gonna wake up back in the jungle. When I was home after my first tour, it was worse. I'd wake up and there'd be nothing. I hardly said ...
Posted by Nicolas on Thu, 05 Jun 2008 01:18:00 PST

Places i have lived.

Home is where this heart is, Right? At last that’s what the saying is. If home really is where the heart is then i have never left home. Again i am drinking wine out of a five liter plastic...
Posted by Nicolas on Mon, 07 Apr 2008 02:59:00 PST

something must break

I have to believe that my life has become a constant struggle to keep my own sanity.Every day gets harder and harder to remember what is really important in life.I put so much of my life into things t...
Posted by Nicolas on Fri, 04 Apr 2008 12:21:00 PST

Alone

Alone, alone, alone, alone.... Is this the way i am Destin to spent the rest of my Life? I am so tired of being all alone. I eat alone, sleep alone, drink alone, walk alone, my whole l...
Posted by Nicolas on Wed, 12 Mar 2008 01:53:00 PST