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¤...you found me broken...¤

About Me


I am a girl who would rather wear guys PJ pants and a big t-shirt to bed(I like to be comfy). I am a girl who likes to dance around her room to a positive song, or at least one with a good dance beat(it gets the endorphins flowing and sometimes/a lot of the time I really need that). I love cinnamon gum/toothpaste hehez(kiss me and I will probably taste of spicy cinnamon). I dream about things I don't understand, but in a way somewhat make sense sometimes, my friends or even people I don't know end up in my dreams in weird bazaar way and it makes me wonder... I have a hard time figuring out what I really, and I mean really want. I don't know exactly what that is caused by. It may be my dad committing suicide at the lake we used to fish at, to an experience with "my friend," I honestly couldn't say. I eat ice, all the time, I don't know why about that either. I don't know why I am here, I know no one really does. I am full of confusion and I just try to make it through the day. I really do like to smile, although sometimes it is hard, actually most of the time. I just want to be happy, I just want others to be happy. I miss people who have evaded my life in some way or another, even those I suposingly shouldn't. I feel trapped in this life most of the time. I always think about ways that maybe I could find some kind of meaning, I'm never sure they would really work. I guess all in all I'm just lost, just as lost as everyone else. I'm just trying to make it through. I'm extremely hard on myself, so there is no need to try and make me realize my mistakes. I realize my mistakes more than most people.
Name : Jessica-Rae
Nickname : JR, Rae, Artemis/Arte, Shorty, Short Stuff, LiL' Bit, red, blondie, Chii, Christina Ricci, Mary-Kate Olsen,Leeloo, ect.
Eye color : blue-green-gray with gold around the pupil
Hair color : A light honey blonde
Height : 5ft 3in (ya I know I'm short :-P)
Fav color : red, silver, black, teal, gold
Fav music : mostly rock/metal/alternative/indie/punk/dance rock
Birthday : April 3rd, 1986 at 5:39PM
Birth Town : Kansas City, MO
Present Town : Bel Aire, KS
School : taking a break from WSU
Grade : I'm not sure how many credits I have or sure if I am a Sophomore credit wise or Jr.
Style : whatever I like I guess, I kinda pull inspiration from Mary-Kate Olsen sometimes but mostly it's just me. I like really unique things. I like bohemian, magickal/fantasy stuff, rock stuff, and so on and so forth..((See my pictures for more of an idea))
Screenname : x_crims0n_r0se_x on Yahoo(among various other ones linked to it) and SplinteredXSoul on AIM(I hardly ever get on AIM), and xmidnightxrose on MSN/Windows Messenger(rarely get on it either)

WhichT*Witch R U?
Which Buffy Girl Are You?Find out @ She's Crafty
You are a Rocker Girl!
If you don't have musical talent, you've got a talent for picking out great CD's.
Music rules your life - and you've got the best MP3 collection of anyone you know.
Many guys find you intimidating, but a select few think you're the catch of a lifetime.
Start hanging out in more used record stores, and you'll find love with a fellow rocker! What Kind of Girl AreYou?
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Which TeenageMutant Ninja Turtle are You?

Michelangelo
Awe YAH! You're the party dude! You enjoy goofing offand pulling pranks! Life's a beach! People NEED you in order to lighten up! Happiness isn't a destination, it's simply a wayof life! You like games, sports, and many different activities involving showing off your athletic skills! Does annoying yoursisters and brothers count? Ehehe! You enjoy being the center of attention, the star of the show, and the known joker of thegroup! Gotta make 'em laugh!
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You are Supergirl Supergirl 70% Spider-Man 65% Wonder Woman 60% The Flash 55% Green Lantern 50% Robin 45% Hulk 45% Superman 40% Batman 40% Iron Man 40% Catwoman 35% Lean, muscular and feminine.
Honest and a defender of the innocent.
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You Are Japanese Food
Strange yet delicious.
Contrary to popular belief, you're not always eaten raw. What Kind of Food AreYou?
You're an Expert Kisser
You're a kissing pro, but it's all about quality and not quantity
You've perfected your kissing technique and can knock anyone's socks off
And you're adaptable, giving each partner what they crave
When it comes down to it, your kisses are truly unforgettable What Kind ofKisser AreYou?
You Are a Yellow Flower
A yellow flower tends to represent joy, friendship, and playfulness.
At times, you are childlike, as a buttercup is.
And at other times, you are fickle, like a dahlia.
And more than you wish, you tend to feel bittersweet, like a marigold. What Color Flower AreYou?
What is yourElement? (true bases wiccan set up element quiz)
Fire- Leo, Aries , andSagittarius are the astrological signs of Fire. They are the essence of passion. They are focused on their emotions. Theywill create drama where there is none found. Their minds are quick and active and most people find them attractive if not alittle dangerous. THeir direction is South and the archangel Michael. Michael id the "protector of God".
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You Are Buffy the Vampire Slayer
"We saved the world. I say we have to party." What SuperheroineAreYou?
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What kind of eyesdo you have? (with pictures)

Moonlight
You have moonlight eyes. Moonlight is the color of mystery.Your eyes symbolize your ability to see yourself as others see you. You have finesse for letting other people know what youthink. You have a soothing and calming ability that you may or may not know about. You have the awesome ability to draw aperson's negative energy out and replace it with a positive energy; the world needs more people like you. Some words todescribe you: patient, self-controlled, perseverance, insightful, reflective, understanding, serene, and caring.
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what metal genre are you? Your Result: Nu metal Wear baggy pants?, red baseball caps?, did you take over the musicindustry in four years of reinventing metal with a hip hop and hard rock edge?, hey you paved the way for real metal to beressurected and take over so we salute you


DeathMetal
Thrash metal
Black metal
Classic Metal
Power Metal
what metal genre areyou?

You Are 77% Strange!You are prettydarn strange. You're quirky and odd, and definitely not normal. But that's great--it makes you an interesting person. Youaren't exactly as strange as they come, but congratulations on being quite unique!
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What ColoredLightsaber Would You Have?
You were destined to have a RedLightsaber.Red is the color of fire and blood, so it is associated with energy, war, danger, strength, power, anddetermination as well as passion and desire. You have seen the Strength and Power of the Dark Side of the Force and have youthirst for more of it.
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Where was yoursoul born?[pics + detailed answeres]
Your soul was born in theShadows.Your soul was born in the shadows of the moon at night. You're all mystery and enigma and your element is the Moon.No one really knows who you are, but they might think they know you. You only tell people fragments of who you are and nevershow your true personality. That doesn't have to mean that youre being someone you're not though. You're always yourself andyou never do something just because someone else does. Some might think you're a little cold or dull, but you're just hidingyour true self for some reason. Maybe only a couple of selected people have ever seen the true you. You are loyal to thesepeople and it will take time if anyone else wants to gain your trust. You let people think that they know you and that youtrust them. But sooner or later they will realize that they never really knew you. Be careful. Someday you might need someonewho knows what you need. Trust people. You prefer silence and tranquillity. You're calm and collected and a nice person mostof the time.
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You scored as River Tam. The Fugitive. You areclever and dangerous, which is a nasty combination. The fact you are crazy too just adds to your charm. They did bad thingsto you, but you know their secrets. They will regret how they made you.
The Operative


69%

River Tam


69%

Capt. Mal Reynolds


50%

Simon Tam


44%

Zoe Alleyne Washburne


38%

Inara Serra


38%

Kaylee (Kaywinnet Lee)Frye


31%

Shepherd Derrial Book


31%

Jayne Cobb


25%

Hoban 'Wash' Washburne


25%
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Which Firefly(or Serenity) Character Are You?
River
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My Interests

I like to hang out with friends. I like to be constantly doing stuff or I get bored really really easily. I swear I have like ADHD or something sometimes, that and dislexia, and OCD. Anyhow, I also like video games, mostly RPG and fighting ones. I like to write, come up with my own characters. I want to write a book series some day dealing with magick and what not. I also sometimes like to write poems/songs. Which I didn't used to like poetry till I took Creative Writing in high school. Now I like to write it and I like to read it if it's my favorite band's lyrics or book. I kinda wanna try singing, but I don't have the guts. I like to play laser tag from time to time, I do work at Laser Quest after all. I probably couldn't live without music, it can lift me up, and it can make me think, music is awesome. I like most things magickal, fantasy related, or celestial whether it be books, movies, or artwork like my tattoo on my lower back(see my photos section). I like to be on the internet from time to time toying with my myspace layout and what not. I like to make siggyz and what not for the message board I go to an.., kinda like graphic design, but I can't draw. I like to go to movies with friends, but would rather be at someones house or out bar hopping where we can talk and relax. I like to go to concerts of bands I really like as well...well that's all I can think of lolz, read more of my profile for more.

I'd like to meet:

Dun know, I guess cool people for the most part? I dun know lol. No I do not want to meet anyone off the internet or call them, it's kinda freaky...no offense.

Music:



Mostly different forms of rock. I really don't like country or rap generally. I only like a few songs by some artists where others I like/love several...anyway here's a good list... Strata, The Limousines, Index Case, Megan McCauley, Seven Wiser, The Exies, Bipolar, Evans Blue, The Goo Goo Dolls, Matchbox Twenty, Armor For Sleep, Katy Rose, The Smashing Pumpkins, The Beatles, Queen, The Smiths, Joan Jett and The Black Hearts, The Bangles, Garbage, Maroon 5, Alexz Johnson, Hilary Duff, Alkaline Trio, Aly and A.J., Chevelle, Less Than Jake, Sugarcult, Collective Soul, Matchbook Romance, OK GO, Vertical Horizon, Ashlee Simpson, Taproot, Seven Dust, Eighteen Visions, Good Charlotte, Hoobastank, Mae, Jimmy Eat World, Starsailor, Superchic[k], Simple Plan, Switchfoot, Mudvayne, Dashboard Confessionals, Stabbing Westward, Three Days Grace, Smash Mouth, Red Hot Chili Peppers, Static-X, A Perfect Circle, Killswitch Engage, Dropping Daylight, All-American Rejects, Shine Down, Howie Day, The Cure, Three Doors Down, Submersed, Avril Lavigne, Skye Sweetnam, Michelle Branch, The Calling, Lifehouse, Trust Company, Evanescence, 30 Seconds To Mars, Cold Play, Savage Garden, Darren Hayes, The Prom Kings, Yellowcard, Breaking Point, Hawthorne Heights, Evan and Jaron, Trapt, Finch, Third Eye Blind, Haste The Day, Lost Prophets, A Static Lullaby, The Ramones, Nonpoint, Staind, Lillix, Hidden In Plain View, The Beach Boys, Story of the Year, and more.

Movies:

A lot of things mostly sci-fi, action, comedy, fantasy, drama, or kiddy. LoLz.Serenity, Smile, The Back To The Future Movies, The Batman Movies, The Initiation of Sarah(ABC Family Remake), The Underworld Movies, Thirteen, Across The Universe, The X-Men Movies, The Harry Potter Movies, Daredevil, Aquamarine, Final Destination(1 & 3), The Fifth Element, Princess Bride, For Richer or Poorer, The Ghostbusters Movies, The Crow Movies(the first 2 or 3), The Craft, Blood and Chocolate, and more.

Television:

Mostly the same kind of stuff I like in movies.Heroes, Supernatural, Instant Star, Weeds, Smallville, Bionic Woman, Full House, Charmed, Everwood, Sabrina, Buffy The Vampire Slayer, Point Pleasant, Firefly, I Love Lucy, Bewitched, Laverne and Shirley, The Brady Bunch, Family Feud, Growing Pains, Hannah Montana, The Suite Life of Zach and Cody, That's So Raven, Alex Mack, So Little Time, Two of a Kind, Chobits, Elfen Lied, and more.

Books:

I mostly like books that are about witches, magick, ect.The Sisters of Isis series by Lynne Ewing, Coma Therapy by Eric Victorino the lead singer of Strata, T*Witches by H.B. Gilmour and Randi Reisfeld, Holly Black's books, Blood and Chocolate, Daughters of the Moon and Sons of the Dark series both by Lynne Ewing, Chobits graphic novels, All the Mary-Kate and Ashley Olsen books, The Balefire series by Cate Tiernan, The Sweep series also by Cate Tiernan, some of the Charmed novels, Dangerous Girls 1 and 2 by R.L. Stine, and more.

Heroes:

I don't really think you would call them my heroes but I've literally grown up with Mary-Kate Olsen and Ashley Fuller Olsen.

My Blog

I dont understand what they were for...

Now I don't know what the deal really is...This isn't a game,not a contest,it's just how I am feeling,or maybe just how I felt,and some how it's been blownout of proportionand honestly it really sucks...
Posted by 0°º¤Jude¤Harris0n¤º°0 on Mon, 16 Jun 2008 01:46:00 PST

Pressing On?

I'm up on a highwirelooking down everything seemsfake and wanting me to falland gradually I amfallingfalling downit gets harderand harderto clasp onto the remainsof yesterdayof the the daybefore yeste...
Posted by 0°º¤Jude¤Harris0n¤º°0 on Sat, 31 May 2008 11:08:00 PST

The Ache

The AcheEyes aching of despairI collapseTerrified on cruise controllack of controla dangerous realizationhasty breathsshock of adrenalinethick heartbeatsweigh me downclot in my throatbrake and take co...
Posted by 0°º¤Jude¤Harris0n¤º°0 on Fri, 18 Apr 2008 10:20:00 PST

On the edge of 22...

It’z funny how the blog always says your a year older a day before your birthday, close enough I guess, though your profile age changes the actual day of your birth.  It’z hard to ima...
Posted by 0°º¤Jude¤Harris0n¤º°0 on Wed, 02 Apr 2008 11:40:00 PST

...Its like Im walking on another thin line where the fools keep on thinking Im blind...

Isn’t it funny how everything can be classified under "life"...anyhow...I haven’t written on here in, well, a really long time.  There are a number of reasons, like feeling like I hav...
Posted by 0°º¤Jude¤Harris0n¤º°0 on Sun, 16 Mar 2008 02:50:00 PST

"So Hot"

"So Hot"All up on her,she's all up on you,so hot,You're on fire,you hit the cliche,so hot,At you,not with you,so hot,Grabbing and rubbing,typical actions,so hot,Your so hot,You've got it all,Inside yo...
Posted by 0°º¤Jude¤Harris0n¤º°0 on Sun, 10 Feb 2008 11:50:00 PST

Funny?

Life is funny, isn't it?  I don't know how I got here, it is kind of crazy really.  I feel crazy a lot of the time lately, it is hard to make myself stop and catch my breath, I guess part of...
Posted by 0°º¤Jude¤Harris0n¤º°0 on Fri, 01 Feb 2008 10:34:00 PST

Imperfect Imperfection

Imperfect ImperfectionOblitterate the butterfliesIcy cold killerdrunk and blinddrug the angelstear their wingsdrink their winetonight we feasttonight we dineon broken bonesand heart-shapped lies...
Posted by 0°º¤Jude¤Harris0n¤º°0 on Tue, 22 Jan 2008 01:00:00 PST

A blog entry

I just posted a new blog/journal entry on gaia, I find it crazy the last time I posted on that journal was when I was 18!  If ya wanna read it clickyz:  My Gaia Journal :P...
Posted by 0°º¤Jude¤Harris0n¤º°0 on Wed, 12 Dec 2007 02:10:00 PST

STRATA ROcKeD!!!!!!!!!!!!

Strata completely rocked on Thursday night(December 6th, 2007).  I loved them back when I saw them at Snocore forever ago.  I loved their new CD, and I love them even more live and in person...
Posted by 0°º¤Jude¤Harris0n¤º°0 on Sat, 08 Dec 2007 03:22:00 PST