The Commander {Irrational October 29th@ Backbooth}

About Me

I bet this is the part where you wanna know who i am... well lets see:
My Names Christian. Capt. Winky is something of an alias. but is you must, Chris is just dandy.
I believe one day clowns will take over the world and they will manipulate donkeys to mesmerize us into stupidity...again.
I had "Music is my life" up here and i got alot of "oh how fucking cliche... i laugh at you. i really do im coughing up a lung cause i cant breathe do to all the laughter. Guess what?? It STILL is my life.
I know where my loyalties lie. They are my friends, Irrational, and my beautiful girlfriend Kat.
Speaking of, i am the roadie to Irrational. It's amazing to me to work for guys this fucking interesting. Check out Irrational at MYSPACE.COM ,
I love my friends in case you havent noticed yet. dont like em? i couldnt give a fuck about you. they are the only family i have left next to my two baby sisters and dumb ass boricua brother. lol Love you Antonio get over it.
hmm i like to write and from time to time i do encourage you read my blogs. NO you dont have to leave comments but it will give you a better idear of who i be. mentaly that is.
I love peircings and tattoos. i have two earings in each ear, a stud in my toungue, and my labrae peirced. for tattoos i have the irrational satellite on my right breast thing and the words "AMOR" across my stomach
I just recently moved to Brandon, Fl. I live here with my girlfriend. I'm still getting used to things here but im working it out. I work out here but my heart will always lie in Orlando/Apopka.
And so every one knows... yes i FUCKING LOVE CHEESE CAKE.
My Penguin and me ....

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My Interests

I like going to irrational shows, writing, hangin out with my friends doin crazy stupid shit, movies that are actually good and have more substinance then bullshit, music in general is awesome....except coheed and cambria... :Shorty Was Here: fuck them... i hate them! god do i ever. and in general meeting new people and hangin out with them cause im a fuckin people person yo. lol. people who get who i am. i mean if you just met me you wouldnt get me... for some reason i decided to grow up as complicated as a person can be. but become one of my friends and you will get me... guaranteed. i dont know what else...OH!! i love my baby Kat cause shes the one who puts the smile on my face day in and day out... i love you penguin 3333

I'd like to meet:

Korn. I wish i could meet the guys who set me to love and want to create musicKORN LYRICS"COUNTING ON ME"Why can't you ever back down? Why can't you just shut your face? Oh god the feelings I feel Would get me thrown in a cage You're the one who's always screaming at me I'm the one that keeps your lives so care free What the fuck more do you want me to be? Why must you do this to me?Run away, I can't see Lead the way, make them payCounting, on me. Always hoping I'll be There for all of your problems and in turn you're never there for me You sucked the life out of me You hate everything you see I can't take this anymore I always stay when I should leaveYou see the pain in my face While you keep putting me down Inside the rage starts to build You push me I won't go down You're the one who's always screaming at me I'm the one that keeps your lives so care free What the fuck more do you want me to be? Why must you do this to me?Run away, I can't see Lead the way, make them payCounting, on me. Always hoping I'll be There for all of your problems and in turn you're never there for me You sucked the life out of me You hate everything you see I can't take this anymore I always stay when I should leaveCould it really be the day, today? Could this really make the problems go away? I'm going to hurt just not in timeRight now! - I take in all I can now Right Now! - You've torn us all part Right Now! - There is nothing you can do to stop me Right now [x9]Counting, on me. Always hoping I'll be There for all of your problems and in turn you're never there for me You sucked the life out of me You hate everything you see I can't take this anymore I always stay when I should leave [x2]

"DIRTY"Keep knocking. No one's there. Pouring down. Near be felt. I'm out here, by myself. All alone. Ready to blow my head off. I hurt so bad inside. I wish you could see the world through my eyes. Each day is the same I just wanna laugh again.Keep hoping. Nothing to spare. So my life. Isn't quite there. Feel like a whore. A dirty whore. Such a whore. Dirty.I'm out here, by myself. All alone. Ready to blow my head off. I hurt so bad inside. I wish you could see the world through my eyes. Each day is the same I just wanna laugh again.I'll Take it I'll Take It I Will Take it Into you.You dirty little fuck. Dirty little fuck. You dirty little fuck. Dirty little fuck. You dirty little fuck (I will take it). Dirty little fuck (I will take it). You dirty little fuck (I will take it). Dirty little fuck (I will take it). You dirty little fuck.I'm out here, by myself. All alone. Ready to blow my head off. I hurt so bad inside. I wish you could see the world through my eyes. Each day is the same I just wanna laugh again...AND THE FUCKIN CAT THAT DID THIS!!!! click it !

IRRATIONALBAND.COM

Its hard to imagine if there is anyone out there like the people i have with me now making me happy. but hey i wouldnt mind meetingmore peeps these are the peeps that make me happy

Create Your Own!

Music:

Korn, Irrational IRRATIONALBAND.COM , Recreational Revenge, Spineshank, Evanescence, Blindside, 36crazyfist, Ill Nino, Flaw, Authority Zero, Nonpoint, Nirvana, Pearl Jam, Deroot, OLD Metallica, Offspring, lostpropehts, Tool, Adema, Watserface, There For Tommorrow, Sum 41, Trapt, Three Days Grace, Finger Eleven, Drowning Pool, Earshot, Skindred, Shinedown, Goldfinger, Atreyu, Papa Roach, System of a Down, Chevelle, Crossfade, Smile Empty Soul, Danzig, Dmx, Rage Against The Machine, Taking Back Sunday, Blink 182, Green Day, Rob Zombie, Puya, Un loco, Avenged Sevenfold, From Autumn to Ashes, Breaking Benjamin, Soil, Crazy Town, Strata, My Chemical Romance, John Mayer, Dave Mathews Band, Ki, Fear Factory, Orgy, Finger Eleven, Staind, Mars Volta, Trivium, Mudvayne, Queens Of The Stone Age, 40 Below Summer, AFI, Dead Poetic, Goo Goo Dolls, Eagle Eye Cherry, Santana, Megadeth, Tool, Ra, Sublime, The Used, Offspring, Tommy Lee, The Cranberries, Stone Temple Pilots, Rise Against, Five.Bolt.Main, New Self High, Mindless Self Indulgence, Evans Blue, Hinder, Blue October, Flyleaf, Anberlin, Prodogy, Angels and Airwaves, Silent Civilian, Crossbreed, Bullet For My Valentine . There are still way too many to remember right now.

Movies:

Scarface, Reservoir Dogs, Kill Bill 1&2, Donnie Darko,Once Upon a Time in Mexico, Dawn Of The Dead ( both new and old ), Sin City is my new favorite movie of all time, Hero, Spaceballs, Super Troppers, X-men 2&3, Saving Private Ryan, I-Robot, Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles 1,2,and 3 (hell mutha fuck yea!), anything with Johnny Depp.. hes like the best fuckin actor ever.. and he doesnt give a fuck what you think! Korn Live At The Hammerstein, Running Scared, Lucky Number Slevin, Boondock Saints, so much more but my hands getting cramped up, oh! and porn.... every body likes porn and im just bein honest...;)

Television:

my new photo bucket... check it out if the pic dont work... copy and paste the code below it.http://photobucket.com/albums/f248/Commander123/

Books:

pretty much anything stephen king ( from It , to the green mile, the stand, dark half, salems lot, thinner, the shinning, christine, carrie, dream catcher, and the dark tower series.) edgar alllen poe is always good to chill with ( the pit and the peduluim is my favorite) and again .... porn. what?!

Heroes:

THESE ARE MY HEROES... FRIENDS THAT I KNOW WILL ALWAYS BE THERE

My beautiful Penguin .. My Super Jenny. who will no matter what make a day that is completely wrong completely right. ....These are my homeboys. Cale, Luis, and Mike. we have some good times chillin and i couldnt find a more trust worthy group of friends. their honest and will tell me things straight up as oppossed to behind my back which is something i value more than anything. love these fuckers. ..m/..This is my cousin John and my best friend/ brother Carlos. known these guys for what seems like forever. always will i love these friendships

My Blog

To fade and die old

my guessis just as good as yoursas to what i should do nowive had a headache for some time now. an eclipsed mindsave it for the juryso dont worry just yetyour random excuses dont bother me...and youll...
Posted by The Commander on Wed, 13 Jun 2007 08:20:00 PST

Under Pressure

held underneath your thumbpushed down and i cant seewhat more you want from meits so hard to becompletely happy. breath easily i wont let you bleed!dont look for shortcuts in your lifethere will be st...
Posted by The Commander on Wed, 23 May 2007 06:21:00 PST

Picking up the pieces

i tried to settle what was on my mind been breaking it down as simply as i could small steps new head a better balanced thought process and i should know better than this i will make mistakes at time...
Posted by The Commander on Thu, 17 May 2007 03:50:00 PST

Head of the family

heywhen you woke up todaydid you think life would still be this wayyoushould of known that nothing changespeople will never changetry believe that one day everything will be okyou cried at night cause...
Posted by The Commander on Wed, 25 Apr 2007 11:41:00 PST

Not the asshole you were looking for

This is not the asshole you were looking for! you stood there you fought meyou fucking tried to break mebut i will not sit down and take your punishmenti stood calmly so quietly i let you just talk a...
Posted by The Commander on Thu, 12 Apr 2007 09:49:00 PST

Torn

been waking up with tears in my eyes been falling asleep to weeping nightsthe thought that youre gone is still fresh in my headkeeping me from resting away on my bedcause i cant stop feeling hatetowar...
Posted by The Commander on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Raise up

Raise the Fuck Up!!!!!all my life is filled with broken promises all my life i never got used to thiseveery secondi would hate itmake me fell the loss of it all(chorus part1)dont ever promise me anyth...
Posted by The Commander on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Welcome to the show

somehow you closeda door that should remain openwonder if itll ever be the sameif itwas brought back right on trackwould you and me still be here?Do you feel like you will push me away?do it if it mak...
Posted by The Commander on Tue, 20 Mar 2007 11:56:00 PST

At War (with myself)

so far weve gotten thereour lives tattered and tornso i ask what am i doing hereive taken your lies for far too longyou bring me down(you keep me here)never tasted defeat like this beforewhats it like...
Posted by The Commander on Wed, 14 Mar 2007 09:00:00 PST

Times...

... They do change. its been awhile since ive been on here... i almost forgot bout this thing. well its official. well kinda. i havent really told anyone. lol till now. but i will b...
Posted by The Commander on Wed, 17 Jan 2007 09:13:00 PST