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hoT pORcelaiN

I could taste their weight. I could hold them in my hands. I could make them great.-J

About Me



..

The Life

But power of blood itself releases blood.
...leaves summits stained.
Oh, blood will out. It cannot be contained.

~R. Frost~

Stars and suns are within.
Sea and sky too.
Mountains and river are part of me.
Salt and grain too.

Je suis.



Nothing new under the sun.h4

Commencer Encore.



I like to walk barefoot; it keeps me grounded.

Always growing.

Nothing I could ever say be it written, or verbal, will ever prepare you for me.



My Interests

Pearl Necklace

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To remind me it's waiting
And that I have a choice
... I am not equipped for such strain
Take away the fear
How do you prepare for the pain...

"We don't see things as they are, we see them as we are."
~Anais Nin

"Offer them what they secretly want and they of course immediately become panic-stricken."
~Jack Kerouac

I'd like to meet:

You. You. And you. You have been marked on my profile map!

make your own map at: www.modmyprofile.com
My equal.

I want: More, more, more......always wanting more. Plus temps. Mas Tiempo. Good and evil are taught.

Monogamy is a lie, but honesty is not.

AGAIN. Do not add unless you ask. Thank you.



"I will not be just a tourist in the world of images, just watching images passing by which I cannot live in, make love to, possess as permanent sources of joy and ecstasy."
~Anais Nin

Music:


slowly i begin to realise this is never going to end
right about the same time you walk by
and i say
oh here we go again, oh

For her:

una Infinitas Abominatio Nascitur Autumno hic est tuum temptamen quod temptat tua potentia viginti tres gradus ad summam potestatem

....in control
Swallowed whole

"It's all right for a woman to be, above all, human. I am a woman first of all."
~Anais Nin

Movies:

Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind

Television:



Books:



Sandra Cisneros
Maya Angelou
Jack Kerouac
E.A.Poe
Stephen King
Ernest Hemingway (a dirty mysoginst, but I love his cats)

"The only people for me are the mad ones, the ones who are mad to live, mad to talk, mad to be saved, desirous of everything at the same time, the ones who never yawn or say an uncommon-place thing, but burn, burn, burn like fabulous yellow roman candles."
~Jack Kerouac

Heroes:


Womyn. All of them. Such a strong breed.

My Blog

Familiar Sounds

Did you hear that?That almost inaudible sound?Shhh.That's the sound of my heart snapping,not into two,but into a million little pieces.The terrible relief that follows,covering mein a blanket of yello...
Posted by hoT pORcelaiN on Fri, 18 May 2007 02:08:00 PST

~?~

Drain me of my red Drain me of my blood I see memories my mind's eye broken past gone so fast Drain me of my blue drain me of my blood feel the flood as it rushes out like a fish in the dead sea I s...
Posted by hoT pORcelaiN on Fri, 27 Apr 2007 09:07:00 PST

Imagine Innocence

To love the devilis a very Fickle thinga very fickle thing indeedI shall pay no heed thoughfor I am in love with a devilA devil of the worse kindthe type to eat you alivethe type to drink your cup too...
Posted by hoT pORcelaiN on Tue, 17 Apr 2007 06:02:00 PST

Passion, Poison, Poisson

......superstitious know that fortune can rob all it bestows..... ....easy come, easy go..... ....unchanneled Cup of Communion...   ...takes only what she needs and leaves the rest.   ...
Posted by hoT pORcelaiN on Sun, 01 Apr 2007 09:51:00 PST

Mini Obssessions....

your eyes after darkyour hair in the nightyour small, pink toes in my mouthyour mouthyour small hands on my backyour flat stomachthe curve of your waistthe scent of youyour wristsyour delicate frameyo...
Posted by hoT pORcelaiN on Sat, 31 Mar 2007 02:01:00 PST

Palabras Viejas

"In the wilderness, justice will come to live.And integrity in the fertile land.Integrity will bring peace,justice alone will give lasting security."Isaiah 32:16-17And it shall come to pass thatThe li...
Posted by hoT pORcelaiN on Mon, 19 Mar 2007 10:18:00 PST

Yeah you

I no longer look I no longer stare You just take me there Putting my finger to my lips kissing just my finger tips thinking about those lips the ones between your hips tongue in cheekyour voice makes ...
Posted by hoT pORcelaiN on Sat, 17 Mar 2007 05:31:00 PST

Captive

So much to say Words get in the way It's all one huge fucking cliche I've said it before and I will say it again I love you but words get in the way I'll say it everyday but those god damn words you l...
Posted by hoT pORcelaiN on Tue, 06 Mar 2007 05:41:00 PST

111

As I prepare to write and let my thoughts unfold I think of you. Words are and never will be enough. Hidden thoughts and secret glances. We don't need to speak. Everything between us is so strong that...
Posted by hoT pORcelaiN on Sun, 04 Mar 2007 03:06:00 PST

DesEO

Deso de ser ser libre de este angustia de la vida encarcelada por las reglas de un Dios que solo sabe ser sufrir mi Dios no me hace sentir esto Dios mio todopoderoso omniciente y omnipresente no me ...
Posted by hoT pORcelaiN on Wed, 28 Feb 2007 09:22:00 PST