Nikki Blaze

PLEASE!!! Have the courtesy of AT LEAST emailing while requesting to be added as a freind!! I have no desire to have a huge number of freinds on this site jut to make myself look more interesting or popular. That has NEVER been my motivation and never will be! If you are attempting to do so you are sad and insecure!! I WILL NOT add you unless you AT LEAST extend me this courtesy!! Hopelessly romantic, yet wholelly unloveable. Lonely, but protective of my privacy. Confused, and haunted, and in desperate search of peace and that I fear will must likely never come. Fiercely dependant yet in need of the fulfillment and safety only true love and acceptance can bring. An ardent believer in all that is good in humanity yet jaded in the belief that few still truly possess it. An interesting dichotomy? Or walking contradiction? I am an open-minded and intelligent bi-male crossdresser who is seeking to expand his horizons. I am into the fetish/goth lifestyle and enjoy the freedom of expression that comes with it. I dress the way I do less as a sexual identity than a way of transforming my mind and thoughts. I am looking for others who are accepting of this and most currently seeking a roomate for a spacious and centrally located home in the heart of Ft. Lauderdale. If you find yourself further intrigued about any of the above, I would look forward to hearing from you!! Did I mention? Hopelessly romantic, yet wholelly unloveable. Lonely, but protective of my privacy. Confused, and haunted, and in desperate search of peace and that I fear will must likely never come. Fiercely dependant yet in need of the fulfillment and safety only true love and acceptance can bring. An ardent believer in all that is good in humanity yet jaded in the belief that few still truly possess it. An interesting dichotomy? Or walking contradiction