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guitargasm!

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About Me



"Hitting bottom is not a weekend-retreat, it's not a goddamn seminar. Stop trying to control everything and just let go. Let go!"

i decided it's about time i change my profile. a bit. i am antisocial but afraid to be alone. i'm codependent but i hate clingy people. i love guitar hero and kingdom hearts. i use macs, i can use pcs i just choose not to. i get crushes on boys easily, and get grudges against girls easily. but usually both are easily remedied by just one word. i love scary movies because they actually scare me. i want to be protected by everyone i know. someday, i want people to notice when i'm not around. i want people now to notice when i am around. i want to be happy and unafraid. i want life to be an adventure. sometimes i think i'm still 15 inside.

My Interests

guitars, boys, girls, drafting, straight edge, macs, hardcore, graffiti, duct tape, gaff tape, sporks, singing with raffi, cheese, giraffes, lighting, roadies, jason mann, pokémon, people in bands, people who play the cello but are definitely NOT working for la rouche, techies, nerds, geeks, sexy sexy boys, watching two stepping, kitties, boys wearing hoodies, boys wearing shoes (this is a must and sandals do NOT count)

I'd like to meet:

SHAI HULUD! MATT FOX! again! hehe. cool people. people who will take me out painting. people who know a lot about technology in general and could teach me about all of it if i asked. people who love math and physics and would help me when i need help but don't make me feel stupid. people who make fun of me without looking down on me. people who love science fiction and watching movies and listen to classical music and shai hulud. people who support local bands, but only listen to the good ones. people who wear black but aren't goth. people who are straight edge and vegan (or vegetarian) but won't beat up my friends who aren't. people who love the piano. guys who like to sleep without having sex. people who can be funny without trying to impress anyone. boys who make themselves laugh. adventurous boys willing to make out in public or sneak into a house for a look around, or dance in the rain in the middle of the night in the street. naked. boys who like graffiti much more than they "should", and who don't get caught. people who're not religious but don't mind religion too much. boys who aren't needy and don't mind silence. at a party a good guy friend will sit on the couch with you and people watch. i want to meet people who appreciate kissing, nerdiness, guitars, and know how to avoid the head walking. i want to meet a guy who'll come to my house in the middle of the night and throw m&m's at my window. even if he's scared of the dark. i also want to meet people who want to have mighty adventures that are only slightly illegal and who won't care that i listen to thursday saves the day shai hulud tenacious d and my friends' bands the whole time. I NEED SOMEONE WHO CAN TEACH ME HOW TO PLAY MY GOOD OL' BANJO, hardcore style. or guitar, because fucking alex has my banjo now... sadness.

Music:

shai hulud, children of bodom, what life makes us, thrice, radiohead, dbsk, bane, red top road, i with fire, bach, optimus prime, snoop dogg, plot to blow up the eiffel tower, glassjaw, eurobeat, normal like you, promise ring, walken, 50 cent, converge, peaches, musicals, the dillinger escape plan, tchaikovsky, beethoven, poison the well, the clash, comadre, scattered fall, tenacious d, disney songs, light this city, BoA, eminem, fannypack, every time i die, the kelly family, daft ones, saló, gackt, funeral diner, orange range, queen, joy division, nerve agents, malice mizer, tiger army, botch, a vestige of fruition, afi, anime soundtracks, one's own ruin, the aka's, slipknot, yonder mountain string band, the cure, thursday, fantomas, the smiths, heart cross love, rabid venemous laser beam death squirrel, se7en, jimmy eat world, all bets off, my lucky stars, the chieftans, staircase, bjork, saves the day!

Movies:

TRUE ROMANCE, batman begins, hairspray, requiem for a dream, the matrix, fight club, muppet treasure island, kung fu movies, clueless, secretary, bridget jones, chicago, star wars, buffy the vampire slayer, 300, nightmare before christmas, saving private ryan, finding neverland, willow, v for vendetta, american history x, harry potter and the prisoner of azkaban and the order of the pheonix, lord of the rings (all of them), pirates of the caribbean, any of the star trek tng movies, lots of anime, charlie's angels 2, pr0n but not with a boyfriend, and i don't give a fuck what you think, the new PETER PAN (2003) is my favorite movie

Television:

bleach, HOUSE, smallville, alias, spongebob, azumanga diaoh!, lost, fairly odd parents, pita ten, sex and the city, ouran high school host club, the simpsons, naruto, pokemon, fruits basket, 24, peach girl, star trek (voyager and next generation), chobits, and fucking video games bitches

Books:

i capture the castle, requiem for a dream, ALL harry potter books but especially 5, all jane austen, a great and terrible beauty (and rebel angels and the sweet far thing), any romance novel where someone goes back in time, but any historical romance in general (favorite authors: karen marie moning, teresa medeiros, mary balogh, celeste bradley), science fiction, any buffy fanfiction where angel jizzes on her dead face in a graveyard, anything by neil gaiman, manga like paradise kiss, hana kimi, hot gimmick, the wallflower, nana, loveless, and blah blah blah

Heroes:

alexi laiho (marry me... or make the keyboardist do it, haha), matt fox (i love you!), karen marie moning, shawna, serena, soleil, lindsay, amara, joey izzo, eileen, mom/dad/little sister/big brother, spongebob, shai hulud, and peter pan

My Blog

this one guy in my class

so i totally have "this one guy" guys in all of my classes.in one class, there's this one totally hot guy. i don't know why he's so hot, he just is! it's the way he sits in his chair, the way his pa...
Posted by guitargasm! on Tue, 29 Apr 2008 11:48:00 PST

school

so far this semester i’m doing a lot better than i have been for the past however many years it’s been since i stopped taking theatre classes. but i’m still having the same problems...
Posted by guitargasm! on Tue, 08 Apr 2008 11:38:00 PST

wow...

i've always wondered if i really was as dumb as i thought i was. i mean i know i'm good in classes, relatively, and i am very logical, but i still find myself constantly underestimating how much i f...
Posted by guitargasm! on Tue, 04 Mar 2008 07:18:00 PST

this is no treasured dream...

Blue's not the word for that way that I feel,And the storm brewing in this heart of mine&This is no treasured dream, I know that it's real:You're someone else's love now, you're not mine.Crazy arms th...
Posted by guitargasm! on Mon, 25 Feb 2008 12:53:00 PST

corsets, spammers, orphans

i cut two pictures from my photos. it felt good. they were getting stale. sorry, no more boob picture, although that was a good onewho in the hell is all looking at my blog? probably spammers. wh...
Posted by guitargasm! on Thu, 22 Nov 2007 01:02:00 PST

survey!

100. What's your profile song and why?a letter in sonics by the black atlantic. because it's really pretty and the singer was the singer for shai hulud and i 99. Do you have a job?yep96. Lied in the ...
Posted by guitargasm! on Mon, 19 Nov 2007 08:59:00 PST

it always helps to forget how to be yourself

understanding that you're all alone....there is nothing that makes me feel better than dressing up and taking cute pictures of myself. except maybe flirting with cute boys. or sleeping. i'm going t...
Posted by guitargasm! on Sat, 01 Sep 2007 08:44:00 PST

bff

the one thing i regret most about my life right now is not having a best friend. i think the only time i have not had a best friend was in highschool, and that was because they were all my best frien...
Posted by guitargasm! on Thu, 19 Jul 2007 12:01:00 PST

hmmmm

maybe i should change my display name to whoregasm. it sounds good. in my mind. which is a bad mind. haha
Posted by guitargasm! on Wed, 18 Jul 2007 08:29:00 PST

jesus

i need to get off myspace. i'm getting obsessed with pictures. ahhhhh i'm going crazy. look at the way we gotta hide what we're doing. cuz what would they say if they ever knew? and so we're runn...
Posted by guitargasm! on Wed, 02 May 2007 08:21:00 PST