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KiLLa K. ☮

when you're the boy i want, i'll be the grl u hate

About Me


"if being sane is thinking
there's something wrong with being different,
i rather be completely fxcking mental."
-angelina jolie♥
My name is kara.
& everything you think you know about me will probably have been told to you by somebody else.
and i honestly dont care. and i really dont care if you like me or not.
i also been told im just some crazy girl
but i wouldnt want it any other way =]
so im 22 years old.
i live in a lil town called sayville on lovely longisland
i know many people. but my close homies.
they mean the world to me♥.
and i would be lost without them.
im addicted to newports. i smoke like a fiend.
yeahh and of course i digg the happy grass thing.
and i also do the drinking thing but not as much as i used to.
i also got that addiction to tacos nd coffee ♥
soo yeah im taken by this crazii boi name petee ♥ [o4*23*o8]
i love hangingout wit my friends having a good time, doin
crazy random things.
there's never a dull moment with me
i am sarcastic, i am loud, i do unexpected things, i enjoy
seeing people's reactions, cause i like to make an
impression that no one will ever forget
i tend to be conceited but its always needed.
and i will also never change myself for anyone. because
if i did then i wouldnt be me
and i wouldnt want it any other way cause i dont regret
anything ever.
i love music till no end. its def. my life. im into all
kind of music, so i can never classified myself
wit one music genre.
i love goin to shows nd goin in the mosh pit. its just so
much fun
nd i love dancing and singing even through i dont think i
do it well.
i epsically like to dance a lot when im drunk =P
i tend to go to clubs sometimes
i love to meet new people its so much fun.
i tend to be somewhat complicated person.
i can be very moody but i will always speak my mind.
i can be very friendly at times.
but just hope you don't cross paths with me.
i don't let anyone walk on me. i'm not nice.
i love spontaneity and random moments, i live for that kinda stuff
i also love to laugh.
i try not to let little things bother me.
but the little things do mean the most.
hmm... lets see what else
i breathe. i sleep. i cry. i smile. i laugh. i drink. i smoke. i read. i analyse. i predict. i hug. i kiss. i care. i feel. i procrastinate. i trust. too much. i write. i change my hair wayyyy too much. i sing. i dance. i am down to earth. i am no better than you. i make choices. right and wrong. i can be stupid. but i am smart. i am loving. i am hostile. i am needy. i am unpredictable. i want to go places. i am spontaneous. i am too stubborn. i am outgoing. i am never shy. i am fun. i value my friends. i value my life. i am too independent. i never hold back. i say what’s on my mind. i don't like a lot of people. i do things, my way. because. i am me.
uhhh idk what else...
if you wanna kno more or wanna talk then just im me.
aim=freakrocker666 or trashyxkandixgrl or imascumbagbaby
"Imperfection is beauty; madness is genius; and its better to be absolutely ridiculous than absolutely boring... And when it comes down to it, I let them think what they want." - Marilyn Monroe
So bring on the heartbreak. Bring on the failure. Bring on the scabbed knees, wrong turns, and sleepless nights, because I'm not broken yet.
I want to be in love
said the girl who hates the world
haha such a ray of sunshine =p

My Interests

..hangingout with friends, smoking, drinking, sex, getting reatarded like whoaa, talking on the phone, talking .., watching interesting movies, goin to shows, goin to clubs, im also interested in pain, gorey bloody stuff, suspendsion arts, photography, and more crazy shit like that.

I'd like to meet:


everything was so much easier when you were around, i miss you soo much but one day i shall see u again. and i love you no matter what my lil juggalo ♥

Im pretty crazy person nd its really hard to actually keep up with me at all. so i dont know who i want to meet really, i really dont have a certain kind of person i want to meet either. i guess just good people who are interesting and that know how to have fun, nd doesnt cause drama nd all that kind of jazz, cause i want life simple nd i just want to live my life nd make the best of it. cause you only live life once so live fast and die pretty

Music:

..kittie, marilyn manson, tool, a perfect circle, 36 crazyfists, korn, a static lullaby, twiztid, icp, HIM, jack off jill, scarling, slipknot, sugarcoma, veruca salt, deftones, anybody killa, orgy, earshot, assemledge23, kdfdm, mudvayne, finger eleven, kill hannah, nirvana, curbjaw, shrowd, sixthgate, kovenant, cult of luna, twisted method, placebo, drain sth, muse, nine inch nails, system of a down, burnt by the sun, rob zombie, white zombie, incubus, mindless self indulgence, metallica, slayer, hatebreed, leftover crack, social disortion, dope, powerman5000, cold, silverchair, lacuna coil, depeche mode, devildriver, from autumn to ashes, the cure, my chemical romance, interpol, murderdolls, joy division, greenday, smashing pumpkins, poison the well, stabbing westward, dj tiesto, adema, thrice, birthday massacre, ill nino, dying fetus, sublime, finch, killswitch engage, cypress hill, skinny puppy, 40 below summer, type o negative, zeromancer, anathema, kidney thieves, disturbed, hed pe, apoptygma berzerk, atreyu, avenged sevenfold, cruxshadows, dog fashion disco, diecast, diva destruction, hole, drowning pool, garbage, lollipop lust kill, london after midnight, rammstein, static-x, taproot, velvet acid christ, VNV nation, wumpscut, 30 seconds to mars, madball, normajean, the ramus, a change of pace, across five aprils, armor for sleep, as i lay dying, , bleed the dream, CKY, the dillinger escape plan, dope stars inc, everytime i die, glassjaw, hello goodbye, hollywood undead, life of agony, lola ray, oasis, opeth, panic! at the disco, paramore, presidents of the usa, rage against the machine, senses fail, silverstein, straylight run, the number 12 looks like you, unwritten law, evergreen terrace, a thorn for every heart, the capricorns, christiansen, emery, strung out, suffokate, the spill canvas, 311, AFI, anti flag, cauterize, clear static, cursive, econoline crush, everclear, flyleaf, ladytron, metric, poe, fort minor, necro, immortal technique, toxic narcotic and there are much much more

my idol ♥

Movies:

..empire records, highway, the ring, joyride, ghostworld, ginger snaps,
donnie darko, party monster, slackers, mallrats, ginger snaps 2, thirteen, freaky friday, bride of chucky, childs play , childs play 2, childs play3, dogma, jay and silient bob strikes back, breakfastclub, little nicky, american history x,
death becomes her, happy gilmore, big daddy, eternal sunshine and the spotless mind,
haggard, saw, saw2, fight club, pulp fiction, the devils reject,
, devil diaries, house of 1000 corpses,
requiem of a dream sweeny todd,


, otis uncut, may, zombie strippers, house on haunted hill, nobody loves alice, pirates 1 2 and 3, and many more

Television:

i dont really like tv that much. but there are some shows i can tolerate which are. kings of queens ♥, degrassi, familyguy, niptuck, that 70's show, just shoot me, and of course boy meets world ♥

Books:

..go ask alice, crosses, prozac nation, eating the cheshire cat, go ask orge, candy, please dont kill the freshman, nd many more.

ha yeah i gave in.

Heroes:



aww this is samii and i love this girl to death even through she does live 3000 miles away ♥


R.I.P.*Chris Love*[o8-o6-o6] i will never forget you ever<3*
you will always be my lil juggalo till the end of time.

My Blog

why do you drown?

There's a romance I want. Some form of ultimate devotion. A tragic one. Heartbreaking. I want a love that'll suck out my soul. Tear me to limbs. Shred me to pieces. Like the legs of a table. Or the ox...
Posted by KiLLa K. . on Fri, 11 Jul 2008 01:06:00 PST

dream or reality?

Do not let me fool you. I am good enough to fxck. Not good enough for love. In bed I will make you feel as if every lover before me was just a wasted effort that left you unsatisfied. A childish exper...
Posted by KiLLa K. . on Mon, 09 Jun 2008 06:07:00 PST

do you realize?

Do You Realize - that you have the most beautiful face Do You Realize - we're floating in space - Do You Realize - that happiness makes you cry Do You Realize - that everyone you know someday will di...
Posted by KiLLa K. . on Thu, 05 Jun 2008 04:28:00 PST

crazy yet beautiful.

There are millions of people out there. But in the end it all comes down to one. I still panic sometimes, forget to breathe. But I know there's something beautiful in all my imperfections. A beauty in...
Posted by KiLLa K. . on Mon, 26 May 2008 06:13:00 PST

welcome to my never never never world.

Come with me I’ll bring you peaceful sleep retarded memories my heroin hold it in if my smoke gets in your eyes, I apologize. So Welcome to my hello hello hello world. Going down a one way ...
Posted by KiLLa K. . on Mon, 24 Mar 2008 11:18:00 PST

it could be anyone.

okay so there's this girl, and her name it really doesn't matter, but she's sitting in a room. an empty room. to say empty, however, implies a lack of anything really but in this case it means thats s...
Posted by KiLLa K. . on Fri, 07 Mar 2008 02:13:00 PST

i am cancer.

I am cancer everything I touch suffocates withers Eat the ashes and find your fill poison by any other taste is wasted by your sincere desire to vanish into the hand of the shadow hide from me I wil...
Posted by KiLLa K. . on Sat, 01 Mar 2008 08:36:00 PST

goodbye almost lover

I never want to see you unhappy I thought you'd want the same for me Goodbye, my almost lover Goodbye, my hopeless dream I'm trying not to think about you Can't you just let me be? So long, my luckles...
Posted by KiLLa K. . on Fri, 15 Feb 2008 06:44:00 PST

we cant drive home with one headlight.

And I can't break away from this parade But there's got to be an opening Somewhere here in front of me Through this maze of ugliness and greed Well this place is old It feels just like a beat up truck...
Posted by KiLLa K. . on Tue, 12 Feb 2008 08:32:00 PST

nobody

Ever been so in over your head, that after this is all over, all you can do is sit and stare at nothing for hours? Nobody ever knows the real you. Nobody ever see's you when your alone. and nobody thi...
Posted by KiLLa K. . on Wed, 06 Feb 2008 06:39:00 PST