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"..how can someone be so charming be so manipulative?...even more treacherous than he is attractive...he never uttered a single word without some dishonourable intention...every women he..s successfully persuaded has regretted it...stay away from him..."
I AM FILIPINO
I am a Filipino
Inheritor of a glorious past
Hostageto the uncertain future
As such I must prove equal
to a two fold task:
The task of meeting
my responsibilities to the past
And the task of performing
my obligationsto the future
I was born from asturdy race
Child, many generations removed
of ancient Malayan pioneers
Across the centuries,
Memories come rushing back to me
O fbrown skinned men,
putting out to sea,
In ships that were asfrail
As their hearts were stout..
I was dumped once. Do you constantly question your values? Why was I so easily cast aside? You wonder if the other party will come back to their senses and call you back. They always tell you it hurts less with time ... it hurts more.
Today I..m profoundly lost as a human being. I..ve spent my entire life in school, my parents still support me, human relationships baffle me and I am acutely self-aware to the point where I..m clueless and slightly suicidal...In generations past,the window into adulthood began at 18 and now it..s 30. A second coming of age, if you will, a void post the teen years that we are drowning in...I believe that this second coming of age is representative of a kind of barrier, a wall that we hit, a manifestation of a certain type of fear that immobilizes us. For some, it..s professional, emotional, sexual, etc. In order to operate within these fears, we operate within this fantasy world that we have constructed around us. Only by conquering those fears - ripping ourselves from the protection of this fantasy world - can we initiate the passage into adulthood.
All great achievements arose from dissatisfaction. It is the desire to do better, to dig deeper that propels civilization to greatness. All of us have heard the story of ICARUS - the young boy that took the wings that his father built for him-wings that were meantto carry him over the ocean towards freedom and used them instead for a joy ride. For a brief moment, ICARUS felt what it was likeas a god,to touch the sun, to sore above the common man and for doing so, he paid the ultimate price. Like ICARUS, we too are given gifts - knowledge, education, experience and with these gifts, therecomes aresponsibility of choice.We alone decide how our talents are bestowed upon the world.This is our destiny, we hold it in the palm of our hands.
An entire generation waiting tables, pumping gas, slaves with white collars. Advertising has us chasingcars and clothes, working at jobs we hate so was can buy $h1T we don..t need. We are middle children of history. No purpose, no place, we gotno greatwar or great depression. Our great war is a spiritual war, our great depression is our lives. We all have been raised by television to believe that one day that we will become millionaires, movie gods and rock stars, butwe won..t. We are slowly learning that. We are very very p i s s e d off!!!
So this is what I have learned...my conclusion is - hate is baggage, life is too short to be pissed offall this time. It..s just not worth it. A friend told me it is to leave with a quote since someone else said it best, so if you can..t top it - steal it from themand go out strong. So I picked a guy you might like,"We are not enemies but friends. We must not be enemies. No passion, we have strength and we not break our bonds of affection. Mystic cords of memory will swallow and again be touched, surely they will be by the better angels of our nature."
"I believe there..s a place where the restless souls wander. Burdened by the weight of their own sadness they cannot enter heaven. And so they wait, trapped between this world and the next, endlessly searching for a way to rid themselves of their pain - in the hope that somehow, some day, they will be reunited with the ones they Love."
