The Cuddly CareBear - ProfilesArchive

About Me

I'm not ashamed of who I am,
I'm not afraid of where I've been
I'm not sure where to go from here
What I do know is that the longer it takes
The more I'll learn about who I can be

Your 2005 Song Is
Don't Cha by the Pussycat Dolls

"Dont cha wish your girlfriend was hot like me
Dont cha wish your girlfriend was a freak like me"

What happens in 2005, stays in 2005! What Hit Song of 2005 Are You?

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

if you knew me... I think you'd know...
wow that sounds pathetic...

I edited my profile with Thomasâ€™ Myspace Editor V3.6 !

Music:

Movies:

Television:

Books:

In Her Shoes

The Left Behind Series

I love reading Manga's...
my favorite is Hot Gimmick

I love to read... so my list is very, very long... but this is the current list...

Heroes:

In no particular order...
Melanie W.
You are such an amazing person!! I learn something new from you everytime we talk!!
Ashley C.
Strong, independant, everything I strive to be!!
Nelle
I only hope that someday I will have the spiritual will-power that you do!
Ms. Staples
You are the best friend anyone could ever have!!! You're always there, even when I know I'm annoying the crap out of you!!! It doesn't help that you're amazingly beautiful!!!
Mama Rankin
I want to be a mother like you someday, you've done such a wonderful job with all your boys, and in leading all your many "daughters";-)!!!!
David D.
When I'm around you I'm the person I always wanted to be! You bring out the best in me!!!
Marti
You are a cool friend and I'm glad that I have the nack for being there for you... but what you don't know is that in the process of me being there for you.. You've talked me through a lot of stuff...
Bunny
You've tought me sooo much about everything around me, and how to find my creative place!!!
Matt Smith
You help me see things in myself that I usually overlook... You always remember the stuff that I never realized I wanted you to forget... it's a good thing...
Natalia
You brought out my inner strength... and you helped me to fall in love with the music of the soul ROCK ON!!!
Dan the man of cole
You let me talk... about nothing... If it wasn't for you I would never have gotten over myself....
Joe
You've helped me to push things in my life to a point where I actually grow, you've helped me to see that I don't need to have people in my life at all times to feel good about myself!!!
Charity
You are an inspiration to me!!! You care what other people think of you to the extent that you stop caring!!! I only hope that I will earn this skill!!!!
If I don't have you on here and you would like to be... let me know!! I promise to write out my true props to you!!!

My Blog

for those who care...

I've been happy for a while now... or at least I thought I was. I've found a good group of friends, we're all supporting each other, and we understand each other, we're definetely using this opportuni...
Posted by The Cuddly CareBear on Wed, 02 Aug 2006 02:59:00 PST

heavy

I was sitting at my computer... haha... actually it's my mom's but whatever.... and I guess I'm just soo tired that I don't know.... I just got this really heavy feeling... something similar to what I...
Posted by The Cuddly CareBear on Fri, 05 May 2006 08:00:00 PST

I don't even know

not sure what to thinkso many thoughts run through my mindthoughts of death, but not my own...thoughts of life, but not my own... I don't even know any more what to think...I'm trying to let this beco...
Posted by The Cuddly CareBear on Sat, 29 Apr 2006 05:34:00 PST

not your average day...

well the short story is that I don't have a home right now... I'm quoted in both of the news papers... My family and I are sifting through charred belongings, hoping to find stuff. The only thing we t...
Posted by The Cuddly CareBear on Fri, 07 Apr 2006 06:26:00 PST

to friends of a life gone by

leave it to joy to give me pictures from my senior year...pictures of a life I once had...a time when I didn't care what would happen for the rest of my life...pictures that included a friend who is n...
Posted by The Cuddly CareBear on Mon, 03 Apr 2006 11:44:00 PST

one word

The ONE WORD survey.YOU CAN ONLY TYPE ONE WORD!!! NO EXPLANATIONSOne Word Survey:1. Yourself: working2. Your Last bf/gf: non-existant3. Your Hair: up4. Your Mother: wierd5. Your Father: wierder6. Your...
Posted by The Cuddly CareBear on Wed, 29 Mar 2006 02:25:00 PST

I need to just let it out

I want someone I can turn to, I want someone to be there for me... no matter what time it is... My sister is gone, I don't know when I'll see her again... it could be that I won't see her till thanksg...
Posted by The Cuddly CareBear on Mon, 20 Mar 2006 09:39:00 PST

i gotta get out of here...

somebody please save me...
Posted by The Cuddly CareBear on Mon, 20 Mar 2006 09:20:00 PST

woot!!!

I made salary today!!! which means I can finish my work earlier if I need to and leave... or if I want I can drag on work as long as I want!!! yay for me!!!!
Posted by The Cuddly CareBear on Tue, 14 Mar 2006 11:16:00 PST

just cause I haven't done one in forever....

Q: what's the last text message on your cell phone say ?:A: you there? Q: whose bed did you sleep in last night ?:A: mine... well my cat prolly thinks it's hers... Q: what color shirt are you wearing ...
Posted by The Cuddly CareBear on Wed, 01 Mar 2006 12:27:00 PST