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neille

happiness is a warm gun. bang, bang...

About Me

Kinda bold, super passionate, effervescent (so they tell me), just make me laugh, okay?, want to experience everything, love love, comfortable in my own skin, eyes wide open, intuitive, empathetic, laid-back but intentional, & I love nothing more than to be wind-knocked-out-of-me surprised by something coming to me that I didn’t even know to long after; the longing after things, however, kills me dead…I am a Libra, if you’re into that sort of thing, which makes my birthday in October, which means I have a natural proclivity toward loving the Fall...

My Interests

creative outlets in myriad forms (especially paper arts and floral design); great music (devotchka, stellastarr*, massive attack, martha wainwright...and the list goes on and on); playing around - like in the woods and stuff or flying a kite, perhaps; i am a big sucker for an intense conversation...but love to laugh; pablo neruda; e.e.cummings; coffee & an occasional cigarette are rather nice...

I'd like to meet:

people who live out loud...

Music:

built to spill, my morning jacket,rocky votolato, band of horses, arcade fire, devotchka, sigur ros, stellastarr*, massive attack, joseph arthur, death cab + postal service(can't help it), peter gabriel on a good day, rufus wainwright & his sister, martha, clap your hands say yeah, chicago (omg, i know! but, the reminiscence factor gets me every time)...classical, jazz, most everything has its place...

Movies:

bull durham, the piano, wes anderson rules, love philip seymore hoffman movies (with the exception of that one where he plays a canadian and maybe a bank robber), 2046, brokeback mountain (in spite of all the hype), happy endings, lost in translation, big fan of indie, but you can twist my arm for a more mainstream movie fairly often, too...

Television:

six feet under (R.I.P.), grey's anatomy, men in trees, studio 60 on the sunset strip, project runway, so you think you can dance, sex and the city (again, R.I.P.)...not a big channel surfer...

Books:

the red tent, memoirs of a geisha, memoirs in general, PopCo, anything by jonathan safran foer or diane ackerman, the time traveler's wife

Heroes:

e.e. cummings, rosa parks, ani difranco, oprah

My Blog

hide me deep

hide me deep bury me in the places you never go seal me off an undoing of ruination orange peels and sandalwood the ever-present scent of your neck in the air on street corners in restaurants recallin...
Posted by neille on Sun, 20 May 2007 12:12:00 PST

two days later

i'm dreaming still in skin-scented sentencesand savoring the taste of breath my chest is rising and falling stillmapping out the distance from there to herethe flight path of desire....
Posted by neille on Sun, 20 May 2007 12:08:00 PST

cinnamon blood

she cannot go far enough a blue cluster of things unattached a floating plane of memories just outside the height of grasp juniper moon in july slipping outward backward away a clutched fist clinging ...
Posted by neille on Sun, 20 May 2007 12:05:00 PST

(without you)

and now after years  months  days moments in my palm on my tongue etched in my memory the wounds warm and raised like scars reminding me of how far i have traveled away from you or toward yo...
Posted by neille on Sun, 20 May 2007 11:59:00 PST

drenched

i never laid eyes open at night  longing after you it was always in my sleep that desire would drench me my lids would fall when dark came  and you would haunt my dreams your face pressed ag...
Posted by neille on Sun, 20 May 2007 11:53:00 PST

years of words

we passed a joint at twilight and then we were nose to nose in my kitchen staring each other down in silence the years pressing against us like an awakening....
Posted by neille on Sun, 20 May 2007 11:45:00 PST