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Linda Rose

It Only Hurts When I'm Breathing...My Heart Only Breaks When It's Beating...So I Hold My Breath To F

About Me




My name is Linda Rose. I have lived in Simi Valley, California for 34 years. I love , Love, Love Roses and I collect anything that has Roses on it, trinket boxes, candle holders, pictures, plates... I also collect Lee Middleton Dolls. Other Dolls as well, however Lee Middleton's are my most favorite, they look like real babies and toddlers. I call them My Grandchildren, because I am starting to think that I may never have any real live ones , Hint Hint. I also collect Angel figurines... I have a passion for music and I love to sing. I used to sing in a band many moons ago. I guess I am a little rusty now... but I still enjoy singing Karaoke. Well anyway I really didn't want to do this My space thing, but My Daughter's and other family members kept bugging me so I finally gave in. Well except for My Son Travis, He thinks its "Gay" that an old lady like me would DARE to have a MY Space page, he is so silly! However It kinda makes me feel like I am back in High School, so maybe its a good thing? I have 4 children. Two Daughters 34yrs. and 30yrs old, and one Son 23yrs old. I Love them all so very much. I also had a Son that would have been 27yrs. old on February 28, 2006. He passed away on October 18, 2005, but never the less he is still my child and I Love and Miss him more than words can say.. Yes, just a little over a year ago My whole world was turned upside down. I am fairly confidant that, that day was the worst day of my entire life!! I used to think that when my ex left me for another woman after 13 years, was the worst thing that could have happened to me. Then 6 years ago when My youngest Son Travis, had to have open heart surgery to repair a congenital heart defect, I thought that was the worst thing that could happen. Then 4 years ago, when My Beautiful little Nephew Seth, had a near drown accident that left him severly brain damaged, I thought that was the worst that could happen. Well, then so on August 27 2005 My Son Travis's "Love of his Life", Tracy, died in a tragic car accident, one week after her 22nd Birthday... Of course I thought that surely was the worst thing that could ever happen. Well let me tell you, NOTHING will ever be worse than losing a child!! Especially when they are not sick or anything. One day you wake up, the day starts out beautiful and as normal as can be, you get a phone call and in a split second your life changes forever!! Ok enough on that subject. The tears are flowing! Well lets see, I have a cat, a very spoiled Cat named Rosie. I Love her but she is a pain in the butt! I love all animals, but I tell you, When Rosie goes to kitty Heaven, I will never have another pet. I am at a point in My life where I can go on Vacations, and trying to find someone to take care of my cat is never easy. I am hooked on Cruise's, I have been to The Mexican Riviera, The Caribbean, Alaska, and Hawaii. Hopefully I will go on many more Cruise's cause there are so many more places I want to go to. I have met so many wonderful people here on MySpace...and I love you all!You have helped me through the most difficult 2 and a half years of my life and I thank you all from the bottom of my heart.Ok... Now if you want to know more about me just ask!! Viedo For My son CainanGone So Long
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Add to My Profile | More VideosTHE VIDEO ABOVE IS A TRIBUTE MADE FOR MY SON CAINAN A FEW WEEKS AFTER HE PASSED AWAY, BY JABUDAH (THE LAST BAND HE WAS IN)...ALL OF THE PICTURES IN FRAMES ARE OF HIM THROUGHOUT HIS LIFETIME, THERE IS ALSO SOME LIVE FOOTAGE OF MY BEAUTIFUL BOY.CAINAN EITHER WROTE OR CO WROTE THE SONG "GONE SO LONG" PLEASE TAKE A FEW MOMENTS TO WATCH THE VIDEO AND PAY TRIBUTE TO MY SON CAINAN MICHAEL.PLEASE MAKE SURE TO TURN MY PROFILE SONG OFF BEFORE PLAYING THE VIDEO...
Cool Slideshows In Loving Memory Of My SonCainan Michael TuckerFebruary 28 1979 - October 18 2005 You are and Always will be My Shining "Star"I Love You To The Moon And Back My SonThere are no words to convey how much I Miss YouMy Beautiful Boyxoxoxoxoxox....IN LOVING MEMORY CAINAN MICHAEL TUCKER ~FEBRUARY 28 1979 - OCTOBER 18 2005 ..IN LOVING MEMORY TRACY ANN FEIN ~AUGUST 21 1983 - AUGUST 27 2005 Layout made by cindy

My Interests


..In Loving MemoryOf My SonCainan Michael Please visit the following websites....http://cainan-tucker.memory-of.com.http://www.le gacy.com/Link.asp?Id=GB15512327X ....
In Loving Memory Of My Mama Please visit her websitehttp://maxine-beckman.memory-of.com/In Loving Memory OfTracy Ann FeinShe was like A Daughter to me...Please Visitwww.tracyfein.com Pray for Seth...My Nephewwww.prayforseth.com

I'd like to meet:

Trisha Yearwood,Dr.Phil,Oprah,Hugh Laurie (House),Robert Duval,John Travolta,Tim McGraw & Faith Hill,Robert Duval,Garth Brooks,Kenny Chesney,

Music:

I love most all Country music. My favorites are Brooks and Dunn, Lorrie Morgan, Trisha Yearwood and Alan Jackson. Oh I could go on and on so I guess I just LOVE country music period.

Movies:

A Star is Born, Urban Cowboy, Honeysuckle Rose, Pretty Woman, Misery, Passion of the Christ and Lonesome Dove, Splender In The Grass, Imitation of Life, Lots of other ones too just can't think of them right now

Television:

Lost, House, American Idol, Survivor, The Bachelor, Las Vegas, Dr. Phil, Oprah, Wife Swap and Extreme Home Makeover. Ok so I like the reality shows, I admit it, I am hooked on them.

Books:

I am not too much of a reader, but I do like Danielle Steel a lot, and also those silly Romance books with the really hunky guys on the cover.

Heroes:

My niece Jillena for showing me the true meaning of strength,devotion, and what loving your Children is all about.My Son Cainan Michael for all of the goals that he achieved and for living his life to the fullest while he was on this earth.

My Blog

Three Years Today...Missing Cainan

Three Years TodayMy mind refuses to believeIt has been three years today;Three years I've gone on without youStruggling with all my soul and mind;To find some kind of logicIn why you left m...
Posted by Linda Rose on Sat, 18 Oct 2008 01:07:00 PST

Third Anniversary In Heaven...A Letter To My Son

My Beautiful Boy, There is so much that I want to say but I don't even know where to begin...I feel like I will just repeat what I said last year and the year before because nothing has changed. Anot...
Posted by Linda Rose on Sat, 18 Oct 2008 12:55:00 PST

Happy Mother’s Day Mama...I Miss You

  Happy Mother's Day In HeavenIt's your second Mother's Day in Heaven I'm so thankful that you're not alone;As you behold the face of our Savior,And are blessed to worship at His throne.&nb...
Posted by Linda Rose on Sun, 11 May 2008 01:11:00 PST

One Year In Heaven...Missing Mama

  ..> Missing Mama   The sun came up this morning;It wasn't very bright.My dark mood casts a shadow;It's hard to see the light.We all have just one motherAnd, now that her life on e...
Posted by Linda Rose on Mon, 03 Mar 2008 01:38:00 PST

You Would Be 29...My Son...Happy Birthday

    My Beautiful Boy, Today is your Birthday...you would have been 29 years old if you were still on this earth...its hard for me to believe, because I remember the day you were born so vivi...
Posted by Linda Rose on Thu, 28 Feb 2008 01:59:00 PST

A Christmas Letter To My Angel...Cainan Michael

  Christmas Without You   Christmas without you, will never be the samefor there are no presents, on which to put your name.My son, I still love you and miss you sobut you are in a muc...
Posted by Linda Rose on Tue, 25 Dec 2007 12:55:00 PST

Holidays In Heaven

  Holidays in Heaven   The Holiday Season is just not the same, A smile is missing when saying one name.   For parents who've lost a Daughter or Son, Nothing can bring back the delig...
Posted by Linda Rose on Sat, 22 Dec 2007 01:42:00 PST

A Letter To Cainan... My Shining "Star"

  My Beautiful Boy, Another year has gone by...it's so hard to believe you have been gone for two years, I remember the day I lost you like it was yesterday...Oh how I wish that day had nev...
Posted by Linda Rose on Thu, 18 Oct 2007 02:31:00 PST

Memories Of My Son

    Memories Of My Son Pictures of yesterday, happened upon, Sweet, precious pictures of you, my beautiful son. They're from a time that can't be erased, And my heart always breaks as...
Posted by Linda Rose on Thu, 18 Oct 2007 02:10:00 PST

Two Years Ago Today

The Day I Lost Me TooAnother anniversary of the day that I lost youIt's really very simple that day I lost me tooAlthough I try to find the me that I used to beI will never find that person for she i...
Posted by Linda Rose on Thu, 18 Oct 2007 01:58:00 PST