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Magdalena

Answers are a danger to your uncertainty.

About Me


Let the Scarlet Woman beware! If pity and compassion and tenderness visit her heart; if she leave my work to toy with old sweetnesses; then shall my vengeance be known. I will slay me her child: I will alienate her heart: I will cast her out from men: as a shrinking and despised harlot shall she crawl through dusk wet streets, and die cold and an-hungered.
But let her raise herself in pride! Let her follow me in my way! Let her work the work of wickedness! Let her kill her heart! Let her be loud and adulterous! Let her be covered with jewels, and rich garments, and let her be shameless before all men!
Then will I lift her to pinnacles of power: then will I breed from her a child mightier than all the kings of the earth. I will fill her with joy: with my force shall she see & strike at the worship of Nu: she shall achieve Hadit.
-The Book of the Law, III:43-45
Glow of the Impossible; Intense, Exalted and Sublime.
Condition of being, generating a Change; Imbued or Illuminated with Eternal Divine Light, Inflamed or Consumed by Eternal Profane Love.
Uncertainty Opens us so that Miracles May Occur.
I Believe in the Transformation of human Consciousness to Divine Consciousness via the Manipulation of the Divine Currents within the Physical, Sexual and Subtle bodies through Erotic Rites.
I Believe in the Sanctity of the Profane.
Darkness awaits the full return of those who have been blinded by Light or seduced by Radiance. The true temple is not just the sanctuary of the Forever Luminous. The Darkness I speak of is more than the absence of Light; It is Primordial Fertility, the Womb and Ever-Original Ground of the Shining Holy; It is the Awakened Sleep of God, the undeniable Presence of Virginal Nothingness, Eternally Pregnant with Being.
-From Radical Intimacy (Xanthyros Press, '92)

My Interests

Hear Me, and make all Spirits subject unto Me: so that every Spirit of the Firmament and of the Ether: upon the Earth and under the Earth: on dry Land and in the Water: of Whirling Air, and of rushing Fire, and every Spell and Scourge of God may be obedient unto Me.

lygophilia, death, sex magick, blood, power

I'd like to meet:



"People like me may be interesting for an occasional passionate encounter, but we’re too prickly for comfort. We’re hot and we’re cold, we’re sharp and we’re dull. One minute we’re sweet, and the next we’re bitter. And when you think we’re here with you, we aren’t. We’re always somewhere else, dreaming something else.

We’re the discontented ones. People try to love us, but we keep getting distracted. People give us presents, hoping to please us, but to us they feel like chains and ropes, tying us. They cook the food and pour the wine, and we go unicorn hunting instead. They yell at us and we don’t hear, and they try to nail us down, and we pull out the nails and run away licking the punctures. They tell us we’re being obstinate, and they send us to bed, and we crawl out the window and go wandering. They lock us in a room and they throw away the key. And we slide out under the door."

-Sideshow by Sheri S. Tepper

Music:

Unto Ashes, Dead Can Dance, Nature and Organisation, Qntal, Diary of Dreams, Sopor Aeternus, Dargaard, Sol Invictus, Death in June, Dust, In the Nursery, Nick Cave, Ordo Rosarius Equilibrio, Loreena McKennitt, Current 93, James, Lightning Seeds

Movies:

The Wicker Man, Nadja, Lair of the White Worm, The Hunger, Harold and Maude, The Young Poisoner's Handbook, Cemetary Man, Trouble Every Day, A Zed and Two Noughts, He Loves Me He Loves Me Not, Audition, The Isle

Books:

La Bas, The Art of Seduction, The Consumer, The Name of the Rose, Gloriana the Unfullfill'd Queen, Sexual Secrets, Candide, Konx om Pax, Odi et amo, The Gospel of Mary, Flowers from Hell, Hypnerotomachia Poliphili, Jurgen, The Devil's Dictionary, The Tale of Genji, The Magus, Damien, The Chymical Wedding of Christian Rosenkreutz, Kushiel's Dart

My Blog

Grey.

The sky is grey, the sand is grey and the ocean is grey And I feel right at home in this stunning monochrome alone in my way. I smoke and I drink and every time I blink I have a tiny dream. But as ...
Posted by Magdalena on Sun, 17 Dec 2006 04:01:00 PST

September 11th Canine Search and Rescue Tribute

Over 250 canine search and rescue dogs worked around the clock at the World Trade Center and the Pentagon after the September 11th terrorist attacks. These heroes worked without the benefit of gas mas...
Posted by Magdalena on Tue, 12 Sep 2006 01:32:00 PST

Moving.

I've begun packing for my all too quickly creeping up on me move on the 16th. Movers have been finalized and boxes ordered. Must buy more tape. Must throw more stuff away. I'm quite excited and can't ...
Posted by Magdalena on Thu, 31 Aug 2006 06:33:00 PST

One Star in Sight.

Thy feet in mire, thine head in murk,O man, how piteous thy plight,The doubts that daunt, the ills that irk,Thou hast nor wit nor will to fight--How hope in heart, or worth in work?No star in sight! T...
Posted by Magdalena on Sat, 12 Aug 2006 03:49:00 PST

Perfume: The Story of a Murderer.

I was happy to discover tonight that one of my favorite books is in post-production in movieland. Perfume by Patrick Suskind, if you have not read it already do so. Now.  I command it. Alan Ric...
Posted by Magdalena on Tue, 25 Jul 2006 11:03:00 PST

Jez and I are having, er, getting a baby!

I am putting a deposit down for an all black raven hybrid to be born next spring. He/she will either be an African Pied Crow and African Brown-necked Raven cross or an African White-necked Raven and A...
Posted by Magdalena on Fri, 21 Jul 2006 09:20:00 PST

Sin.

The Artist's "Sin""I believe I have found a new sin.""Lust, I believe, can be classified into: ordinary sin, sin against nature, bestiality, and let us add _demoniality_ and sacrilege. Well, there is,...
Posted by Magdalena on Thu, 13 Jul 2006 05:37:00 PST

Liber LXXVII

"the law ofthe strong:this is our lawand the joyof the world." AL. II. 2 "Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the Law." --AL. I. 40 "thou hast no right but to do thy will. Do that, and no other sh...
Posted by Magdalena on Fri, 07 Jul 2006 09:05:00 PST

Important life changes.

Today Jez and I got married! It was a very romantic ceremony. Sorry it happened so fast I couldn't send out any invitations. Married life is great, will write more after the honeymoon is over!...
Posted by Magdalena on Thu, 06 Jul 2006 11:48:00 PST

Tired, rumpled and full of happy bits.

Jez just left after a lovely weekend here in Salem. I did consider calling in a bomb threat to South Station so they would close it down and he would have to stay here. The next four days will be...
Posted by Magdalena on Mon, 26 Jun 2006 04:59:00 PST