I'm just the "Average Jane" if you ask me, but at the same time, I have this stupid habit of screwing everything up... I'm the master of mistakes in epic proportions! I turn people's lives upside down without really meaning to, and things usually end badly. Not always, though-- sometimes when I turn someone's life upside down, it turns into something wonderful... I always give the best that I have, and when it's not enough, I tend to beat myself up for my shortcomings. Refreshingly unstable.
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I don't have the highest regard of myself as far as appearance... it's not that I think I'm ugly, it's that I think maybe that I could be a little prettier. It's kinda weird. I don't know. -lol- I'm an impulsive skinny-dipper and I hate asparagus. It's the little things in life that I seem to appreciate. Pleasently bitchy. On occasion, I can resort to toddler-isms. I'm not one who really likes surprises because I don't handle change very well... I never could get the hang of Thursdays, either (poor Arthur Dent). Bitterly sweet. I have an incredible son, Braden Michael Mathis, born on September 23, 2005-- he's the "bestest" thing that has ever happened to me. Having a child gave me a new direction on life.
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I haven't done anything profound with my life that I'm aware of, but I don't have any regrets-- life's too short to be pissed off all the time. I write, I draw, I read... which suggests that I'm introverted, but I'm not, really. Selfishly giving. I'm pretty open about damn near anything because I don't believe in secrets. Secrets don't make friends! -lol- How elementary was that?! I hate being taken for granted. Quietly loud. I dislike how the word "love" is so abused. Too often, people forget the power and depth of saying the words "I love you."
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I'm pretty sure my best friends hates me, but he calls anyways.
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I question everything, and I usually will debate something until I pass out, simply because I'm opinionated. I don't mind admitting when I'm wrong, if the occasion should ever arise (haha), but you're not going to change my mind about anything, because I'm a firm believer in what I believe in. Make sense? I don't know a lot about love and life, but the parts that I do know, I know a lot about. Once again, I hope that makes sense.
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My outlet is music and I love kids in general. I alphabetize my DVDs and CDs and if they're out of order, it drives me insane. I love thunderstorms. I'm clever, and I can be smart-- but I prefer sarcasm.
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I prefer to be appreciated for who I am and what I have to offer, because I know that in my own gentle way, I can shake the world.
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I love my eyes. I'm pretty sure I'm overly sensitive, but I'm capable of not taking things too personally. I hate writing with pencils, I'd much rather use a blue bic pen. I don't yell, I don't think that it solves much of anything. I am guilty of raising my voice, however. Hatefully loving.
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I heart kissing like whoa. I'm obsessive-compulsive, and as much as I dislike humanity, I love people. I'm not graceful and I hate countries ending in "-stan." I am a rape victim but I am still a survivor. What doesn't kill you, makes you stronger. Wise words, from an even wiser person (and I can't remember who said it!). You only get to live once so it's my firm belief that you should do it how you wanna. Seriously funny. I don't follow religion, I follow my own philosophies based on the research I've done... and then I found five dollars.
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