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Cyanide Sarah

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About Me


I am Cyanide Sarah.
I am not a simple being. I am no person that can be explained within 1,000 words. I have been searching for who I am for 19 years. And the answer has yet to be found.
"Life is like a taxi. The meter just keeps a-ticking whether you are getting somewhere or just standing still."

Most of the time, people will not understand me. I tend to do things backwards. I have to try something, to know that I dont want to do it. That can cause regrets...but I have so many of those that one more wont make a difference. Hmm..regret..thats an interesting topic. Even though sometimes it hurts...regret is what makes us who we are. Without the life I have had so far..who knows what I'd be like. But...I probably wouldnt like it. I like who I am, for the most part.
It's strange...big things are easy for me to get over. But when something little happens, its on my mind for months, and I just cant get over it.
I am not a bitch, but I am also not very nice. It really depends on who you are. I have seen alot of shit in my day..more then I really should for my age...So pretty much, if I dont like you, I'm not going to waste my time. I have done enough of that.
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My Interests

My love...

When I first meet someone..I will always like them. Everyone starts with a clean slate for me. But if you fuck up..then you are on my bad side for a very long time. In the past I forgave much too soon..and ended up getting hurt even more.

cunt

"Ancient damnation! O most wicked fiend! Is it more sin to wish me thus forsworn, Or to dispraise my lord with that same tongue Which she hath praised him with above compare So many thousand times? Go, counselor. Thou and my bosom henceforth shall be twain. I'll to the friar to know his remedy. If all else fail, myself have power to die."

My Blog

blame me

Can you blame me for thinking the way I do? Can you blame me for be over sensitive? I dont know..just sometimes the way I think is just so much more complex then anyone could ever think. The way my mi...
Posted by Cyanide Sarah on Thu, 26 Oct 2006 08:26:00 PST

I held it in my hand...

I held it in my hand....so small...but a work of art. it was laying there...curled up in a little ball...like it was freezing..out of its warm shelter. As it lay in my hand, i ran my finger over each ...
Posted by Cyanide Sarah on Wed, 18 Oct 2006 11:00:00 PST

Electric Red

A breeze so subtle, yet warm. wandering home to hear a mother's scorn. Hands clasped tight. A connection of comfort, on this electric red night. A whisper of the past travles through the tre...
Posted by Cyanide Sarah on Mon, 18 Sep 2006 11:03:00 PST

Flatline___________________

Climbing the stairs, to my room, unkept. Laying on the bed where I once slept... Surrounded by childhood memories of mine, `Wishing that you could have seen me shine.` I'm not the same girl, With A sm...
Posted by Cyanide Sarah on Wed, 09 Aug 2006 12:11:00 PST

broken hearts and a broken promise. lost. away

well well well. surprise surprise. I am homeless. YAY. ahah. so i guess my dad says i didnt keep my promises. he told me to get my G.E.D and get a job and help him at the shop and at home. he said if ...
Posted by Cyanide Sarah on Thu, 27 Jul 2006 10:09:00 PST

My buttons

This is only a place to keep the buttons of my friends so i can whore them any time i want when im in a good mood. HAHA .FreeCodeSource {display:none; visibility:hidden;}Live in WA?Mini Whore CodeAuto...
Posted by Cyanide Sarah on Mon, 22 May 2006 09:42:00 PST

Blue blanket

Ryan Patrick Morgan We miss you. its been one year since you passed.. but we all know you are in a good place. we just want you to know how much you mean to us. thank you for being here when you were....
Posted by Cyanide Sarah on Mon, 24 Apr 2006 09:32:00 PST

boats? (oh..yellow, red, black..)

On a cold January day,a smile made it warm. A steaming hot chocolatesipped to pass the time.a maid-in-waiting.Taken these steps every day now,to the same place that holdsour attention like the breeze ...
Posted by Cyanide Sarah on Wed, 19 Apr 2006 10:51:00 PST

burnt to a crisp

SO...I am in thailand right now. And yesterday was the new years festival. well..i was on a motorbike, having a water fight, for 6 hours..in the hott sun. i get home...and my sunburn is showing. on go...
Posted by Cyanide Sarah on Fri, 14 Apr 2006 05:56:00 PST

TRAIN BUTTON

Hey! sorry it took so long but here is the button for the train. post at least once a day. and leave proof in a comment here. (button is at the bottom) The owner (Cyanide Sarah)Antigr3g [ Promote...
Posted by Cyanide Sarah on Fri, 31 Mar 2006 01:44:00 PST