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I am here for Serious Relationships

About Me

back in hotel california

My Interests

bein

I'd like to meet:

ze log lady and other Twin Peak's charachters (specifically those I create in my dreams like the guy wearing a bolo tie who says to women, "Beg me, baby, beg me!"

Music:

topaz by the B-52's over and over and over and over

Movies:

baby snakes and joseph campbell power of myth videos all the time.. width="425" height="350" ....

Television:

Living With Ed (Begley jr)...i fucking can't wait

Books:

among the Haida Indians of the Pacific Northwest, the verb for "making poetry" is the same as the verb "to breathe"

Heroes:

"There are three mental states that interest me," said Amanda, turning the lizard doorknob. "These are: one, amnesia; two, euphoria; three, ecstasy." She reached into the cabinet and removed a small green bottle of water-lily pollen. "Amnesia is not knowing who one is and wanting desperately to find out. Euphoria is not knowing who one is and not caring. Ecstasy is knowing exactly who one is--and still not caring."

My Blog

man! Indonesia = BORING

we've begun to get very compeditive at card games.  hearts, spades, 31, all kinda of solitaire....what has this trip done to us? i keep expecting myself to be more tan...i have to keep up faith t...
Posted by lililililililililililly on Sun, 14 Oct 2007 06:25:00 PST

are you there god? its me, lilly....

what the fuck is wrong with me?   today while i was on my break in between jobs i was sitting in the living room with kitty on my chest watching Rap School on VH1 like any normal human being.&nbs...
Posted by lililililililililililly on Sun, 05 Nov 2006 09:14:00 PST

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http://www.democracynow.org/article.pl?sid=06/09/26/1415257 "Today, a Democracy Now exclusive. Army medic Agustin Aguayo. He applied for Conscientious Objector status and was denied. He was deployed t...
Posted by lililililililililililly on Thu, 28 Sep 2006 10:58:00 PST

soon i'll be a true beeliver

"i am the universal atman, i am the All!"  exclaims the illuminated disciple of the great guru of gurus, Shankara.  "i am transcendent, nondual, unrelated, infinite knowledge.  sheer bl...
Posted by lililililililililililly on Wed, 06 Sep 2006 01:42:00 PST

poopuke OR the story of heidi's goodbye and other moving details

so night before last heidi puked poop in my room.  yep.  poop puke.  it was just about the grossest thing thats ever gone down ever.  thanks heid. love you too girl.  stop ea...
Posted by lililililililililililly on Fri, 18 Aug 2006 12:44:00 PST

a few things

from this book i've been reading . . .   p.18  "the first and most essential service of a mythology is this one, of opening the mind and heart to the utter wonder of all being.  and the...
Posted by lililililililililililly on Sat, 08 Jul 2006 07:28:00 PST

mooooooooran!

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Posted by lililililililililililly on Tue, 27 Jun 2006 12:00:00 PST

dreamlessly, C. Bukowski

old grey-haired waitresses in cafes at night have given it up, and as i walk down the sidewalks of light and look into windows of nursing homes i can see that it is no longer with them. i see people ...
Posted by lililililililililililly on Tue, 20 Jun 2006 12:50:00 PST

enthronement - Chogyam Trungpa, Rinpoche

ONE parents are very kind, but i am too young to appreciate it. the highland mountains and valleys are beautiful, but having never seen the lowlands, i am stupid.   TWO having striven for mind's ...
Posted by lililililililililililly on Mon, 19 Jun 2006 10:55:00 PST

odetta on johnny cash show

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Posted by lililililililililililly on Fri, 26 May 2006 02:20:00 PST