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Ardat-Lili

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About Me


Blasphemy, obscenity, charlatanism, sadistic excess, orgies and the aesthetics of the gutter, these are our moral expedients against stupidity, satiety, intolerance, provinicalism, dullness, against the cowardice to bear reponsibility, against the sack that eats at the front and shits behind. Otto Mühl, '62.
So, simple by design and complex by choice I have a fascination with the obscure and macabre.
I am mostly a misanthropic creature having nothing but contempt for the disloyal -
Potius mori quam foedari!

I am an atheist. I do not confine myself to the superstition and dogmatism that is organised religion.

Musically, I am eclectic. I have my own personal feelings of hate, love, sorrow and happiness as do you. These emotions belong to all of us and music allows us to feel these emotions in their universality. How anyone could constrict themselves to only listening to one type of genre is beyond me and is probably lying.

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My Interests



Perversion. Subversion. Aversion

body modification/scarification, poi, tribal fusion dancing, dusk, the psychology field, psychopathology, the unseelie court, astronomy, aurora borealis, Marquis De Sade, drums, ashtanga yoga, necromancy, mythology, the Kheprian, celtic art, devices of torture and other old time punishments, medieval macabre, art; especially Holbein, Honoo, Beksinski, Meier and Giger. fetish photography, snow, solitude, silence....

I'd like to meet:



Music:

Currently listening to::: Mearor Tri - The Beauty of Sadness

Metal noise: extinction, svartr strijd, les légions noire, bone awl, black witchery, adorior, fluisterwoud, mystifier, masochist, sarcofargo, beherit, leviathan, bunkur, lugubrum, velvet cacoon, domini inferi, planet AIDS, (old)nuit noire, verloren, goatwar, snowfall, vrolok, akitsa, pest, desaster, bathory, sombre chemin, vide, skaur, mortem, enemite, harrfluss, urfaust. Anything filthy, obscure and full of suggestively off-colour evil inneuendos....

Dancey crap: unter null, converter, tamtrum, wumpscut, vac, haujobb, punch. inc, manufactura, hocico, mono no aware, die krupps, KIEw, truppenterror, retractor, xentrifuge, hypnoskull, industriepalast, synapscape, shnarph!, funker vogt, ah cama-sotz, wynardtage, sonic dragolgo, x-fusion/noisuf-x, terrorfakt, iszoloscope, die sektor, noisex.. and various other bands that go boom boom and make my brain seep out of my ears.

CMI; mainly raison d'être, brighter death now, arcana, irm and in slaughter natives

Other stuff: amber asylum, corvus corax, schelmish, ulf söderberg, nuen welten, axiom of choice, alio die, pentaphobe, azam ali/vas, niyaz, Stellamara, asmorod, estampie, vidna obmana, circus contraption, maeror tri, dark muse, hexentanz, shellyz raven, akrabu, perunwit, my violent ego, daemonia nymphe, jack or jive, asianova, elend

Movies:

Tarantino, Vipco, Polanski, Waters, Hitchcock, Lynch, Miike and Miyazaki mainly but i'm a movie junky.. just not romantic comedies.. they tend to make me feel like choking on my own bile

Books:

Emily Bronte, Dante Alighieri, Friedrich Nietzsche, Vladimir Nabokov, Lawrence Durrell, Lord Byron
Laurell K Hamilton, Banana Yoshimoto, Neil Gaiman, John Webster, Primo Levi, Natsuo Kirino, Ruyu Murakami, Lisa See, Kenzo Kitakata

My Blog

Derren Brown and cerebral anoxia

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Posted by Ardat-Lili on Tue, 20 May 2008 11:49:00 PST

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Posted by Ardat-Lili on Thu, 15 May 2008 10:28:00 PST

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I have been presumptuous, I have done violence, I have forged lies, I have counselled evil and I have spoken falsely. I have scorned, I have revolted, I have provoked, I have rebelled& I have commit...
Posted by Ardat-Lili on Tue, 11 Mar 2008 12:59:00 PST

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Under the bridge of the babbling brook,Where wind swept reeds so gracefully shook,Shone down the waning moon uponThe weeping maid who sung her songOf Violet, Thyme and Columbine.And how the stars doth...
Posted by Ardat-Lili on Sun, 16 Sep 2007 07:26:00 PST

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through gritted teeth and whitened, clenched fists a perpetual wrath violently subsists - it runs and burns through my veins: a pounding force. Blood-filled screams, my voice runs hoarse...A sadistic ...
Posted by Ardat-Lili on Tue, 13 Mar 2007 04:03:00 PST

Japi Honoo & Kenji Siratori - RETROADAM

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Posted by Ardat-Lili on Sat, 17 Mar 2007 08:21:00 PST

3 am

I can find no sleep - I never sleep at nightI stop counting sheep - I can see their eyesAnd the lights will shine (all night) tonightAnd the lights will shine tonightA fly's been watching me - some (...
Posted by Ardat-Lili on Sun, 04 Feb 2007 06:40:00 PST

Darkness From Chaos

"Thy passion's flaw'd with disloyalty.Quivering lips now unused to theeUtters thus with plaintive cry;Dim vanities of dreams gone byAnd dimmer nothings, which are now reality.With last ecstasy of sat...
Posted by Ardat-Lili on Tue, 23 Jan 2007 04:57:00 PST

the poetry of the earth is never dead

"My best Acquaintances are thoseWith Whom I spoke no WordThe Stars that stated come to TownEsteemed Me never rudeAlthough to their Celestial CallI failed to make replyMy constantreverential FaceSuf...
Posted by Ardat-Lili on Fri, 15 Dec 2006 09:16:00 PST

worn out with dreams

Unwept, Unhonour'd And Unsung...
Posted by Ardat-Lili on Wed, 06 Dec 2006 03:29:00 PST