I'm a dreamer, a thinker, and I like to look at things a bit differently than most. I love music, and would love to learn how to play guitar. I don't really watch TV, but I do enjoy movies. I love reading, as well.
You can IM me at XxFallenXStarr
Whoever said sunshine brings happiness has never danced in the rain.
Oh. It's such a beautiful night. I think I'll kill myself. What else is there to do? It's so incredibly lonely out, and it's not as if anyone is gonna drop by, though, on nights like this, I wish somebody would. I really don't want to be alone right now. Fuck. Another one of these nights. Well, this time... I'll make sure... that there aren't anymore!! Ever!! No more dreaming of real friends! No more stars for me to be alone under!! No more!! I'm blowing through that lid!! I'm going over the stars. Something's gone wrong with me. I know that. This place has made me sick, somehow. All I smell is the shit in this diseased reality. All I can see is things full of rot and riddled with stingers. Time for something new!! Over the stars.
[johnny the homicidal maniac]
Sometimes I feel like there's a hole inside of me, an emptiness that at times seems to burn. I think if you lifted my heart to your ear, you could probably hear the ocean. The moon tonight, there's a circle around it. Sign of trouble not far behind. I have this dream of being whole. Of not going to sleep each night, wanting. But still sometimes, when the wind is warm or the crickets sing... I dream of a love that even time will lie down and be still for. I just want someone to love me. I want to be seen.
[practical magic]
I'm not afraid of happy endings, I'm just afraid my life won't work that way.
[jack off jill]
Just once I want to be the girl that's hard to walk away from.
(i am) The girl who needs someone to love her, because she cannot love herself. The girl who drags you outside to dance with her every time it rains. The girl who wishes desperately that she could be five again. The girl who sometimes pretends not to see you, because she prefers to be alone. The girl who is in love with the night, because she's adapted to the darkness. The girl who can never make up her mind, and is always five minutes late.
We don't always see the bright side, and I lied when I said I was fine. You slapped my face today but I have licked my wounds and carried on.
[billy talent]
When you are searching for stars, you will be looking right here.
[jack off jill]
Sometimes I wish I was a little kid again. Skinned knees are easier to fix than a broken heart.
I touch the fire and it freezes me. I look into it and it's black. Why can't I feel, my skin should crack and peel. I want the fire back.
[buffy the vampire slayer]
My life happens to, on occasion, suck beyond the telling of it. Sometimes more than I can handle. And it's not just mine. Every single person down there is ignoring your pain because they're too busy with their own. The beautiful ones. The popular ones. The guys that pick on you. Everyone. If you could hear what they were feeling. The loneliness. The confusion. It looks quiet down there. It's not. It's deafening...
[buffy the vampire slayer]
"Just because my eyes do not tear does not mean my heart does not cry. And just because I come out strong does not mean there's nothing wrong. Often, I choose to pretend I'm happy so I don't have to explain myself to people who would never understand. Smiling has always been easier than explaining why I'm sad."
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