☽☆Mystik☆☾

  "We come spinning out of nothingness, scattering stars like dust." Um yeah..... My REAL name is Tina, for those of you who actually take the time to read this. So anyway, I'm a mother to a beautiful and amazing 4 year-old little girl named Breena. I don't know what I'd ever do without her. I've never known a greater love. She truly keeps me sane (for the most part). Her smile gives me more than enough reason to keep going. I can't wait to see what life has in store for us.Fortunately, I've been blessed with beautiful people in my life. They are always there for me when I need them and I for them. I am truly and forever grateful for everything they are and do. My friends are my family. There's not enough room here for all the reasons I love them.
I'm a server and I work my ass off 5 or more days a week. Hustle hustle, grind grind, I always say. It's not the most fulfilling job, but it's not the hardest and I love the majority of the people. Besides, it pays the bills! I'm nowhere near perfect, and I'll never pretend to be. I can't stand people who do. If you can dig that, maybe we can be friends. I absolutely live up to my sign....I'm a Leo. Just ask anyone who knows me. I'm kinda catty. I adore attention but usually only when I want it. My moods, thoughts, emotions and temper change like the seasons. I'm not psycho or "bi-polar", I'm just me. That's how I am. Anyone who knows me knows that about me and they accept it. Anyone who doesn't obviously isn't a huge part of my life. I love to meet new people, but am so self-conscious it's not even funny. I'm a lot of everything. I'm kept to myself, I'm an extrovert, I'm sweet and gentle, but I'm strong and determined. You get the picture. I'm one of the most loyal people you'll come in contact with, but cross me and it's a completely different story. I'm very independent & have been told I'm stubborn as hell. I'm intelligent. I talk a lot. I AM NOT mild mannered. I have a big mouth, and it tends to get me into trouble. I WILL tell you what I think. I've been known to act a damn fool over a male, but that is no more. I'm sensitive. I'm unique.I'm crazy. I'm still learning. I believe that there's no such thing as normal. I have a history of being too damned caring and naive for my own good. I'm a firm believer in karma. I believe in fate. I will not be labeled! I've learned to love myself. I love board games, stimulating conversation, music, and taking pictures. Care to be my subject? I can be a walking contradiction, but then can't we all? I love to gaze up at the stars, and I love to walk out of my house and be surprised by a big beautiful full moon hanging there shining down. I love to see the sunrise. I can't stand fake people... I love my baby girl, my family, my friends, that one person who can penetrate my defenses and many walls time after time, music, piercings, tattoos, anything to do with unconventional self-expression, lions, Faeries, Sunflowers, butterflies, Fall, animals, vegetables, GUMMY BEARS, and those closest to me, just to name a few. I despise "Beckys". These are the girls who have Bubble Gum lipgloss in place of gray matter. " Like, Oh my totally GAWD Becky!!" Get it now?I have no tolerance for rude, inconsiderate, intolerant or stupid people. And I'm really tired of some of the women I know (including myself) degrading themselves and giving so much up to gain or keep the attention of men (OR women!!). We are worth far more!
I could never sum myself or my life up in this oh so very limited space, though I've made an attempt or two. It's one of those "you had to be there" things. Deal with it. :PSo, you see that I have no ancient words of wisdom to offer or philosophical views to share.....then why are you still here? Isn't that what everyone's looking for on Myspace? P.S. Don't be afraid of having your life rearranged. The only thing consistent in our existence is change...
.. .. I love to laugh. It's good for the heart, you know. I have a fiery temper! Provoke me. I dare you. I'm afraid to wander too far into my own head....God only knows what would happen if I granted a shrink access! Sometimes... well, usually, it's about the little things in life. I find that I am quite frequently easily amused. And I'm ok with that. You call me simple...I call you a hard-ass. I'm rarely speechless, but often end up wishing my lips would just fall off. Sanity.....if you go looking for some, could you give me a call when you run across mine?
I'm not perfect.
You aren't either.
Why are you here?
"Observe the wonders as they occur around you. Don't claim them. Feel the artistry moving through and be silent." -Rumi