J Isabel

"Can somebody please just explain to me, what happened to the way that we always said we’d be. Right now I dunno why I push through the pain that I got through. And I’m losin’ hope... Deafening voices, that frequency inside my head that says I’m going at it the hard way I focus. Get everything inside out of my brain that claims I’m going at it the hard way...Come with me, let me walk in through the world that I currently live in. Not a thing is forgotten, not a thing is forgiven. Nobody can hold their own underneath the weight but. Nobody can take the blame for their own mistakes so. What do you do when somebody lets you down snd you wanna say something but you can’t cause their not around. Inside you think they know the extent of the pain but they won’t even admit that they were the one to blame. Can somebody please just explain to me. What happened to the way that we always said we’d be. Cause right now I dunno why I push through the pain that I got through. And I’m losin’ hope..."



I go with my heart. Seeker of balance and harmony. Meticulous about detail. Metaphysical and transcendentalistic. Well off beyond my years. I have a partiality to traditional and antique furnishings. Traveled for a generous part of my life. Believer in the paranormal. A prolific writer. I value honesty, dedication and dependability. I crave passion, knowledge, and personal growth. There is always something yet to learn. I have no time, though I am doing what I love and love what I have at this time.

Myspace Survey...Tell All!
--Info--
Name: Janella Isabel
Nicknames: Jane, Janey, Bella, whatever whips your cream
Current Location: Vancouver, British Columbia/Los Angeles, California
Heritage: French/Chinese/Vietnamese
Hair Color: Dark brown/blonde
--Your--
Bedtime: Depends
Best Physical Feature: Humps, lumps and lips
Weakness: A satisfying mocha ice cream cake with oreo layers smothered in a warm rich Kahlua chocolate syrup -- I mean, good God!
Best Friends: I was capitalized recently by a supposed best friend... former that is. The only friends I need in life are the ones who need me. You start realizing that people are selfish and that, maybe, those friends that you thought you were so close to aren't exactly the greatest people you have ever met and the people you have lost touch with and some you have yet to meet are some of the most important ones.
Goal For The Year: Simplify my life, run my own company , learn another foreign language fluently, get in touch with people I have lost touch with, have a garden, remodel my basement, make monthly donations to a charity
--Lover--
Preferred Eye Color: Hazel, Blue-Green.. just some pretty eyes
Preferred Hair Color: Deep brown/black
Short Hair or Long Hair: Men: short, women: either
Looks or Personality: Physically and mentally sound/healthy
Skinny, Muscular or Fat: Toned with some areas to munch on ;)
--Favs--
Color:: Blue-green
Drink: Midori and red wine
Part on the Opposite Sex: Strong arms to wrap around me, the way they smell, a stimulating mind, intriguing tattoos and piercings are nice but not necessary
Part on the Same Sex: The curve of their back where the back meets the butt, everything.. women are just all around beautiful
Movie: Gattaca, Saving Private Ryan, Catch Me If You Can, Fight Club, Forrest Gump, Fifth Element, The Notebook
--Have You Ever--
Drank?: Lots of it
Smoked?: Not for many years now
Played Poker W/ Money?: Many times
Gone Swimming In A White T-Shirt?: Are you hoping for a yes?
Walked In The Rain W/out An Umbrella?: Sometimes, Vancouver weather is unpredictable
Been On Stage?: Yes
Burnt Yourself?: Yes, in the kitchen
Been Hit On Someone To Old?: Probably
Made Out W/ A Stranger?: Not yet
Talked To A Complete Stranger?: I don't see why not!
Been On TV?: Yes
Been Outta The Country?: Yes
Been Honked At While Walking Down The Sidewalk?: Yes
Won A Pool Game?: Yes
--Random--
Way You Wanna Die: Leaving the world a better place than when I found it
Are You A Health Freak?: Not Really
You Think You're Attractive?: Somewhat
Wanna Get Married?: Eventually
Can You Whistle?: Not for the life of me
Can You Walk In High Heels?: Yes
Do You Like Super Spicy Foods?: Absolutely
Can You Multitask?: Somewhat
Do You Spit?: I used to swallow until I was told excessive amounts would eventually lead to permanent damage in my digestive system. I spit it into the garbage... usually. We are talking about gum here? ;)

"When we strive to become better than we are,
everything around us becomes better, too.""Everyday, we are given the sun - and also one moment
in which we have the ability to change everything.."
Drench me, enrich me.