recklessness, egotistical men, procrastinating, insomnia, self-flagellation, wandering, missing the shit out of montreal, sleeping, reading, running away from my problems, writing, refusing to get a job, musics, watching tv, swimming, editing things, making bad decisions, internet addiction, drunken bonding sessions, cooking, art, trying not to smoke cigarettes, smoking, contradictory statements, kissing, messiness, laziness, nerdiness, movies, unpredictable behaviour, lunch dates, coffee, booze, shows, critical editions, joints, learning how to not write run-on sentences, falling down, breaking my face, chess, romanticizing alberta, pretending i'm a modern aristocrat, biting and slapping, painful kinds of fun, the oxford english dictionary, etymology, scrapping, dancing (read: rolling around on the floor), pretending I'm in a band, poetry about death, climbing up and down the mountain in the middle of the night while the "radical anarchists" that live in the woods hurtle beer bottles down through the trees, fantasizing about Berlin, being rae spoon's platonic life partner, walking around with a smug sense of superiority, willing my hair to be red, spending hot summer days drinking wine in parc lafontaine with my rowdy crew of sexy gay hipsters, megalomaniacs, post-structuralism, taxonomies, crazy old cat ladies, cats.
other dreamers. people with stories. people with good hearts. people who read alot. Paul Auster (thanks for nothin', by the way). Anyone who knows how to sort out an identity crisis.
the claps
dead man, elizabeth, the devil and daniel johnston, umm, ghost dog, a tale of two sisters, the evil dead trilogy, gingersnaps one and two but not three, my own private idaho, crappy low-budget BBC renditions of shakespeare plays, especially those starring patrick stewart or anthony hopkins. Grizzly man. some von trier. breakfast on pluto, asian horror films. adaptations of jane austen novels. many period pieces. kung fu hustle. shaolin soccer. I really want to see "the cremaster cycle" series but don't quite know how to make that happen. also, I heard that lars von trier made a sequel to "the kingdom" on danish tv and i really want to see it but don't know where to find it.
farscape, carnivale, six feet under, battlestar gallactica (the new one), pbs documentaries, the sopranos, deadwood, buffy/angel, arrested development. I recently rediscovered an old Jim Henson series entitled "The Storyteller" which is awesome.
myra breckinridge, wuthering heights, giovanni's room, discipline and punish: the birth of the prison, stone butch blues, bartleby the scrivener, jane eyre, wide sargasso sea, various stuff by virginia woolf, kurt vonnegut, paul auster, oscar wilde, allen ginsberg, james joyce, derek walcott, gertrude stein, angela carter, gore vidal, mark twain, Thomas Pynchon, cathy acker, henry james, paul auster, philip k. dick, ursula k. leguin, christina rosetti, james baldwin, haruki murakami, headache inducing critical theory, especially: Nietzsche, Foucault, Irigary, Baudrillard, Cixous, Lyotard. smut.
my gramma. also jordan coulombe. nick wilson. wozzle tretiak.