Life for me is torture. People who loves to label me are pathetic people! Label my ass will ya! Some people think they're perfect just bcoz they're all that. Listen missy u haven't proven anything yet. I may not be good with books like u, but i'm smarter than u think.Favorite vice is sports. I have a free and kindred spirit. There are times where i just wana wild out towards the meadows naked feeling the breeze and the brustles of the grass to ur skin. It may sound obnoxious but wat d heck its something that itches me to do. I'm always excited about new stuff, the effect might even be a sleepless night. I can probably say that i can ensnare anyone with my boundless energy. I love working out in the gym, its my sanctuary where i can gather myself and know the deeper me. One thing i've been preventing myself is to smoke but cigarettes never seem to get enough of my fingers. I unintentionally at times forget to live at my convictions regarding my dreams and endeavors. I may give a good one but i may too forget to apply it. One thing i love about myself is that i never forget friends and acquiantances. And i never forget to give God my unending gratitude for finally giving me my PoLar StAr. Can anyone also tell me where i can find snoopy?? Charles?? anyone??Broadway is jst my main priority. I plan to develop my voice more and hpe the conclusion will be quite satisfactory.If I could disappear, I know I would. Just wanna run away,I know I could.
I want to close my eyes, and wake up in a place where nothing's wrong.
Where I don't love you, Where I dont need you
In a place where i don't miss youif I were to leave and never come back would you know any different?
if I were to leave and never come back would you miss me?As I sit here, alone in my room.
even as I sit here, moaning my cries
you're all I think about,
you're all I see
and yet I notice that,
you don't see me.You're causing me pain, and you don't even know it
You're causing me heartbreak but I'm not gonna show it
I'm gonna cover it up, it might drain me, it might kill me but I don't wanna show wat u do to meif I were to leave and never come back
just leave you here alone, would you know any different?
if I were to leave and never come back
would you miss me? I DOUBTYou've caused this you know, you're the reason why I'm trapped in my pain and trapped in my skin. What must i do to make you accept me? You've made me hate the mirror! if i look what will i see? A fool! Somebody worthless! You made me feel worthless, a nobody, you left me here to bleed!I try to be strong but you'll never be more wanted. You make me sick. You make me purge, you make me cut and bleed You are the reason why I cry myself to sleep, I cause the blood so red. Did i bring this on myself? If i had one wish i would wish that i culd be what you wanted but then i realise. But i'll never be what you want. NEVER.
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TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Jed a.k.a. Tsubibo Man
Birthday: June 1st, 1986
Birthplace: Naga City, Camarines Sur
Current Location: Waikiki Islands
Eye Color: Black
Hair Color: Black
Height: 5"5
Your Heritage: Spanish (our sur name came from the Barrameda Islands of spain) and Filipino of course.
The Shoes You Wore Today: I only wore my Kenneth Cole Slippers.
Your Weakness: Heights, Slugs, and Aluminum Foils being rubbed together.( It makes my teeth grit)
Your Fears: Heights, Dying Ugly, Drowning.
Your Perfect Pizza:
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Having to host a show or ending up in a stage.
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: riggggghhhT! *snap *snap!
Thoughts First Waking Up: What time is it?
Your Best Physical Feature: My legs coz the muscles are well built. Loves IT!
Your Bedtime: No Specific time.
Your Most Missed Memory: The time when Rainbow Brite was on air and the series POPULAR
Pepsi or Coke: PEPSI BLUE
McDonalds or Burger King: McDonalds
Single or Group Dates: I'd like to cherish the time alone with my date.
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Nestea (apple flavored)
Chocolate or Vanilla: Vanilla. I dont like chocos
Cappuccino or Coffee: how about Latte instead
Do you Smoke: yes i do
Do you Swear: not really
Do you Sing: YESSSS!!!
Have you Been in Love: Of Course. You'd be numb if u weren't
Do you want to go to College: I'm in college now.
Do you want to get Married: Honestly yes.. Ui still hope for reform.
Do you belive in yourself: Nope. My self confidence and Esteem was robbed from me.
Do you get Motion Sickness: at times.
Do you think you are Attractive: I guess??
Are you a Health Freak: most of the time i am conscious.
Do you get along with your Parents: NOPE!!!!
Do you like Thunderstorms: Not when i'm sleeping.
Do you play an Instrument: I sure wish i do.
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: Yes just a couple of days ago. But i dont really drink. Peer pressure!
In the past month have you Smoked: Y E S!
In the past month have you been on Drugs: Not in this lifetime.
In the past month have you gone on a Date: Nope i'm happily contented with what i've got.
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: twice i think??
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: I dont like Chocos.
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: Yes only some Maki
In the past month have you been on Stage: I wish i had.
In the past month have you been Dumped: before but not this month.
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: i wish i cud but i dont think its legitimate here.
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: I dont steal. It cud ruin my reputation
Ever been Drunk: Only once but still had my control.
Ever been called a Tease: not yet??
Ever been Beaten up: No way that will happen.
Ever Shoplifted: NAAH!
How do you want to Die: Pretty. That's hot! haha!
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: a host, VJ, stage performer.
What country would you most like to Visit: Europe.
Number of Piercings: none. i dont like the pain.
Number of Tattoos: a henna wud do.
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: Blue
Favorite Hair Color: BLack wud do. PLain and Simple.
Short or Long Hair: definitely short
Height: 5"10 above.
Weight: Medium Built and Slim
His Clothing Style: As long as its not dorky and geeky (or its jst the same?)
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