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Carraine

Before I close my eyes at night, I can still see you smilin.

About Me

Layout made byHello My name is Carraine and I am 34..... I live in Arizona... originally from California... And Most of my family are still there and I miss them very very much!I love to travel....My favorite places being Hawaii and Alaska....I am very much a Disney fan and Love anything and everything Disney! I love to scrappbook...and I have a passion for singing..... My brother Travis says I am a square...He is so funny and I love him so much!I have 2 beautiful and wonderful Sisters....Marisa who means the world to me... and Lulah who is precious.... Travis my baby brother (who is not quite a baby anymore...LOL) who just lights up my life.... and my brother Cainan who we lost October 18th, 2005 who was such a wonderful soul just being around him was a blessing....I miss him very much....and I am sure I always will.... I have the best mother in the whole world who I love so very much... A Wonderful Father along with the best step paretns Bill, and Jill... My Gramma who I will miss dearly... lots of Aunts, uncles, and cousins who I just love...Sounding squarer and squarer every minute.......LOL
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My Interests

PLEASE VISIT MY COUSIN SETH'S SITE.... WWW.PRAYFORSETH.COM

I'd like to meet:

Who ever said that time heals...... was a liar! Time does not heal... it just goes on.... whether you want it to or not.... I still have to wake up, go thru my day.... Breathe... without you here... and when I think about that it kills me inside.... time does not heal.... Time is cruel.... Time makes me remember just how long it has been since I have heard your voice... Saw your smile... gave you hug... Time does not heal. If anything it mocks me. It goes on like nothing ever happend.... and I am just left here with my heartache.... And anger... and despair.I love you Cainan.... I wish I could be a better sister and be stronger.... I miss you....with my whole heart.......I wish time could heal.....

Music:

I love all music but a few of my favorites are Red hot Chili peppers, Guns N Roses, Tori amos, Foo Fighters, The Doors,Led Zepplin, The Cure, Jane's Addiction, No doubt, My brother Cainan......everything he did was great! And many many many more.....

Movies:

Oh man There are too many to name........I could go on and on and on but I will just name a few..... A Star is born, Sense and sensability, Titanic, Braveheart, practical magic...

Television:

Lost, CSI, CSI Miami, American Idol, Days of our lives, Buffy the vampire slayer, Little house on the Prairie, I love Lucy, E.R, Survivor, I love T.V.....

Books:


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Heroes:


..My Brother Cainan...He was a amazing person...I am so blessed to have shared 26 years of my life with him in it! I love you and miss you more than words can say...My momma she is so wonderful! I Love you so much mom!My Sister Marisa, she is the best sister ever. She has helped me though so much... I love you MarKabe!! My Brother Travis He is so smart and so funny, he can always make me smile. I love you Travie! Tracy Fein, You taught me how to be a better person you were such a light in this world... I miss you!
..My Cousin Jill For showing me the real meaning of love and devotion.. I love you! Seth...for showing me miracles do happen and just what can be accomplished if you fight for it....I love you pumpkin,My sister Lulah....If I were just half as sweet as you! My cousin Jacob for being so brave and fighting in this terrible war I miss you and pray for your safe return ....My Dad... I love you daddy! My Family who gives me strength and loves me unconditionally Aunt Peggy You are so awesome, I love you!, Aunt Pam I love you aunt Tibby!, Bill You are incredible I love you!, Jill... I love you! Uncle Gene I love you!, Leanna You mean so much to me I love you! , Sis I love you!, Kielan I love you!, Tori I love you!, Tommy I love you!, Uncle tom I love you!, aunt Cindy I love you!, Autumn, Lindsay, Mckenzie, Kayleigh, My Girls! I Love you, Braden I love you!, Uncle Mark I love you!, Aunt Elaine I love you!, Catlin I love you , Jen, Caleb I love you guys!, Dustin I love you!,My wonderful Gramma Maxine rest in love gramma... I Love you! I will miss you everyday for the rest of my life... You are all so wonderful in your own way...You have made me the person I am today with all the support and love you give me ..... I love you all.

My Blog

2 years...I wish you were here.

Well I have had this stupid day on my mind and it is here!  I told myself that I was going to try to think positivly about things....HUH!!!!!!  Yeah thats gonna happen.  Its strange all...
Posted by Carraine on Fri, 19 Oct 2007 05:20:00 PST

1 year... can it really be my dear brother

It Sucks!  Its not fair.... I really just dont know what to say Cainan.   I been thinking about October 18th last year... all day.  Who Knew... I was having a bad day.... Boy I didn't k...
Posted by Carraine on Thu, 19 Oct 2006 07:59:00 PST

Tracy Ann Fein

I was gonna wait to write this, But I just miss you so much that I have to write to you now... Today is your birthday....It has been a bittersweet day for me my dear friend... I was remebering all the...
Posted by Carraine on Tue, 22 Aug 2006 05:29:00 PST

9 months......

Can it really be this long.... It is just not even possible... It still seems like yesterday when I felt part of my soul slip away and yet it seems like an eternity since I have heard you laugh, heard...
Posted by Carraine on Wed, 19 Jul 2006 01:29:00 PST

My Immortal

My dear Brother Cainan, this is for you... I'm so tired of being here Suppressed by all my childish fears And if you have to leave I wish that you would just leave 'Cause your presence still lingers ...
Posted by Carraine on Sat, 25 Feb 2006 01:59:00 PST

My friend Tracy

There is not one day that goes by that I dont think about you.....I miss you so much.... You were such a amazing person....such a perfect light.. I so wish I would have been able to talk to you before...
Posted by Carraine on Mon, 14 Nov 2005 03:40:00 PST

My Brother.......

It has been 26 days now since he passed away....each new day brings back a memory that I had not thought about in a long time....I miss him more than words can even describe... Sometimes it doesnt eve...
Posted by Carraine on Sun, 13 Nov 2005 02:52:00 PST